Oklah

Awak, kita dah pikir masak-masak.

Kita nak time-off
Yelah membawa haluan masing-masing
Sampai hati kita dah ok.

Awak jangan miss kita tau,
Tapi kita tau kita miss awak
Sangat-sangat, sangattt.

Lepas ni tak boleh jumpa dah.
Tapi kalau awak lucky
Mungkin akan jumpa.

Meh sinilah,
Kita nak peluk awak.
Meh sini mehh.

Sayang awak ni semua.

Mwah.
Tata.

.: Kerana langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
Kerana hati tlah letih :.

Sakit otak ok

Well. Perhaps by now, some of you might now how cold I am when it comes to strangers. Aku memang malas nak layan orang ok. No matter how persistent that person is, if nothing triggers me, then both of me and that person will still remain stranger.


So when that guy said hello, the answer would still be the same. What make me want to write more [selalu aku cakap sepatah dua je.hehe] are the things he wrote contradicted with things that I perceived. From my point of view, he's seeing someone but.. everyday he would..make an effort for me to notice him.


So I asked him why does he do things that he do even he has the thing that he has after he asked me this question.


"You dah tak dengan junior I lagikan? I assume you are single now?"


Nak aje aku jawab..junior yang mana satu bang? Haha.


And he gave me the answer something about there's something captivating about my smile which is farkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. And how he wanted to see me play futsal. Ni apahal semua ayat sama nihhhhhhhhhhhhh?


Anyway, the best thing is, soon after that I received a message from a lady asking me who the hell I am. She acknowledged her self as the guy's fiance. And ask me to stay away from him. Ni siap warning akula mak bapak die seme dah tau pasal issue ni, apala seme.


Like I fucking carelah kan?


Jangannn..Dari aku malas nak layan, sakit hati aku ni, terus aku layan kang.ha


*Sigh*. Aku letih sial bende-bende macam ni.


Being me yang ehe.. suke begaduh, I reply to her asking why is she so insecure and chill la wey. Pahal kau nak menggelupur, aku bukannya nak kawen ke apa dengan mamat tu. And, after that the guy come to his defense when he told me his version of the story selepas aku menyoal dia, apahal aku kene marah dgn pompuan tu pulak, macamla aku yang menggatal. And he told me how I should ignore the lady and continue being friends.


Demm.Sekarang terase seperti aku watak sape ke nama pompuan tu.. zila bakarin ke, fazura dalam drama crite melayu yang stok nak rampas-rampas boifren orang.


Ceh. Mak tak kuase okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk


Pleasela, I have enough of problems on my own.
Tolong jangan tambah ok?

Annoy me!

I easily get turn off and annoyed nowadays. Now, there's two categories of people who I put in my annoying list. The first group are those think they are sweet and romantic and heroic but actually they are just buggers who didn't know they annoyed me [but later they knowlah after my tongue begin to click.hehe] and second are those who annoy me on purpose just because they find it amusing. Actually it is not they, it's only him. One person.


He started like the rest, ask me what's my name..where do I live, what do I do for a living..bla..bla..boring..boring..boring..ya..ya..yaa..and yeah, I treated him like the rest. The next day he begin to annoy me in other way, not by asking my details but by saying things that lit up the fiery in me.


He: Baik you layan I, nama I ada [some gelaran].
Me: So? You think I care? Tak penting ok
He: Ye ke?Jangan benci sangat, nanti ntah-ntah nama anak you ada [nama gelaran]
Me: WTF?


Annoying but yeah, that I can take coz apalah sangat lawak ali setan tu kan.Anyway, he gets annoying as the day pass by until he reached the sensitive part.


He: Jom dinner. Makan chillis nak?
Me: I like chillis.
He: Ke you nak makan lain? Sebut jela, semua boleh
Me: I like Italian.
He: Italian pon ok. I can afford anything So, jadi ye chillis malam ni.
Me: Huh?
He:You should go out with me, I'm good looking.


Obviously, he's just fucking wants to annoy me. It's like aku ni perempuan keji, makan nak memilih semua nak memilih so kenela umpan tempat best-best [tapi aku memang suka makan tempat best best.haha]. And kalau kau hensem kenapalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa? And me, I would say yes but will say no the next day and say yes the next next day and it continues..just to annoys him back. Hoh, But, the best thing is, when I began to reach my boiling point, he would bid farewell politely. Siap dengan take care tu. Tak sempat aku nak maki die dah blah. Which left me with the tak puas hati feeling. So, that's explains why I still talk to him when he say hello on ym the next day. Aku mesti mengeji dirinya itu!


Plus, I like the way he shield himself whenever I bombarded him with tricky questions. And I like the way he wrote his answer short and simple when actually he's not answering to my questions at all. And I like the way when he tried to act cold when I started to get warm. He reminds me of someone I know. Which is me. Hehe. It's like there's a cloud of mystery behind him that made him want to hide, not letting me know who he really is, not like the rest. It's like he had a bad history and he's shielding himself for the sake of..not wanting to get hurt maybe?


But yeah, I even wrote about him once in one of my entry and he was quite pissed off. Hoho. Tapi kali ni aku tau dia tak piss off sebab asyik-asyik tanya bila aku nak tulis.Ceh.


I dunno exactly when us one of us surrender playing the game and decided to be nice to each other. I think it's him who finally announced that he will be nice and yeah, after that I raise my white flag too.


He is nicer these days especially on the phone, way more nicer and he even laughed which washed away my perception of him as a dead stick . You see even we seek truce, he's still refuse to talk that much and only answer me with " haa", "ok", "yeah", "----s.i.l.e.n.ce----" . Well, I dun mind actually coz I was sort of "trained" to talk to person with those reactions. Tapi bila aku cakap kalau bosan letakla telefon, tanak pulak..nak cakap lagi. Heh.


Namun, didalam kebaikan itu, he's still continue being sarcastic. Like last few days, he keep quiet even after I talked so much [macam biasa.haha]


Me: Ey, kalau u nak buat keje lain pegila.
He: No, it's ok.
Me: Habis tu jangalah senyap, cakapla.
He: I'm saving my voice for something more important.


Aduhhh!!!


Despite that, I know I would talk to him again tonight. Sheesh.

Snipzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Yahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I know that I'm supposed to keep long but akhirnya aku telah memotong rambut ku itu.


Shitla. I told Ginny to make it look like a boy buttttt i still look girlish. Apa ni Ginny?Anyway still can see her expression bila aku menyuruh dia memotong rambutku padahal baru 3 minggu lepas aku cakap aku nak dtg bulan depan nak buat spa curl.


Me: You cut it short ha. Boy short
She: Tamaula, nanti lu punya abang kasi hantam wa
Me: Manade abanglah!
She: Itu you selalu cakap kalau saya gunting salah nanti abang lu malah?
Me: Tadaaaaaaaaaa..tada..kali ni kalau you gunting salah, kakak pulak yang marah you.
She: Perempuan meh?

So, there are reasons why I cut my hair.

1. Sebab cuaca sangat panasssssssssss
2. Aku nak meringankan kepala, korang ni ada yang suke semakkan kepala aku ok.
3. Sebab bila rambut aku buruk i will drive people away.hehehheeeeeeeeee

Okla..Dun know what to write anymoreeeeee..

Tata bunnies

Me lurve yuhh.

BBQ

The bbq was great. Everything was great except my look. I soo look like shit sebab baru baik demam [haha..alasan..alasannn]. But I do think I look more pale than usual. Skejap-skejap aku rasa sejuk, skejap-skejap aku rasa berpeluh. Namun, demi ketulan-ketulan lamb aku sanggup juga pergi ke sana.


Am not going to tell every little details of what happen coz I know you guys don't want to read all those craps. So, I'll just cut it short.


The food was superb. Chicken, beef, lamb, sotong, fish [tapi aku tak sempat makan semua sebab balik awal].There were also coleslaw [tina and jaja yang buat okesssssssss], mash potatoes, puddings yang bapak sedap [timmy nanti bagi resepi.hehe], bee hun and fried rice. And yeah bebola api err..something bebola.


Fine. I'll show you the picture.

Nyam

That's the food part. Selain daripada makanan yang sedap, another attraction was the fooseball table. Hah, tau tak betapa emonya perempuan-perempuan itu apabila mendapat bebola itu? Dan betapa terkejutnya boifren boifren serta hubby hubby mereka melihat gadis gadis itu semua sangat teruja menjerit keterujaan? Jangan tertipu dengan gadis gadis yang bercop srikandi di dahi, yang sungguh oh lembut melayan boifren..coz once they meet their species, hehe..


If you are someone who leave peace and tranquility, or someone who are attracted to the vogue and perempuan melayu terakhir type.. tsk..you're so not welcome.

Di saat suasana masih tenang.

Was hoping to see Nicky but I had to leave early and she had to came late coz she had to finish her work first. Afidavit pemende tah dia cakap.


Cibaila, apsal aku nampak macam gemuk padahal berat aku dah jadi 39 kg ni? Aku komfem nak kene buat push up hari-hari. Apa ingat aku rajin sangat ke. Sangat stress ok. Bertambah stress bila dah seminggu tak pegi keje tiba-tiba hari ni kene keje. Hoihhhhhhhhhh.


Haha. Sorry for the perubahan angina secara mendadak. You must forgive me I'm recovering.


Anyway, aku tau korang bukannye rajin sangat buat keje pon, so if you still feel the weekend fever, here, click to this page for more pictures.


Before I sign off[ha!], I just want to tell you, hari ni aku bad mood sebab

a. Aku macam kurus tetapi sebenanye gemuk
b. Rambut aku sangat macam celake
c. Hari ni keje kerja


So please don't tegur me on ym dengan semangat inkuiri mahu berkenalan ATAU mahu bercerita mengenai kesengsaraan hidup anda ATAU bercerita tentang perkara yang aku tak faham ATAUPUN apa-apa saja alasan


Melainkan, you are shful danny or you have some news that really can cheer me up. Else, stay away from my face.

Sweet suga!

By right, I should be going to work by last Thursday but since I was so gatal ordering mcd [big mac.hoho]coz I'm craving for it, my fever didn't subside but became more worst after that. I spent the rest of the week lying in bed with feeling that my head are going to crack anytime.Bloody mcd. Then you know what? Usaha ku selama ini sia-sia. I lost 2 kgs in a week. Bloody hell.Hoh!


Buttt.. I got my pop tarts with swiss miss chocolate to complement them. Saiful itu adalah sangat baik ok. Malam itu dia telah menghantar kesemua bende ke rumah saya dan menginsist saya mengambilnya walaupun saya tidak mahu bersua dengannya kerana muka saya pucat macam setan. And he said


"My God, you look so pale"


See I told you oredi. Sheesh


But, am one happy bunny allright. Selepas 2 hari mengstuffkan diri dengan pop tarts, my fever subsided. Seeeeeeeeee, kalau awal-awal lagi aku dapat makan pop tarts, komfemla boleh baik demam cepat ok. Itu belum lagi orangina tu, kalau I said yes when he offered me orangina that night, gua gerenti dah boleh main skipping keesokkan harinya.haha

ohhh cintaaa..

Ini tak, bagi aku makan antibiotikla, ubat tahan sakitla.manala nak baik? Hahahaha. Next time just feed me with ermm..amusing food?


Whatever.


Anyway, am going for bbq at nikkit's house today. And uhhh, I dyed my hair really black coz I sort of want to look like ashlee simspson but instead I look like ashlee setan but hey, that's not the point.


Will be taking pictures there since ade yang dah tanya bila aku nak letak gamba since dah boring tengok gamba sama.Korang ingat aku ni apa? Entertainment service provider? Tapi takpe, tak menjadi masalah nak letak gamba aku banyak-banyak. The question is..can you take it?


Hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Happy weekend bunnies!
Mwah!!

Crave

Fever..fever

I was in bed for the last two days [bermakna 2 hari tak mandi.haha], thanks to tonsillitis and fever. This is another ritual sickness that I would have every year. I dunno, there must be something in my blood.


So anyway, since the tonsil thingy was bad I couldn't consume anything besides porridge. Saiful Even delivered me the yummy haji don alley mee rebus but I could only afford to take 3 forks and leave the rest to my mum. This is not good okkkkkkkkkkk.


Last evening, I was feeling slightly better and I think my appetite is back. Gua teringin nak makan apa tau? Pop tarts and Maggie daging. Aku tau sini macam takdelakan Maggie daging tapi somehow my tekak adalah menginginkan Maggie daging.


Pop tarts used to be easy to find but not now. Sekarang susah gila nak jumpa pop tarts okkkkkkkkkk. Adalah sangat teringin saya ini. Just imagine eating pop tarts fresh from the toasters and sipping swiss miss chocolate. Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Bliss. Bliss [gemuk..gemuk..]


Besides that, I am also craving for pisang goreng sambal kicap. I dun care if your house sell nice banana fritters yang paling sedap di dunia but if it doesn't come with sambal kicap, dunia ini tiada ertinye okes.


Tell me, where can I find pop tarts and pisang goreng with sambal kicap [kalau boleh macam dekat warung mana lagi] because I'm really really want it so badddddddddddd..


Kesiankan saya?

Tags n manuals

He: Sebab you selalu carik lelaki yang salah.
Me: Huh?


How am I supposed to know which one is the right guy or which one is the wrong guy when everyone give me the impression that they are saints and angels?


I think guys should come up with tag on their body. Like "I used to fuck around but now I repent" or "I am nice but I don't have money" or "I'm not nice and I will make you like a sugar mummy" or whatever it is.


And I know that man always follow their bible, you know like there's a script to say things on different occasion. You can always refer to the bible when certain circumstances arise. Like, there's this girl. She has no more soul for man and her allergic are sweet talks but I still want her. What shall I do? Or there's this girl, she's seeing someone and she's getting married soon but her boyfriend rupa macam celake which I think she's so more suitable with me, what are the steps shall I take?


It's funny how man can come out with manuals but no tags. It's like buying something to eat with instructions but no nutrition information. You went to a supermarket and you find lots of yummy things to eat and you pick one right after how you see how easy it will be to get prepared. You pay and go home. But when you eat it, oh no, you realized how fattening it could be. But it's too late, it's already in your mouth.


Men used to tell me that how they want women to tell them what is exactly on their mind rather then playing the "guessing game". You know what, when a woman does that, a man will say that she's nagging because we tend to tell with further explanation. But men, they tell you something else when they actually mean something else. It's like, "ah takpe, biar aku cakap mende-mende ni untuk sedapkan hati dia dulu, the repercussion nantila aku pikir"


Woman would appreciate a truthful gesture or confession from a guy. Like how I appreciate a confession of a guy who told me that he's married but still wants to be friend. To me that's cool coz I know where is the border and such.


Just tell me who you are coz, I will. I will.

Kanker

Kalah bergaya.Haha

Bunnies.


How was your weekend? Mine. Some part of it,played futsal and lost but gua must tell you we all adalah sangat bergaya. Tetapi lihatlah, chicsinred in blue. I know, dun say it.


Two thongs I realised. Rambut gua macam celake. I really need a hair cut. Yeah, i know that I'm supposed to keep it long but I looked like perempaun mati laki and tak mesraaaaaaaaaaaa ok berambut sebegini. Maybe, will get it cut next week. Tapi gua dah potong fringe last week dan hohhhhhhhhhhhh..rupa ku mcm setan.


Seken, i got double chin. See the picture carefully, if you can't see from the picture, silalah datang berjuampa ku untuk menyaksikan penggemukan ini. Juga, layla telah mengambil aku sebagai contoh perempuan banyak kedut. Hohh!!


Sorry for all the crap. Have loads of things in mind but I can't really write all of them.


Bisa kanker gue ini.


Anywayyy, enjoy your monday.
Keje rerajin okessssssssssssss.


Muahsssssssss.
tata

Sengal-sengalan

Yu olls.


I rase penat inih,penat otak dan juga emosi I.


Tadi saya main bola,nanti saya cerita lagi.


Gua ada banyak benda nak cerita tapi nantilah gua crite.


Btw, anda ini bolehkah adida percaya?


outtttttttttttttttttttt
n


Gila sengal aku ni.

Hohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am feeling hollow today.


It\'s because I\'m missing someone so badly when I\'m not supposed to.Bak kata Ferhad, mengapakah dunia kejam padaku?Ohhhhhhhhhh.


Wtf.


And the second reason is, I\'m fucking working fucking today. Ye, aku tau korang sedang bergolek-golek sekarang tapi ini kompeni tidak recognise cuti wesak sebab hello, kalau tak keje camane nak gain profit ok? Jadi tak perlula ok nak wesak-wesak inih.


Third, sakit kencing aku tak baik-baik lagi.Kencing campur darah. Dokter tu kata dlm masa 3 hari baikla.Ni dah bape hari dah niii?Nak duduk pon kene placing betul-betul okk.Terasa \'tempat itu\' sakit umpama kene rogol [note:i tak pernah dirogol okesss]. Sangat sakit. Bila hendak mengencing, adalah perlu menggenggam seusatu so bile air itu keluar sakitnye tak terase. It\'s like peeing thousands of knives. Aku tiap-tiap tahun dapat penyakit ni. Sebagai seorang mak yang saiko, mak aku sangat risau. Dia risau saya akan mandul kemudian hari which is I oso dunno apa kaitannye ok.


Mengapakah hidup ini terasa agak sia-sia?


Oleh itu saya berazam tidak mahu membuat kerja hari ini.
Trima kasih.

Hish!!

tau tak camne nak carik orang yang hilang.


kepada orang itu, hello, i dah tak larat nak carik you ok.
perlu i buat poster dan buat announcement?


janganlah merajuk lama-lama.
you belum tau i punye merajuk macamana lagi.
terpaksa u belikan i mini cooper nanti.ha


tapi gua rase dia tak baca pon bende ni.



weyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, manala?


aku rasa kau pegi mengote nih.


cibai.

Stuck on you

Have you ever been with someone who seemed to caught in their past. Or you, yourself still cant move forward coz you seemed to yearn for your what went before? I am talking about the words e.x.


I know one guy who still cant let go of his ghost even how hard he denied it. He is tall, fair and yeah such a good prospect but seeing his ex name as his laptop id more or less make me wondered. I was using his toilet when I saw the blue box, tiffany & co on his sink and I asked him about it. Non-chalanty he told me it was his exs even though they broke up like 4 or 5 years ago.


Me: Kenapa you still simpan lagi barang dia?
He: Saje, takkan nak buang.
Me: Yela, atleast simpanla elok-elok, tak payahla display lagi.
He: Ala, biarla, I pon dah tatau die kat mana.
Me: Tak keep in touch?
He: Malas, nanti luka lama berdarah kembali.Hehe


Well, to me, the authentic explanation is he is still spellbounded in his old memories, old glory. If the breakup was so aching, if you are over that person, you would endeavor to cross out everything, even memories if possible. Those are only few things that I perceived, there are other things that I observed but I chose not to say anything.


Later I learn that his ex was someone magnificent. Pretty and yeah, with very good livelihood but shit happened and they broke up for some unspecified reason [since he didnt want to talk about it]. From my point of view, hes still lodging in his past where at this very moment he is still looking for something which is not there. Or perhaps someone.


This is when, someone stray from one to another person. Looking for something they used to have but forgetting the fact that not everyone is the same.


Actually this is not my first time dealing with this kind of guy. And let me tell you, if you decided to stay, brace yourself and your heart coz there will be time when this type of people will completely becomes a stranger and dont blow off if you found out theres someone else besides you.


I know its hard to let go of something you thought would be eternity. Tell me about it. I so know. Or maybe u just cant ingest regrets that you nurture inside all this while for what ever reason that is.


But you know, by holding on like that you are not making any differences. Perhaps the other person had already moved on and with you, still trapped in the past would make things worst, for your good self of course.


He/ she just cant live without me


Isnt that pathetic?

Turn off the light

Some people complained that Im hard to please. Hah, I used to be easy to please, very easy in fact but maybe life experience make me a mature woman [whatever that meanslah kann]


Picky, maybe I am. No, not maybe. I am picky. Dont ask me why, I have my own reasons and for those who know me well probably can tell what are the reasons. But, there are things that automatically turn me off. I dunno about other girls but yeah, thats me. Probably just me


Guys who call me dear in early stage
Apa ini? Baru chat sekali sudah penuh dengan..yes dear? Apa dear? Baru jumpa sekali dah dear sana dear sini?Hoh!


Guys who ate..gelojoh-ly
Quoted from gubra mak aku cakap, macamana lelaki tu makan, macam tula dia cottt bini dia . Ok?


Guy who love to pegang-pegang
Baru sekali dua jumpa nak pegangla? Hoih?


Guy with commitment phobic / womanizer / heartbreaker history
People change. Sorry I dont believe that. No, I might believe that but I just cant accept that.


Berkira
I just love indulgence. Aku tak suka lelaki kedekut, thank you.


Guys who dont know how to respect woman
I dont mind if you are my close friends but if you are on the verge of courting and say things such as I suka tengok bontot perempuan gebu doesnt help at all. Kalau ye pon nak cakap, jangan cakap dengan akulah ok.


Guys who love to gain sympathy
Yelah, siapalah I ni, tak macam orang lain yang nak kawan dengan you. Memang pon, sebab tula aku tanak dekat kau. Letihhhhhhhhhhhh


Lelaki kaya yang berlagak
Macam kau sorangla kaya kan? Kalau ye pon kaya, rilek-rilekla.


Guys who are slightly taller than me
Im short so I dun want my children to hate me for marrying a short guy.


Guys who doesnt know how to lead / make decision
I hate it when a guy doesnt know how to decide. Nak makan suruh aku pilih, nak order suruh aku panggilkan waitress and tolong orderkan. I like a manly man. So decide, lead.


Guys who terlebih manja
I love manja guy but not terlebih manja. Like suka mengeluarkan bunyi-bunyian merengek yang pompuan selalu buat konon-konon comella tu. Dont steal my limelightla wey =P


Guys who thinks physical appearance matters the most
Kalau boleh nak yang cun aje, tak cun jangan harapla. Kalau kawen the wife still have to maintain the cun-ness kalau tak, kawin lain. So hubby, if you cant perform or cant buy me 5 manolos and 6 coaches with a Bentley, I can file for divorce ya?

Boring Guys
Aktiviti harian melepak tengok tv dekat rumah, read books or ermm main dengan anak buah. Dan sangat mematuhi keselamatan jalanraya, mematuhi setiap arahan papan tanda dan mematuhi arahan pihak berkuasa dengan cekap, mesra dan betul. What??


Hairy man
Nanti I lemas bang.Hahaha


Aduh I pening kepala and sakit pundi kencing.


Mungkin akan sakit otak juga kerana meeting semalam postpone ke hari ini.


Happy Tuesday bunnies.

Paris!

Hah! Nelly got a new friend named Paris. Dun keji me ok but that's the name that I can think of when i saw her.


Well, ok. Lemme tell you this, it was a gift from this guy. I told him I dunno what I did that I deserve Paris but yeah he told me that I deserve something for being strong and probably something to cheer me up for ermm.. suffer?Anyway you, thanks alot k. Tatau nak buat muka camne bila kita keluar bermakan-makan lagi. Adalah segan ok [but I liike..hehe]


I am soooo in love with paris coz ehehe she could take better picture but you know, I swear I can hear Nelly cried coz now I sort of leave her alone, at home. Okla, I tried not to be bias and give her the same treatment . I will try to be a good mother.


Hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Paris..I love you!

Ada orang cakap aku gold digger, kepada siapa-siapa yang cakap macam tu. Fuck you lah.


Tengkiu & Happy Monday!


p.s: Lepas ni seres aku taleh ym dah anddd..hari ni ada meeting..wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Pills

My mom has turned to be a psychotic since I told her my medical check up result. Initially she bought me bottles of vitamins but haha, am not going to let those pills go down to my throat. Not to my tongue..no thank you..euuurghh.


If you know my mum, hah, she won't let me get away easily. Now, every morning she would nicely arrange 14 pills on the table with a cup of hot soy milk for her daughter [which happen to be me, of course!] to consume before she go to work.


Do you know how nasty those pills taste? Don't tell me they don't taste nasty coz what I need to do is just swallow them. Nooooooooooooooo. You so don't know my deria rasa okkkkkkkk.

take the pills and the bahulu.hehe

I mean..14 fucking pills. Arghhhhhh


Then someone told me that my mum probably is overdosing me since she forced me to take 2 tablets of multi vitamin and also 6 lecithin pills, plus 2 b complex, 2 carotines and 2 vita c, which according to him, is a lot since multivitamin can do the wonder alone. Atleast, lessen up the dosage of other pills..


What scares me is, bila aku kencing instead of yellowish , my urine is yellowish green now. Hoih, aku ni dah nak jadi alien ke apa?


So I told my mom about what that someone told melah kan and guess what's her reaction.


Instead of feeling sorry for me, she gave me 2 books to read coz she said probably I dun know much about vitamins.


Hah! Now I have to take 14 vitamins and 2 books to read.


Fuuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk


Ngeh, Happy Weekend people!

My heart will go onnn..and onnnnnnnnn

There are many things that never fail to cheer me up. Shoes, baskin, the teteks and cats. 2 months ago miu miu gave birth to 5 wonderful kitten and my mum's friends' took 3 of them , leaving 2 behind. I named them valentino and prada [shadap ok]. Valentino was a male kitten that is soooooo manja.


Everytime I reached home he would run macam tak cukup tanah towards me and follow me everywhere I go. And when I sit to watch tv he loves to brush himself to my feet and curl. Fuck, doesn't that make your heart melt? And he..has the most lemak-est perut smell any kitten could have. I love it when he put his tail up high when it was actually not straight but it curl coz his tail is crooked. Prada on the other hand was the timid one. She loves it when I stroke her but would put on her timid face. Yeah, last 2 nights she was sleeping on the sofa when I stroke her and I fucking swear she smiled at me and she golek-golek showing her bulat tummy.


I am soo in love with my cats.


Yesterday, I was feeling so shitty. My trust was betrayed by someone who I should have known not to trust, I let someone who is sooooooooooooooo wonderful down because of my stupid and selfish preference. I found out that I had to attend some computer usage seminar or awareness this thursday. It's like, gua tak kesahla lu kiut ke apa but what the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk? Aku ni dah banyak kali kene saiko dekat skolah, dah bepuluh awareness aku kene pegi tapi if the bottom line aku cakap aku malas nak denga cakap kau, aku malaslaaaaaaaaa ngeng!!And yeah, i hate being the one who have to monitor everyone when I hate to be monitored.


So, after office I thought the nightmare would be over. Well not really over but at least di alleviatelah kan. Not so true when I reach home and found no one running towards me.


" Oh, mak dah bagi kucing 2 ekor tu dekat orang"


Felt like jantungku di rentap.
I just..broke down and cried.


Noww.. I just wonder..if they missed me.. the way I missed them.
Shit, could someone pass me the kleenex?

Wedding some more

chicsinred and the briiiiiideeeee

So, last weekend, one of my sisters @ the teteks got married. Yeap, another one bites the dust. No, no am happy for her really.


I just love roadtrip, especially with bunch of crazy girls. Nikkit, Tina and Fadzi definitely make the journey interesting, walaupun aku benci travel jauh-jauh but yeah. Anyway, Johor is such a wonderful place. I mean, have you tasted the banana fritters with kicap cili? No, you think it's disgusting? Hah, you are missing one of nikmat dunia. What about abc coklat and air kathiraa? Hah, don't you feel like marrying a Johorean? Well, I do!


Anyway, besides seeing all the girls, managed to bump into the most-sporting-sejarah-teacher, Puan Saedah with her son, Iwan [aku rasa tula nama anak dia] which remind me of a conversation with Sakinah who happened to wed someone last February. Now, Sakinah is sooooooooooooooooooooo into her works that she seldom spent her time with her hubby leave alone to have babies or whateverlah kan.


Sakinah: Eh, mudanya anak Pn. Saedah, dia baru kawen ke apa? Jauhnye gap
Akma: Dia kawin lambat kot. Tak pon dapat anak lambat
Sakinah: Hehe..nanti kau macam tula. *trying to be smart
Sakinah : Hello, I'm not alone ok. Ada orang tu lagiiiiiiiiiiiiila!! Lambat gile nak dapat anak * memebesarkan her eyes to me
Me: Celake kau.Haha


Hoi Skinnerr, nak bet ke sape dapat anak duluuuuuuuuuuuuu?
Hoh!


On the other hand, tak jadilah nak bet. Hehe


Anyway, on more relevent topic, selamat pengantin baru to Meon Ami, may you and err..your hubby live happily ever afterrrrrr.


And, here are more pictures. Just..just bear in mind that it's my photopages and therefore gamba aku penuh dalam tu.Hehe.


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..Malasnye nak kejeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Demmlah!!