Thursday, November 20, 2003

totemo oishi

yesterday my friend spentot a.k.a jumaat treated me to oishi the japanese buffet.Since i looooove japanese food so much i think it was totally awesome.There were lots of japanese culinary from sushi to sukiyaki.Not to mention the delicious shark fin soup anddd..OYSTER!!!.Yummy..As the result when i headed home i felt sick and start puking..My boyfriend was not at home coz he went back to his house so i have to settle down myself from crawling to the toilet to cooling my self from feeling so damn hot inside the body..The result of comsuming too much oyster.But then..around 3 my bf came after calling me on the phone..and miracally i felt better..hehehe

last night was also creepy.I heard someone singing..the song make me sad for no reason..the weird thing is my bf didn't heard a thing and amazingly i felt very very tired and sleepy after trying to figure out what the hel the women was singing about..er..isn't there supposed to be no devil in the month of Ramadhan??Yep,so i guess it must be my imagination..maybe i should get more sleep..

and today,i have to hailed a cabby to class since my housemate who borrowed my car didn't return home.:(..make me kinda mad coz i want to go to class!!!but a good news make my day.Yam-yam had passed his third stage for PTD..yeyeyeyey..Good for him..i was very happy coz i know he is really hoping he would make it trough..and surely i hope he will :)..

Monday, November 17, 2003

shop till u drop

First class for this semester.I expected to see mr.i forget -what his name..errr..apa nama die ni..ahh..nevermind.He used to jump on my nerves just because to him i dressed alarming as a student.He also used to give me some lectures in front of other student..maybe to humilate me?but..instead..jeng...jeng..
i saw yamani idna..again....ahhhhhhhhhhhh..............................


make my resolution to attend all class even i know that they will be very very boring..and will kill me sooner or later but..ehe..i have to prove something here.

today..more shopping to be done.Yesterday, my ankle kinda hurt coz i have been 'tawafing' KLCC for my hari raya shopping spree and unlucky for me i only got 1 groovy outfit.it's not actually unlucky for me..it was actually unlucky for yam yam coz he has to bare and grin as i will drag him again today..at different spot..hehehe..if u want me..u have to pleasee me..*evil grin*

the sad thing is the budget for my hari raya stuff have been reduce and next year..no budget for me from dad since i'll be earning on my own..oh nooo....

Friday, November 14, 2003

No..No!!!

went back to shah alam after having major headache..the reason?too much playing god in the computer,ehehe..i am a sim addict!!

my ex called again..he wanted to meet up..again.he asked me to fecth himafter my futsal session tonight.Ehe..If he really do care for me, tthen why must he ask me to drive in the middle of the night when he got all his friends to fetch him?My futsal will be over around 1.30 a.m and after all the lepaking around..it'll be 3.00 am and he expect me to fetch him??Talk to Nik about this,she suggest me not to see him when there's no one around..ehe..she sounded right but i dun think he will harm me..I dunno how to say no to him coz i DID say no..but he keep saying please..

Thursday, November 13, 2003

Gossip folks

i called mum just to say hello..the she told me maybe dad is going to Saudi next month..and maybe she will be joining him too later..and who will take care of the house..most of all..who will take care of me?huhuhuh..but..ahh..that's mean more shopping..i heard Saudi's clothes not bad either..i mean Parisian design and all..and if i made it to dubai..can buy all the perfume i want..hihihihih..but..my parents won't be here..:(

went to midvelli again and had tenpayakki..gossiping again..

what's with girls and gossip?i dunno..but what thing for sure..girls and gossip are unseparable.I know it's bad but i just can't help it..maybe my friends too..Even though i think it will backfire u sooner or later.I tried not to talk too much about ppl bad things coz i'm afraid i might do the same.We never know what will happen in the future right?

thinking of going back to shah alam tomorrow rather than doing nothing here..

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

uhuk..uhuk..

i tot i will have my man for my own self today but that didn't quite happen.His granny was admitted to the hospital and he had to visit her.Well he gotta do what he gotta do right?Even though i know i should not feel upset..instead i can't help it but ehe..it's ok..my life is not just about him rite?

i think some women have problem when they love a men..they love them unconditionally..i know that's is supposed to be that way but for me,i considered that as a desease..when u love someone that way(except familyla) u will try to please the other person without thinking about urself..that what i call stupid..and u will easily get hurt coz u expect the other person think and feel the way u do..i shall not repeat my same mistake..

so i plan to berbuka with aleng and rizal at KLCC even it drove my man to his madness. He IS a green eye monster..

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

old..oldd..

slept at 7..7 a.m and i still feel lil bit dizzy
talked about old old thingss
hmm..i found that is till beleive in the same conclusions
that also have been agreed by my STF sista

most of the guys will love themself and their friends and other things compared to their gf

at some point guys will do nothing coz they think the gurl won't leave them

some gurl is so stupid(like me) that they would do anything for their bf

some gurl who is too depending to their bf will tend to get hurt(that's me again)

it a guy wants to make things better in the relationship..do it before it's too late

huh...now bcoz of that i didn't get enough sleep and..mrs.wrinkle will get better chance to invade me..

arghhhhhhhhh



Monday, November 10, 2003

Psychotic

No..i'm not the headline for today..not me but my ex boyfriend..he had turn to a psycho..that keeps nagging and stalking me..

he keeps begging..
i do love him..
but i dun think the relationship can work out..

god..please take care of himm

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

longggg november

ahhh...haven't been writing for ages..actually there's nuthing interesting.
I broke up with azam

but the problem is he won't let me go
he won't let me be happy
he won't let me out of his sight
i admit i still adore him
but dun think we can tolerate each other anymore

he is beeing sweet and sweeter everyday
makes me lost my mind
coz i'm trying to lost my memory with him

he's blaming me though he is the one who left me all alone
at the first place..
now he make me feel like a bitch..

so what if i am a bitch??

+life a bitch+