i just get back from watching 'how to loose a guy in 10 days'.What a sweet story except i didn't imagine myself as kate hudson(hmm..i wonder why).My bf laughed his heart out and i enjoy hearing he laughed :)

On our way to watch the movie he babbled about how the company his working with might extended his stays in ipoh.I listen and sometimes talked back without looking at his face coz i was driving the car.Then something came up.

"Do u mind to settle down in ipoh next year..I mean..do u mind leaving KL with me?"..I felt like...undescribable then i looked at his face(i suddenly forgot that i have a car to handle)
"Next year?"..and he just smile...

What the hell was that supposed to mean?I just haven't got a heart to ask or maybe i forgot because his smile dazzle me..hehhehhe..let me be mushy tonite ok?

I asked him what will he do if i turned to be a lunatic like kate in that movie..Will he leaved me or the other way around..hesiad..if he really want to leave be of a being a lunatic he would do it long time ago!!So is he saying i'm a lunatic??Tsk..tsk

By the way Fluffy and Brownie(the devils cat of my bf) are here and they are conquering the bed.From the look of my beloved MJ face,i think the will be a cat fight tonight, just pray that they won't compete in peeing-on-the-master-bed competition..

hot and humid day.Not actually but it does for me coz the switch is still damaged which remind me of the fish i used to reheat in the microwave..Luckily it was not dark as last night..

yesterday i went out with some friends..we chill out and watch a movie(it was damn freezing inside there) then we head back to my house.I didn't know why i felt lil' weird that time.As we reaches my house..everything was dark and no sign of cars.My friends started saying if i would be ok but hey..i used to be alone so..no biggie..As i entered the house and swtiched on the light..amazingly nothing happen.There's no electricity which moved my head to called my mum,dad and bro but no one answer or the phone can't be reached..so i just sit there in the dark alone...thinking what to do..I feel like i'm in a movie ..anytime the ghost or whatsoever thingy that are supposed to scare me will appear..hehehe(i have a verrry high imagination)..after a while i decide to call my friends and then the phone ring..it was my mum....

That night.. i have to sleep downstairs while the mosquitos having a party with my blood and try forcing my ears not to listen to my-bachelor-student-neighbour conversation..i didn't knew if i succeded but i guess i did coz i found myself sweating alone at about 12 noon on the sofa.

Anyway,i have a good news today.My boyfriend will be back in town tomorrow..

tonite i miss my bf again...as usual..it's like a routine.Sometimes,when i manage to think clearly(or issit the other way?), i think it's not him that i miss..but i missed all the affection which make me think "Do i still love him?"..

Think about it..i try to match my bf with some other gal..if he wants to date any gal he fancy,i've got no problem with that and i even call to ask how was it going!My friend said i'm crazy or in the brink of being a psycho.I dun mind if my bf mention others girls name or when he stares at other womens i didn't feel anything...

While i'm writing this, i'm trying to convince my self that i still love him and vice versa..
Maybe tomorrow my mind will be cleared up a bit.