Chics and The Gym

  

Chics joined a gym yesterday and it nearly make her broke for the whole month of August even it is not even August yet .But because she is so determine to shape up so she thought why not splurge some money eventhough she can picture how her bf 's face would be when the bill of his visa arrive.

The gym was..awesome..And all the chicas there were..bomb..but yeah,there were some exception.And the guys were..*drool*..They have sort-of-dancing class which really makes chics teruja and they also have yoga class.Eventhough chics never tried yoga but since Madonna is practicing it, then it must be cool*..Hehehe

Chics was enjoying the facilities..She somewhat mempoyokan diri using all the facilities eventhough tahaper2 je yg dia buat.And then she and her girlfriend when to use the sauna and was feeling like a roasted chick. The only thing that she hated was ..that gym is using cheap shampoo that make her hair stand on their own.So the keras.

All the effort in the gym nearly gave her another athma attack. She woke up in the middle of the night, hardly breathing, cramped muscle and with some  fever. Too much for working out maybe? This conclude that how un-fit chics is..*frown*

Despite feeling like a shit, chics went to work today and was thinking..

"I'll be going to the gym tomorrow"..

THE END

*Note:Chics is not a bimbo

Night Angel

During some lonely nights.
I never failed ended up crying..
Feeling confused and thinking how could things went wrong..
Things that I can't even find the answers..Things that I need to talk about..
But not to my mother
Not to girlfriends..
and not even to my guy..
and maybe not to anyone. 
 

I can't figure out how or why
But he never fails to read my mind..
To sense that something is wrong with me.
There's always a buzzing phone..
A warm voice to comfort me..
In the middle of that lonely night.

Even though we seldom meet..
Busy getting with our own life..
But we understand each other..
and we confide to each other..
as a friends and not more than that..

He's life is a chaos case..
Practically mingle with any women he met..
And ended having what he wants..
He never believe in feeling or love..
Coz love always deny him..
But he swears in the name of friendship..
Me on the other hand..
Had all the love I want..
But just fail to deal with my own 'inner voice'..

 
It's ironic and cynical..
How a chaos guy who didn't even know what to do for his life tomorrow
Could always give a huge comfort to a girl
Who thinks she know exactly wants she wants ..
Who thinks she is in control with her life
Ended up, always making stupid decisions..

To my night angel..
U know who u are..
I thank you for being there for me..
And..remember..
I will too, be there for U.

 

My Ignorance

I was on my way to buy Gym gears (remember that I need to reshape?) that I bumped into a friend.Actually not my actual friend.A friend to my yayang is more like it.Anyway, whatever..We went for a drink and some puff of cigarettes and this is when she spoke to me.

She:I actually kinda mad at you..or hate U.
Me:Uh??
She:Remember the day..bla..bla
Me:Well, I didn't know that u were hurt..My intention is pure..yada..yada

What was I saying in my heart?The actual thing.I didn't know that some gesture offended her..I mean I was telling her that I'm feeling fine eventhough yamyam's car broke down and we have to wait.So she was expecting me to feel sorry and sad?Okay..maybe I was being ignorant to her..maybe I should realize that she wanted to show her concern or something..sorry I didn't mean to hurt u.See..I'm one ignorant biatch..I dun really care how people around me feel..Oh,man this is bad..No wonder she had been giving me cold treatment when we went lepaking at her place..Darn..Ye..Lepas ni aku akan jadi minah kepoh..Or at least give a shit to what ppl say.Hmm..

Anyway,the part where she told me how is she feeling about me is something good.I can take things like that..I mean..I never care what ppl say but in her case..lain..pasal i'll always be hanging out with her sbb bf aku baik giler dgn bf dier. So I dowan her to hate me..not that I care tapi yela..nanti tak best pulak..

And I didn't told my bf about this which is so un-natural of me..I guess something is better left unsaid..Ye ke?Ke tak?Tahhla..

 

 

Shopaholic?

Hee..Did I say that I'm rewarding my self?So I did..Since my yamyam was working last saturday so I joined Nikkit and Nik on a shopping spree at KLCC and oh my..they are having sale!!Felt so teruja when I saw the word sale.Went shopping non stop from 1.30 till 6.30 until my legs got so wobbly. Even when Nikkit an Nik wants to head for Sg.Wang, I told them to leave me and my shopping alone and so they did. But did I mind?No.Not a bit. Actually I wanted to but a nice pair ( or maybe 2) of shoes and a new hand bag instead I ended up buying a skirt, shirts and a shawl.

It did not end there.Yesterday when to OU . Me bought lingeries and nighties from La Senza and also a new bag from nine west..Yam2 got himself a new shirt, pants and I bought him 'seluar ikat-ikat' from British India. Wanted to buy a pair of sneakers for my self but darn..tak sempat..and also, did not manage to get a pair of new jalan2 shoes for me..huh..Oh well, tak apa..minggu depan ada lagi..

Hmm..To think again..I was suppose to revamp my blog but instead..it went other way,but a nice way I should say..

And oh..I failed my PTD test..hahaha..It was weird coz I dun feel sad at all.Not a bit..It was my yayang yg feel sad..He was saying thing like "I'm so frusfurated.If only you put some effort and took it seriously"..oh well..Maybe I was not meant to be working with goverment..hehe

 

Bliss..

Tomorrow is weekend and I'm not working.

Bliss..

But me is not going to met my man tomorrow coz of he is bz
I hate it when he's bz
I hate the fact that he lives so far from me
but no, I dun hate him..not for today
but yes, I hate the fact that I can't have him for myself tomorrow.
It's weekendla..oiii!!!

Not Bliss..

Today I talked to Ciko
I told him that I feel like getting married now
Suprise..suprise..
Oh yes, I'm having my menses..so this feeling won't last.

Bliss or Not Bliss??

Hit me baby one more time

Remember about my colleague who I told u ?Well, she's resigning on the early of next month, that's explain why she keep asking me to fill all her job order.Not that I felt happy, not at all.I adore her coz I dunno ..she's nice and funny apart from that one thing. Maybe she feel bad when see saw how gloomy I was this few days, that's when she decided to 'donate' 2 placed candidates to me.Both of them valued RM3600 all together.And she told me that RM 8100 is coming on the way.That's mean I only have to put extra RM 6000 to reach my target next month.Heeehee..Tiba2 rase bersalahla kan marah die hari tu..tsk..tsk..I dunno how to react when she came to me and handed me the files. I was saying things like "No, u should keep it" ..coz I feel bad but she put on her friendly smile and insisted me to have it. Thanx..

Andddd..I manage to hit this month..With the help of my manager.Actually I did not manage but she generously put an extra RM 1150 to my file from no where (she said it's an X-file but she say she has the right to add such thing). That's mean I'll be earning RM 600 extra this month. Fine I know it's not big but hey..aku reach target..yeyeyeye..

Then I should buy something for my self, as a rewardla..kononnye..hihihi

 

Beauty Clinic

Hmm..Teruja..That's the exact word that came across me when I read this gurl blog about stretch mark. Then I went to do some research on my own..Hehehe..In my case it's quite impossible for me to be stretch-free until came across a page. They are selling some stuff which were claimed could atleast improve my condition...teruja giller babi..tapi pk balik...adela kene habis dlm 600++..err..that's for 2 cream..Berbaloi ke?Mcm takla kann..Takpela  maybe when I have the money, I could go for the dry laser instead.Or..any suggestions?

Talking about this laser thingy,I discover something while I was on my'mengular' trip yesterday. There's a beauty clinic somewhere near my office. The type that u can do plastic surgery and implants.And uhh..they do liposuction too u know.Humm..Not that I want to do some implants or what but being curious I walked to the clinic and took a peep inside.It's just like a movie, all white and clean. I wonder what's the feeling when U walk inside with the intention to alter your body.Uhh..Scary.

By the way anybody know where to get a good and less pain piercing service? Navel or tongue piercing and roughly..How much uh?

Blue no more..Wheeee

Monday.Monday Blues..And usual, I was feeling annoyed..but I was enlightened by a friend who I had a talk with last Friday
 
He:U sounded like u are about to die.What's wrong hun?
Me:Everything,I hate my life..Bla..bla..bla..

He:Hey,hey..Dun let anybody make u feel down.U are the one who control your life.U see..We are like in   a movie.In your case,it's your movie.U are the heroine..the rest is just extras.How can u let those extras bug  u.Just shove them aside.Remember, the light shine at you.
 
Can't believe he said this to me coz he was at chaos situation himself,anyway..it does make sense and it did make me feel better. Thanx a lot bro. walaupun aku gelakkan kau hari tu :P.
 
Oh, went to RP with my school sistas..Had blast,shaking booties and singing our lungs out. Only that, I wish I left my heels behind..sakit kaki..
 

Moral of the story:To hell with people who make u feel down..

 

Saying No

Takde mood nak keje hari ni..Fell like quitting my job.
 
I am suppose to be quite a strict person.Usually I don't find any problem with saying no but not untill I start working here.
 
She: Sharina, could you please help me by calling this client and follow up as well *pushing the shitty paper to 
          me*
Me:Owh..but i have other orders to settle also.
She:Well..I dun think you have enough.U see,if u want to hit your target you must atleast have 20
        orders..*looks at me in a way*
Me:Oh..Ok..*But i have more than 20 orders now*
 
This always happen also on last Wednesday when i was on MC for 2 days before.As i came in to the office she came to me and give me another order and u know what.I'm supposed to fill in 2 positions in a day..And they require someone who can speak and write japanese.I mean..hello..aku baru je balik from MC..obviously kau dah keje from hari isnin and job order tu from hari jumaat,apsal bagi kat aku?Oh ye..Lupe pulak..pasal position tu susah nak fill in and pasal manager tu org singapore.Habis tu keje2 aku yg lain bile aku nak buat? Bile aku tak buat keje aku..habisla aku kene maki dgn client2 seme..Dierang ni tau nak marah je..Lepas tu complaint kat boss
 
And today, i still can't find the time to do my work coz i had to fill in 5 placements for her position since she's on leave today.
 
Tell me..How shall I say NO? Coz the policy of the company is you have to help your collegue..But for somehow i feel used..


 

Baby on the way

Remember about my friend Tini? The one that got married in Terengganu last month? The childish Tini?

Guess what?She's going to be a mama.She's pregnant now.OmiGod bapak cepat..Baru bulan lepas aku tengok dia malu2 mase nikah.I'm so happy to hear the news.Kawan aku yang slalu nangis2 pasal bende tahaper2 dah nak ada baby ...I best she's happy and and course her hubby, niza must be damn happy.

Niza must be a sharp shooter,damn sharp..

Humm :-(

Feeling much more better after 2 days resting at home.Best siot duduk rumah..Boleh tgk diari akademi fantasia kol 12.30..boleh lepak2,guling2 depan tv..huhu

And today, back to the office. Since i was on leave for 2 days, banyaknye mesej from client..and also banyak nye keje tak siap..warghhhhhh..feel like turning to incredible hulk.

This evening suppose to pick my urine test.God, please tell me it's good news. Actually i was suspected having some kind of kidney/bladder problem. So today it's the result.I'm still young and i do wish to do so many things for my self..

+Hope for the best+

Poison Food.

Sakit..Sakit perut

Lat Night
i throwed up for like..er..lost count..nearly decided to sleep at the toilet..
Berak pon byk kali

This Morning
I wish i can continue sleeping
Tapi shit..kene gi kejela plak..
Ade appointment.

Just Now Only
So i went to this clinic near my office
After checking my stomach(siap aku control bagi nampak kempes ni)
The Dr. said

"U got food poisoning,Please take off your pants.I need to give you a jap"

Free2 kasik Dr. india tu tgk bontot aku..
Best jugak jadi Dr.rupenye..

Aduh..sakit, terpaksa duduk tepi2 kat kerusi

Sale..Sale

Loreal is having stock clearance.Sale.I mean big sale!

Went there with pauline.She bought like..10 lipsticks and 1 mascara and some compact powder.I bought 2 lipstick, macara and a foundation.How much it cost me? Rm 50 only..Haiya..Lipstick 1 seploh ringgit.However can't manage to get my self a blusher sbb dah habis..huk..huk..

Was going crazy coz..lots of ppl..so stuffy and also crazy because dunno what to buy since everything is cheap..hehehehe..

Lucky that my manager not in today..hehehe

This is only the second day of my singleton and Lisa already tried to matchmake me with someone..*sigh*

But she say he is handsome and delicious and looking..

Bye.

I can't take it any longer
Dun care what u said anymore
Just let me go..

I guess it's time

Goodbye.

Diet vs seafood

Went for dinner last night at a seafood restauran.Habis program diet aku.i ended finishing up everything..until my stomach get so full.

Yg tak bestnye..I forgot that i ate the jamu..so pagi ni..spent more than 30 mins inside the toilet..huhuhuh..and skang..perut gua rasa kosong, sial..tsk..tsk..

Ape lagi nak cite..Oh..I think i have fallen in love again..This time with zahid akademi fantasia..poyo tak..poyo tak aku??

When i told my friends about this new discovery they all looked at me and said

"Kau mmg suke org mcm ni..sah2la kau suke die..muke die mcm kuyam"

and i was like..err??

Knock me on my head..Pleeaseeeee

Can someone please knock me on my head?

Things can't be undone..
Things that has changed..can never be undone
Butterfly can't never be caterpillar again..
So no use hoping things will be back as it used to be.
Buat letih je tunggu,buat letih je ingat..

Ye,yayang..apa u cakap mmg betul..
I dah insaf dah ni..betul,tak tipu

Lain kali,sape2 yg terase aku degil or bengek..
angkat keyboard and ketuk kepala chics..ok??

Jamu

Since i'm so paranoid so i drag yamyam to buy jamu .The name of that thing is "Jamu susut perut"..Yeah..yeah..laugh as u want..

To be taken at night and in the morning.U know how it taste?To me it's awful..Coz when u burp u can still taste it..Mcm soyal je rasenye..

And because of that i'm a having a bad day today..plus some other bloody stuff that also contribute to boil my blood.

Uh, by the way i got this from picha's blog..hehe

How to make a chics

Ingredients: 3 parts intelligence 1 part courage 1 part ego

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy!

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Personality cocktail
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