Horoscope..scope me

Yamyam showed me his PTD offer letter..hum..Good for him and i was happy but then when i saw that he had to attend sort of orentation or learning week my heart feel like breaking.From 16 Feb to 25 Feb..means he will miss my birthday.My first birthday with him.Great..just what i need..humm...it's sooo ironic isn't it?But i acted like i dun care coz i dun want to spoilt the-u-r-supposed-to-be-happy-mood and ehe..IT'S JUST A BIRTHDAY rite??So i decided to fill that day by enrolling the 3R futsal match..Well,atleast i can divert my mind to futsal rather thinking about my bz little bee boyfriend..Ok..Ok..i admit i'm such a baby..at the end of the day when i nearly doozed off i can't hold my feeling..i cried and it did make him feel bad..Baby,i'm so sorry..i just can't help it..

It's not good being a pieces coz i tend to get hurt easily.Not that i really beleive in
horoscope that bad but i seem to find similarity among same horoscopian(hahaha)..I mean me and my mom are pieces and we both get hurt easily,charming(hahahahahahaha),forgive but never ever forget,impatient and fall in and out of love easily.Piecesian are also well known for their day dreaming attitude and easily lost interest in something.

My man is a leo.Humm..I have few leo friends and i think he get the same traits as the others.Determine,full of jealousy,introvert,loyal but still keep their options open..and loving :)..uh..one more thing,they have 'the ignorant is a bliss' attitude but actually they really care but maybe to shy to show it.Singala katakan mestila nak mantain..hehehe..jgn marah ye..nanti i masak carbonara lagi untuk u..

But then,we shouldn't beleive 100% in it..Just take it as an entertainment..

P.s:/Uh..look who i'm gonna marry




You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anything
cheesy look really hot(like sliding down stairs
on a shield shooting arrows or wearing pointy
ears for example). Congrats!!


Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
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ahh...slurrp..slurrppp..YUMMY!!

Big step..tumm..tumm

Finally watched The Last Samurai..Great movie..i ended up watching in tears :P..so touchy..sob..sob..*weep*weep*..b4 that my bf went to get his new pair of levi's.I think my shopaholic desease has spread over my bf.He can't seem to stop shopping everytime we went out.Uh..oh..but it's a good news for me rite?

Flip through a friend's of mine wedding album. She's about my age.Seeing her in her wedding dress give me goose bumps without no reason.Uh..Getting married..it's like..whoa..big desicion..How am i to manage someone else life when my life is still topsy turvy?I can't even remember where i put my things,practically dun have time for my self..how am i going to get officially attached to someone?I think it's a big responsibility..to have a nother person in your life who will probobly bug u and jump on ur nerves especially when u are having PMS..and..and..if u a gurl like me..U HAVE TO LISTEN AND OBEY OTHER PEOPLE ORDER,which i find it quite impossible..and..how the hell am i suppose to tell my mom that i want to get marry?

"Mak,kite nak kawin"..while i will try my best to avoid my mum's eyes..

or maybe

"mak,dah sampai masanya.."(Hahah..NOTT!!)..let just go for no.1

my mom probobly think..

"Gatalnye anak aku"

uh..oh..this bad.....veeeryy baddd..This is so embarrassing..Tsk..tskk
i'm used to be the one with the whatever-attitude and i still have it.The happy go lucky and party type of gal,never care about all things hanky panky(issit hanky panky??) and plus my parents think i'm still their baby gurl...and perhaps will always be..Uh..thinking of it make me have goosebumps again..

today,might be attending a futsal session..ah....i love that game!!

Cranky

Yam2 didn't came to see me last night coz his parents were in KL and i thought i'll be bored to death maybe will continue my addiction with playing the sims but then Tina smsed me saying nikkit want to have dinner with all of us.We had dinner at uptown..As usual,i dunno the route,puas kene kutuk dgn ina and tina dalam kete..but then despite the hazardous way of driving we reached uptown safe and sound..there,chatting and laughing all the way..Ahh..it's good to get together like this once in a while..Get free from ur boyfriends and talk about gossips and girl thingy..Ehem..but i should say,i sort of feel sad about nikkit going abroad to Australia this very 7th..I dunno why..maybe becuase she always had became the mistermind..probobly we won't have much fun anymore but i hope the sisterhood bond will always continue..

Arhhhgg..i hate wednesday despite that the saying everybody hate monday.I love monday!!On Wednesday i have tonnes of classes with double period which never fail to bore me.And today..there will be a prolog's lab assessment ..again..huh...i have to be tough and hang on..i wish friday will come more faster..Humm..Tapi takpe,i'll be catching a movie later this evening.That if my boyfriend didn't forget to turn up early...

and i am having a bad hair day today despite the early waking to wash my hair.I hate it!How could on earth ur hairstylist do ur hair so well?I mean after getting a haircut or a simple wash ur hair will look so..dazzling..and when i wash my hair,myself,my hair looks like shit..urghhh..It's not that i'm trying to impress anyone at faculty..it's just that..nevermind..i know..i know..i'm getting cranky.

Uh,ada blood donation campaign which i never take part since the nurse said i'm underweight(what??i'm getting chunkier everyday,ok?) and i'm kinda lacks in red blood cell..ehe..not that i'm too brave with the needlee too.:P

Exam dah dekat but i know nothing..not a shit about what's going on in my classroom..God..kill me now..

Four Clover

Did my SE presentation..nasib baik yam2 tolong buatkan.Love u hunny!!mUahhh..

Yesterday was a lucky day for yamyam coz he was so lucky!!!MAS called him and offered him a job..and HSBC called him,also offering him a job with quite a handsome pay..and HLF approved the credit cards..but the best news was he finally get through PTD..but we felt doubt and so i checked today..and yes..he did made it..yeyeyeyeyeye..i dunno why i should feel happy,i mean it's not me pon kan but atleat..my bf finally get what he wanted for all this time..hmm..suddenly it makes me scared..he probobly dun have much time for me anymore..urghh...Tapi takpela,Allah dah bagi rezeki aight?

Ehe,but i think i'm the one who's bringing him all the luck...;P

went to UPM to have lunch with yamyam.We ate Sushi King since he wanted to reduce eating meats due to his health problem..tsk..tsk..ah..no biggie..i always enjoy sushi king all the time.

On the way exiting from UM to UPM i came across a sign "Upacara Pemandian Jenazah Dr.Norazid Selat"Uh..i'm not sure if i read correctly but it's Dr.Norazid's name written there.Suddenly i feel bad, pity Anwar..it must be very hard to lost a father..I hope he gain lot of strenght to face his new invironment.May God bless the late Dr.Norazid.

Assholes anyone?

arghh..i had a bad start for today but i blame it on my self..me and my ignorance..i was stopped at the guard house coz i didn't issue UM sticker and i have only 3 days to do so..meaning i have to go back to Shah Alam and find all the documents..huh..i am never good in finding things..and today i decided to be a good gurl and take my exam slip b4 the due date( i have to pay fine for every sem) but then they need some stupid slip from my advisor..arghhhh..i hate to see my advisor but hmm..since i am quite well dress and decently dress today i did went to see her and manage to get my exam slip anyway..yeyeye..

Went to see a movie during the weekend.Me and yamyam went to see Trauma.I should say..it it's not bad for a malay movie .Not bad at all!!It's totally different from malaysian current movie.Totally no Yusof Haslam thingy.The movie was brilliant but some people spoilt the fun.Before the movie even start a trio behind my back seemed to make lots of noises but it's ok coz the movie tak start lagi..But then bile movie dah start..they seemed couldn't stop talking.Bising gile..kampung gile..bangang gile..They keep talking and swearing bad bad words like their bapak own that cinema..oh my..i was trying to concentrate but it did make me feel like standing up and bang their head..it was so annoying and irritating..totally uncivilised! my bf began to make rude remarks back and i knew he was damn mad..so i had to sooth him before he stand up and give that three stooges a punch in their face, each.I had to console him..i have to or there will be a scene..I think lots of people hushed at them with anger but hey i guess assholes will always be assholes..and i couldn't beleive my ears when they clapped and cheered when nasya aziz appeared on the screen.I know she is gorgeous but Come on!!This is not a concert..it's amovie u idiots!!urghhh...and they also cheered when they uni name was mentioned..suprise..suprise.!!But then lama2 i couldn't hold my self so i accidently yelled,not yelled actually but more like saying in a harsh way

"kau ingat ni rumah korang ke?" ehe and it did make them shut their mouth but only for a while..and when the movie ended me and my bf straight away stand up and look at their face

my bf:nila beruk2 yg bisisng tadik?
me:haah..nila dier
my bf:bangang sangat..

we waited for them at the door but they didn't seemed to come out..ah..chickens..
nak jadi assholes tapi penakut..but then selamat gak..kalau tak ade jugak hari ni dlm sejarah aku membantai org..hehe

Prosperity..longevity?

tomorrow is Chinese new year..and my uni stil is holding some classes.Don't they have mercy and respect for other people?I mean..isn't there supposed to be some kinda big dinner for the chinese this evening..how can they make it (for the students who live like far away) if their class ended by 6?uh oh..i dunno..even though i don't celebrate CNY but hey i do feel pity for them..

my days are boring and more boring...same old shit..my legs are still in bad condition..despite the fact, i still went for a swim yesterday..i am getting fatter and fatter.When i saw the upload photos for futsal,i can see how chubby my face is..arghhhhh....gemuk gile..i have to do something about it..so i decide to go swimming every time i can..

tomorrow might be going to Wilson' house for CNY..hum..wonder what will he cook?and will i get an ang pow?hehehehe..i wish...

Futsall is killing my foot

STF futsall match 2004 was being held at sunway sport planet yesterday and yes it was successfull.Ahh..lots of people and supporters showed up beyond my expectation.

I played and was in the same group with jaja,meon,ida,katik and som.And our group name was..Bootylicious!Haa..yes..laugh as u please..but somehow som name it after all our character fits the name well:P.Not bad as Tina's group name which is 18sx hahah..the name suit them well..18sx..uhh..only 18 yrs old are allowed to see how they dress..(not to say that my team dress that proper)Anyaway..they did get the first prize!My team?only manage to get the bronze medal..but hey..we did enjoy ourself.The second prize went to my juniors team.

The purpose of holding the match is to collect a donation for STF band.I think we manage to reach the target.My team firstly fought with pikachu which was Fadzi's team(scary..the kicking was damn hard) which unbeleivable we won..then we met Stf Band team ..tie..0-0..and on the semi final we met Gerek's team..and ouchhhh..i got roughted few times though i do remember no body contact allowed.That time i was injured badly.we lost to them..afterward i got an Sms from rizal saying mocking me saying how can i lost to Gerek's team..Shesshh.My right thigh hurt alot and my toe nail is bleeding..probobly will come out at anytime (until today it still remain on my toe..thank God) so i just can't keep playing anymore...lagipun,i feel so damn tired sampai rasa cam nak mati..i feel i could die anytime..letih giller!!tak cukup nafas.I wonder hoe some people can play up to 40 mins.....and..Ida who is good in defending also sprained her ankle from the first match..so Som have to take her place..I didn't play for the semi coz i just can't..i can't even put on my shoes..Humm..but we did win and get the third place..okla tuu..after the match i and yamyam went for a swim even though i was so so damn worn out..

and today..i can't even move a muscle..arghhh..i feel pain the whole body..my feet are aching..my hands..my hips..my toenail is going to come out soon(urghh)and ..my..my..everything..is aching..and as i read my email today..everybody seemed to feel the same..huhuhu..

but nevermind to that..atleast we did have some real fun!!

+gurl kick ass!+

Health Check

After a week proscratinating i eventually drink up my Anlene and if it's not for yamyam who made it for me i might be having 'noisy-bones' for the rest of my life.Im only 23 and yet i think i have somekind of bone desease.My bones will make weird noises as in they are so breakable and might break anytime which make my bf really scared.I am scared my self..

I should take my health condition more seriously.I knew that i have lots of health problem but i keep ignoring it.The bones thingy is one thing..which i am aware of..Lately my ears heard some pitching sound which hurt my brain..a symtom of high blood pressure..uh..oh..not good..Farah went for the pap smear test she was ..ok..no sign of cancer cell or anything..but her cholesterol and blood pressure is high and the doctor make her to see a dietician..uh oh..i practically eat everything she ate..pastas..eggs..cheese..which make me similar to her..I should have went with her to do the medical check up..should check up my blood as well and get comfirmation about my sugar and cholesterol level.O ne more thing..which is i considered of as an important thing..i should ask the doctor about the pain around my breast area which was throbbing badly and sometimes make me wake up from my bed and calm my self.I am scared when i think about the consiquences but..humm..i think everything is under control..

perhaps i should visit a doctor one day..one fine day..

Achoo

achooo..i catch a flue today and it's driving me nuts...argh..go away..make me feel uncomfy and lil bit tired..and sleepy of course...

Feeling hungry but there's nuthing to eat except for instant noodle which i dun think i'll go for it..thinking of having luch with yam2 but too weak to drive..or i might dooze off while driving..thinking of cooking carbonara but too lazy to drive to TMC to buy the ingredients..

don't think i'll begoing to machine learning class today..better get some rest..noww

Work it!

urghh...i had a fishy lips today and it was one sided only.waaaa...accidently i drop my phone(which is being referred as batu-bata by my bf) to my face and it hit my lips..and make it bleed.Ouchhhh...hurt so much..

so i ended going to exam with bloaty lips and quite sloppy coz i kinda woke up late this morning..my..my..the paper is..actually i dun have a clue.since it was objective so i just do my best in guessing the right answer..arghhhh...i hope my psychic mind function well today..

The exam was being held at Dewan Peperiksaan so i thought i might as well check out the career path exhibition on the first floor.Who know i might get hired there(HAHA)..Hmm..IT..IT.. and more IT ..i hate doing IT as my bread and butter.So trying to gain new experience i try out for broadcast journalist at NTV7 booth..what a joke.but hey,, why not just give it a try..who know u will se my face on tv!!..NOOOOOOTT!!

There are 3 stages.The first stage u have to read the text as in the broadcaster..pretty easy u think?think again!It's can be pretty nervous..talking in front of the camera..then they will give u a scenario where u have to act like a broadcaster on a live telecast.Spontaneously..hahha..i talked crap all the way..but huhu..i managed to passed the first stage..

Second stage u have to attend a press conference and act as in ur interviewing some big shot.and try to absorb the details which have been told.

Finally write a report based on the press conference within 15 minutes..uhu.. i managed to get to the final stage but i think i sux big time at writing the report..i didn't even remember how to write it..the way to write a report..Ntah hape-hape yela yang aku bantai tadi..bad...

but no..biggie..i'm just doing it for fun and if do get it,someone might not be happy...but i bet my mom will be!!

What drive U?

I wake up at 7.30 feeling I wish I could get more sleep but then ade kelas nak kene pegi.Thought of ponteng the class,but the seeing the lecturer's face in my pre-sleeping make me wake up and head for shower. I had heard enough jabber from her about my attandance.With my stomach screaming (I ate too much laksa johor yesterday) I rushed to the class only to find it annulled.Arghh..ironic..

It's nothing insulting when u r late and other people keep u more late than u expected. That what I experienced this morning. I hate KL drivers. Even though I own a car for almost 5 years but still, I prefer to be the one who seats at the passenger seat rather than driving my way.KL might be the place for all worst driver ever..These are some few things that drivers do that I wish they don't

* Honking even thought thay know that the traffic won't move.Ada traffic lightla
bodo
* Turning without signals(benci gile)
* Give signals but didn't make any turning(ni lagi laa)
* Driving like 60 km/h on the fast lane..and I don't care if u drive a merc or a
jaguar..
* The rempit guy who likes to drive too near to u with their car that makes stupid
funny noise.
* All the kepochi who like to watch accident scenarios along the road..watching
only..not helping and causing jam.

Route judgment is also another problem in Malaysia. Drivers can't seem to make excellent decision while driving. Most of the time when I drive back to Shah Alam I'll be spending extra 20 minutes which makes my journey more than half an hour rather than usual 15 minutes on the road, stuck in the traffic jam just because some idiots didn't plan their journey.Mesti jam dekat sunway..macamla ada accident ke ape..tensen betul..

I don't mind if I'm in no rush but when u r running late and u had this funny feeling inside ur stomach..something urging to go out..which makes u sweat even ur car is fully air condition..and u will understand what I mean..

Hebitch

I have a bestfriend of 11 years.She is the first person who i commited a crime in school with..so we became Partner In Crime.To me she is gorgeous, beautiful and funny.Not forgetting that she has her own intelligent and wits that can dazzle people within seconds.4 years back she fall in love with a guy..A guy that she thought would be the Mr.Right for her.I still remember how happy she was and i were happy for her too.At that time i was far far away from here coz i was doing my asasi sains in Kuantan and she was in KL.

Few months later she told me they broke up,he dumped her.Fine.For me it's a normal thing.But then she started to change to someone i barely knew.She became upset,obsessed about her body(although i tot it was perfect) and she try to avoid people even us her friend who knew her before we knew what does love bites means...she is totally a different person..I then spoke to her and finally knew what's bugging her mind.

That bastard who used to date her told every detail to everybody what they did..intimate and non intimate..and he twisted the story to his version to make him look like a hero.He even mentioned that she's fat!!(bodohnye kau ni..bodoh and buta)So now everybody who knew her start to talk bad things behind her back.The worst thing was..that time all my ex-schoolmate bought that story and start to avoid her.Imagine, you just broke up with a person u love and now everybody is sneering at u and u've got no one to turn to.To much for a fresh turned-up-18years-old girl to handle.Plus,after he dumped her ..that bastard when for my other friend which suprised me since she's well known for her goody-goody attitude.Amazingly they still last until now..oh..well..not that i hope they broke up or something..it just that..hump..

It's been 4 years now..and my friend is falling in love again..I am so very very happy for her but then..she still can't put the past behind her..she is still afraid..she still have those ugly images inside her head..and the guy she fall in love with is also a friend of that bastard.For all the sudden i feel angry..it's unfair..she is a nice gurl and she's not supposed to be treated this way..Anyway i hope the new guy will understand and see how special my friend is(coz she is!)and he could think for himself..that it was that 'jongang' bastard who should be slay..

If u fell in love with somebody and do whatever-u-do-with ur-partner and then broke up..no matter what the reason is..everything intimate should be keep as a secret..or maybe as memories and not as a story to be told to everyone no matter how hurt u are.Learn to have respect for people and for the people who u used to love and love u.It's like a betraying to love.It make u a bitch no matter what gender u are.Male or female..Absolutely no exception!

Oh my..For the peast few days i keep talking about love.why for all the sudden i sounded like Dr.Love??Corny...

+and i thought i'm the only bitch+

Issit love..or lust?

A quote say love conquers all..i think it's true but if only if u are truly in love.Usually i'm not the type of person who care about other people business but when it include me then i think i should say something about it.

One of my friends is on love but i'm not sure if the feeling is mutual.Everynight she will go out to see him which is no big deal but the problem is she will use our(me and my other mates) cars to see his loverboy.I'm not that stingy as u think,i dun mind people borrowing my stuff..i'm used to it..beeing brought up in a boarding school teached me alot the meaning of sharing..but sometimes when u really like something u would mind..plus..she would only appear along with the car..beyond ur expected time..and that..will boiled my brain and also my blood..hehhe..Like last night..she borrowed my friend car and promise will return back that night..but she didn't even she knew that my friend will be having her class early in the morning..luckily..shemanaged to get home few minutes before that poor girl class started.Or else..i'll be the one who'll be sending her to class.It's frusfurating when u get back home and find ur car is gone..even when u won't be going anywhere..Two days ago i think she used mine to meet her-whatever without my permission while i was sleeping.How did i manage to find out?Lately i've been listening to Mix fm and never did i switch to Hitz anymore..but that morning as i started my car..i heard some familiar DJ voice..and it was not a lady..one more thing my front mirror view was definetely not so my view..To my intention i have to hide my car key.I know it sound so bad but i can't help it..

What make me confuse is..if the guy really like her..why dun he be the one to pick her up instead of letting her drive in the middle of the night?Isn't he supposed to be a gentlemen?I dun know about other people but as for me..i prefer my guy to care for me..to pick me up..call me everyday not only the time when they feel horny or need a company..and try to cool u down with sweet words when i am angry.At certain point..i dun think this guy really have a feeling for her..he might be just playing along.Maybe i am wrong..i dunno but that is how i feel.What make me worry is that my friends seems like she's head over heels with him..i dun want to see her get hurt again..ehe but i guess i can only hope coz she's the one who is supposed to realized..and learn from her lesson..

Poor Dahhlingss

SARS attacked again.Before this i dun care that much about this issue but somehow yesterday while i was watching the news waiting for The Sweetest Thing on HBO something made me change my mind.nearly 100 per cent similarity between the SARS coronavirus and that found in civet cats and raccoons. the virus may have jumped from the civet cat to humans or, perhaps, could have jumped from human to civet cat in the crowded street markets. In my knowledge,civet cat is one of the endangered species and should be protected.so why the hell are they being sold in market?




a poor civet cat..don't u think it's cute?

Basically civet was hunted for its fur, for food and for musk.I can tolerate fur and musk but i'm not saying i would buy the product but it's tolerrable.As for food..Can they people find something else to eat?'They' said it tasted like venison, used as the "Tiger" portion of the concoction, along with rat snake or cobra ("Dragon") and ordinary chicken ("Phoenix").Arghhhhhhh..How can a human eat these kind of food??Leave the wild and endegered animal alone..Just eat chicken,meat,mutton or even pork if u like it.

I was nearly in tears seeing that poor animal scared face being put in a truck along with poison gassed(to be gassed to death and later to be sink in a hot water and finally to be burn).Apparently there are about 10000 of that animal beeing breed in China to be eaten by bizzare eaters.uh-oh..and now they are doing some research whether wild and stary cats may have the possibilities in carrying the symptom.Imagine my Mj being slaughtered to death.


Have u wonder why this symptom started in China?I'm not sure but i think it might be that people who lived the will pactically eat almost everything.Ehe my dad used to work in China once.He even told me that snake's pickle is legally being sold in supermarkets and yes..eating ur pets such as cats and dogs are also allowed.Thank God i am a muslim and thank you so much for making me dwell in Malaysia.

Hum..Maybe mum is right.I should apply as a veterinar at the first place..

Quality vs Quantity

Kembung perut..Tak baik-baik since the past two days.Which again,make me fail to enjoy my nighty sleep.I tried to do almost everything to make it feel better but i guessit just won't work.How did i manage to get some gasses trapped in my stomach anyway?I didn't know the answer but i really would like to know how to get rid of this uneasy feeling..uh..my poor stomach..

Which one is better quality or quantity?As for me i always go for quality.It's better to have one thing which is so meaningful to u rather than having lots of things which doesn't mean much. U will cheerish it more coz u love it compared to lots of things which are less significant.
Ahha..Last night my bf came for my cooked dinner as usual.This have been a routine for the past 6 months.He would come everyday.To make the love more bloom he say which i truly agree.Ok fine..He would come and we'll eat..sometime well go to some place to hangout with friends.Last night..after having dinner he just dooze off to sleep,leaving me blinking alone.I try to wake him up saying i need his company but he is totally a different person when he sleep.I wanted to do something exiciting(no..it's not what u think) rather than lying blinking alone next to him..he refuse to let me leave the room coz he said he wants my company even while he was sleeping.All my attemp to wake him up meet failure so in rage i just let him sleep.Finally he woke up and ..

he:what's the problem.At least i came to see u everyday.
me:i never ask u to come everyday
he:how can u say that..zzzzzzzz
me:i want quality time..not quantity..i know u r tired..
he:hmm..yang..zzz
me:dun come tomoorow.i want u to get a good sleep at home..dun trouble urself to come here if u are tired(i really mean it)
he:kenape u camni???

arghh..kenapa i camni?coz i'm like this..I need to get bz everytime.i hate waiting for people.I know he is tired..then he dun have to come..just stay at home and sleep.It's like he is force to come to see me everyday.If he think that seeing me everyday but doing boooring stuff is enough then he is wrong..and everytime i want to chill with my friends he will say "Am i not enough?"

Hunny..i need quality not quantity..that's why i prefer 1 monaco blahnik shoes rather than 100 tat seng slippers,1 victoria secret's underwear rather than 100 uncomfy underwear and finally i did choose u my dear rather than all the men who used to buy me drinks in the club. All i want is to have good and special time,quality time with u...ermm..after a while writing i feel like an inconsiderate bitch..
ahh..who care if i'm too celf centered.It's my life!

CON LOVER

Monday blues..Not that i'm working but i'm not excluded feeling blue at the brink of monday morning..ah..wish i get more sleep last night..someone found a new love so she babbled aover the phone and i can't help hearing every words she said..ohh my poor eyes..sob..sob..sobb..

Talking about working..i should start job hunting now since next month will be the last month mom will pay the rent for me..meaning..i have to clear my debts on my own starting march..sheeshhh..yam yam said he would help but ehe..i used his help too much already..The problem is i dunno what kind of work should i search for..IT is a big no..noo..i sux big time doing all the computer stuff..ahhh..nevermind..maybe i should start by typing my CV first..

The internet provides lots of things.Meaning u can do almost anything u want with it..Some even try to find 'the one' for them.Not that i disagree..no ,at some point i do agree coz some of my friends made it in finding their other halves it just that...some people find it rather amusing to appear as someone they are not virtually and meddle with other people life.Picture this..

he(let just call him P) is an oversea graduate with a master,a fine look ,a clean personality and a good heart. Only that he not yet found his love of his life even he got loads of armirers around him.He's not looking for someone who is just pretty but someone who can take care of his heart and make him smile when he think of her.To love someone is difficult,he said. Being an internet addict he managed to find a girl that stole his heart named T.To him,T is have everything he's been searching for cute,with brain and good sense of humor.To his knowledge T came from wealthy family and have such wonderful personalities.P fall for her and so did she.The speak on the phone every single time they could and yes..they confess and confide to each other.Everything is bed of roses until P found the truth..That everything that T told him are completely phony.The worst part is..she is married and she told him she was forced to..which is too, a lie because she love her husband even she only known him for a bout few months before they decide to get married.Even then,she told P that she really love him..(what was she thinking??)P was heartbroken because this is his second time beeing scam by an internet friend.He wish he didn't beleive her at the first place.

This is what happen to a friend of mine..Sound familiar?Did someone feel their cheeks are burning?Ehe no offense but before u fall in love with that virtual somebody make sure that they are real.Meet them in person and get to know what they are actually like..dun just jump in and fell in love.I felt pity for my friend even worst..the one who is scamming him is also happen to be someone i know..To bad..even she is widely exposed to computer and other gizmo..inside she is still blind..uh oh..hope that won't happen to me ..

+if love is blind
i'll find my way with u+

2004

i didn't went to any special place to celebrate new year despite that all my housemate geeting wasted by their own way.I just spend my ney year's eve with my bf eating in a restaurant and staying home watching astro together.To me it is more meaningful..quality time together.The new year day it self we went to chill out at Sunway Lgoon and i was wet as wet as i can be..hehe..feeling tired i get straight to bed while my bf went back to serdang..but the Shawn step into my room and invite me to join her and Faiz in Nuovo..I was tired but i just can't figure out why i can't say no..so..as the result i'm still exhausted and feel like puking..But..the down side was..Yamyam is super duper mad at me..

To make the stiation worst, i go out with Rizal today and yamyam kinda forbid me to..but it's been a while since i meet Rizal..so why not..i guess maybe my way of thinking is different from him..sorry,i didn't mean to hurt u.

Tonight..Bliss await..but shall i go?since i'm kinda tired..but i dun want to ruin all my housemate mood who are like yayayaya about raving tonight..

uh..tough decision..