Saturday, February 16, 2008

Takea good look

Take your own sweet time look at this blog.
You might not be seeing what you are seeing now.



Soon.

Friday, February 15, 2008

The meaning of my mole

After so long not watching movies, I went to the cinema to watch CJ7. I don't really like to go to watch movies at the cinema but for Chow Sin Chee I would.


No this is not a review, won't do any because I believe many blogs had already did the review but, dalam banyak-banyak cina baik muka jambu ke muka baby face ke, Chow Sin Chee adalah paling hemsem okies. Walaupon he dressed raggedly in the movie. Oh chentaaa.


Oh, back to my actual point. After buying the ticket I went jalan-jalan around the place although most of the shops are either already closed or closing their business. But there was this one kiosk yang tetap menjadi tumpuan orang ramai. So I wentlah because I feel like menjadi kak nam.


It was a kedai membuang tahi lalat. Surprisingly despite lots of people, the kiosk is already close. It seemed that the penjaga kedai left board containing the makna-makna tahi lalat outside. You knowlah, Chinese really believe this kind of thing, feng shui they said. Although I try to convince my self that I am not a believer to such thing, I silently try to look for the meaning of my moles.


Dimanakah tahi lalat anda?



I got 2 moles in the face that I knew about.
The first moles means umur panjang. Oh good good I thought [tapi tak percaya ni haha]
The second moles means..akan mati dibunuh. !!.


Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Apakah?
Apalah gunanya umur yang panjang tapi mati dibunuh?


Ok takpe. Aku tak percaya pon kann but dalam-dalam tak percaya tu I looked for the meaning of swirly man's mole.


Miskin seumur hidup.


Hahh?Hahh? Apakah kata-kata seperti itu perlu diberitahu kepada seorang perempuan materialistik?


The something came to my sense. I remembered swirly man's mole are on the similar place like phua chu kang and I also remember reading somewhere the mole belong to phua chu kang means wealth. And I also remembered that I was told that the mole that I had about mati dibunuh means that person is somewhat intelligent [ ni sebenanye aku malu nak tulis sebab macam tipu jugak tapi takpelah]


Ok there are two obvious things here

  1. Aku rasa the peniaga main belasah letak sebab nak melariskan perniagaan.

  2. I am actually cuba mengembirakan hati sendiri hehe. Kau nak ke mati dibunuh?


Anyway, being tak puas hati, I checked the meaning of the moles again, from here for myself and from here for him. This is a classic Chinese face reading website


Tapi ada lagi satu berita menakutkan.
The moles yang tadi cakap panjang umur sebenarnya mengatakan..


Prone to give birth to twins.


Tak klaka ok. Tak klaka.


But like I said and try to stressed so many times [until nampak macam struggle gile] I am not believer.


As if la kan.Cuba taik lalat tu maksunye "anda akan jadi hot, kaya dan kurus"
Maunye tanak percaya.


Heh.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

V day!

The V day comes again.


Last year I received hand make chocolates all the way from France, this year I get to keep the sender of that chocolates all to my self.






Hope you cherish the one you love, not only on V day but for every minutes of the 365 days. Because you might not find the one who you can keep and and keep up with you, once that person slipped away.


Tapi kalau kau rasa dia membuang masa kau, elok kau tinggalkan jela. Hehe

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Banyak lemak

I went to the clinic today for the routine jab but instead of the normal doctor, a new face greeted me. Oh well, it should not be much different.


The last time I got a jab it kind of hurt a bit and I can't sit and sleep properly for weeks. So today I was kind of surprise when the jab did not hurt. At all. Although aku dah macam tutup-tutup mata ala scary, imagining how it would feel when the needle pierce my skin.


me: Eh, kenapa tak sakit pulak? Hari tu sakit.
doctor: Oh, mungkin benyak lemak bertambah. Makin banyak lemak, makin tak sakitlah!


Hah?Apa?


Adakah dia ingin memberitahu secara rahsia bahawa bontot aku adalah besar dan banyak lemak disini?


Sungguh aku ingin berkata-kata tetapi hanya terdiam seribu bahasa.


Insaf dan tertunduk malu sahaja

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Selimut story

I was told that I am a cold hearted person when I sleep. I would shove whoever it is or whatever it is on me, cover my self with the comforter from toe till neck and turn away.


Hmm.


Perhaps when I sleep, I love my own company. I love to curl up in a corner and go skipping in my on lala dreams [if its lala lah kan]


It is an unconscious action, same goes to the covering from toe to neck part. I even do that during hot day although the comforter might ended on the floor later.


Why? Because..because I used to be seorang yang penakut.


When I was small, my brother and I would sometimes stay with my late atuk [on dad's side] during school holidays. That would spell f.u.n since we have lots of uncles and aunts staying there and being the two only anak buah surely had it perks.


Kami adalah disayangi.
Dan juga disakati.


One of our favourite past time is cerita-cerita hantu before going to sleep at night. My late atuk's house was a bit isolated from the other hence makes it a bit seram at night. Plus, you know the suasana kampong, with only cengkerik sound could be heard make it harder for a small kid like me. No usual noises to sooth up a child's fear. Oh, but I love the smell of that place at night. Sungguh nyaman.


Let me remind you that one of the most cerita hantu that really scare me the most was 'toyol' where there was a scene with "bachokk..bachok.. diamana kau bachokk" [suara amran kenit] in it. That was a shitty scary movie besides nor kumala sari beranak ikut mulut of course.


So one night after watching that movie, we wanted to go to sleep. While me and my brother lay down on the bed. My youngest aunty , mak ella switched off the light and dengan tiba-tiba berlari-lari tarik selimut sampai aku tak dapat lansung and said


"Habisla siapa tak dapat selimut, nanti toyol isap ibu jari kaki"


Tipu, I said. But she said they were some cases reported in the kampong where the toyol had been seen sucking someone's toe thumb because it was hungry since the master did not feed him darah. Until there were no more blood left and she died.


I can not tell you how scared I was.
But one thing for sure after that night, I never sleep without selimut even if it was just a short nap during the day.


I am not that scared of toyol anymore [please ok, don't let bachok come to my lala land] but the selimut thingy had become a habit that I can not ignore.


And now everytime I try to be brave and don't use the selimut, instead of feeling scared, I will feel guilty.


Stupid, yes but I don't know why.

Monday, February 11, 2008

The long holiday activities

How was your long holiday?


Mine? [as if ada orang tanyalakan haha]


First.
Went to mandi sungai again, because I made a promise to wan. I told wan about my plan to janda baik and he wanted to tag along. Mestilah tak boleh, dah katanya pegi dengan teteks. So I told him, we'll go next time instead.


So on Saturday, we went to sungai chongkak after dropping emak at nenek house and dropping kak sarah [our maid] to her cousin house at sungai lui [oh i wanted to go to gabai next :P]


Had bbq again, but this time we had to dragged the un-dismantle bbq pit that ros kamal left at nenek house. Nasib baikla kereta itu memang dibuild for space kalau tak matilah aku dengan kak sarah dekat belakang dihimpit oleh bbq pit.


We arrived around 12, sangat jem sebab semua orang nak mandi sungai. I nearly sakit otak but managed to find a spot and berkelah di sungai yang indah. It was indah ok minus they crowd [that subsided later] and minus sampah-sampah yang dibuang sesuka hati oleh orang yang civilised. Tak reti menjaga alam sekitar duduk jelah rumah. Ceh


Oh, I had roti aiskerim okkkkkkkkkkkkk.Sangat setapppppppppp. Kelembutan roti dan kelemakan ice cream yang bercampur aduk di dalam mulut. Wanted to get another one bila balik but dah habis,so we had ice cream cone 3 kepala instead. Setappppppppppppppp.


We took off at 6.30 pm. Bayangkanlah berapa lama mandi. Tu pon nasib baik dah nak malam, kalau tak maunye takmo balik lagi. Dasar jakun.




Pose wajib yang keji



Ayam sedap



Pemandi sungai. Wan , chics and swirly man, swirly's housemates and my cousins are not in the picture.



Who needs Osim when you have sungai chongkak to shake your lelemak, for free?



Stopped at nenek house to pick emak, was forced[ye ke] to have dinner, ikan parang masak asam yang sedap, tauchu, sambal sotong and sayur kacang panjang and oh ikan terubuk masin.Diet dihentikan untuk seketika ye. Reached home at 9, sleep at 10.Like a log.


Sakit-sakit badan the next morning.


Second.
I am craving for ikan panggang [or issit bakar] from waroeng penyet. Still could feel the sedapness in my mouth and ohh the sambal kicap. Tsk. For some reason I prefer that fish rather than the chicken, but if you give me both, I could eat all of them :P. Fret not, I am still dieting.


And I came across ayam bakar wong solo while browsing makan-makan blog. Dah tahu diet, gatal browse blog makanan, lepas tu menggelupur. Their sayur asem look nicer than the one in penyets [but I finished mine when eating at penyet].


Weird thing is, while I was in Jakarta I hated sayur asem and I don't know why emak have to order them everytime we dine out. If she didn't order that, she would order soto jawa which I hated too coz I wanted it to feel like emak soto instead.


But now, I am really craving for both of it. Ohh sayur asem.. Oh soto jawaa.
Nakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Actually the second one doesn't have to do with the long holiday but nevermindlahhhhh since I know yew bunnies pon agak malas untuk membuat kerja.


Err..Not true?

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Postsecret Valentine


Another project by postsecret.Song:Shh by Donora





Awesome!!


I found my self smiling to some and secretly agreed to some
And yes, good love is on the way!


Don't stop believing.

Friday, February 08, 2008

No idea

Shit. This week is coming to an end and I still have 2 assignments due. Which I have no excitement to even think about it.


But the lecturer kind of distract me lah. You see he is a man with hair loss problem but on the front part only. Masalahnya ianya adalah sangat berkilau dan seriously I am not kidding, it is silau ok. Plus, there's a bump on the head which made the distraction become huge.


Sambil-sambil dia memberi lecture aku akan terpikir, apa sebab dia bejol tu? Adakah kerana terhantuk? Or its like ketumbuhan. Urgh.. that's really bothered me ok, the fact that pengajaran dia agak boring did not help at all.


And now his assignment. Adalah sepatah haram tak paham soalan ok. Itulkan masa orang tu ngajar kau sibuk perati kepala dia, kan dah tak paham.


But I promise, the first thing I will do after I waku up tomorrow [after exercise and mungkin baring-baring kejap sambil facebook] is to do his assignment kerana masa itu emas.


God, I can't believe I am blogging at 2.00 a.m on weekends [or more like holiday actually]. Memang loser sial. Kucing aku pon tahu macamana nak hidup dengan berenjoy.


Urghh.


I forgot, I am supposed to sleep before 12.
Shit.


Kecoh gila entry ni,tapi takpelah.
Nak tido dah.
Tata

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Rojak

Mixture of thought, again.


  1. I met a friend yesterday. First time meeting after 3 years knowing each other. Sebelum balik dia pegang tangan aku


    "Babe, aku ramai kawan. Kawan ofis, kawan sekolah kawan uni. Tapi dengan engkau sahaja aku boleh bercerita. Kau tak tinggalkan aku walaupon kau dah tak single. Aku pon tak tahu kenapa aku lagi senang cerita dengan kau walau sekarang baru jumpa"


    She made my eyes watery by saying that. I don't like meeting friends from online, to me they should remain in the virtual world. Because you might not like who they are when they appear to be a real person. I am not interested to know you as a real person, I am just in for the companion, virtually. Tapi dia lain, aku tak terasa menyampah bila dia ajak jumpa.


    What did I respond to her talking?


    "Sebab orang yang kita sudah kenal, yang tahu rupa paras lebih judgemental. Strangers or virtual friends lebih terbuka mungkin sebab tak ada physical connection. Mungkinlah."


    Dia gelak-gelak sambil urut tangan aku


    Walaupun dia sedikit gila tapi aku suka dia :)



  2. Aku menyampah bila something that I like which not much people knew the existence menjadi something yang sought after and trend after sometimes.


    I don't like to join the hype. Nak suka suke jela, nak pakai pakai jela, tak payahla kecoh.
    Bingit.



  3. There was a girl who browsed my friendster. She is in her early twenties. Looks so happy with her beau. Mengingatkan aku tentang zaman-zaman suci percintaan. No agenda at all. Just love to love. Not love to get laid, love because she's a trophy, love because he got lots of money, love because everyone is in love.


    Sungguh indah perasaan love just to love itu.



  4. So many people tie the knot nowadays. musim mengawan. But sometime I think weddings are overrated, macam ada perlumbaan siapa punya wedding yang paling best.


    You get married because you found the one [bukan dua, tiga atau empat ok] who you can't live without, bukan untuk cerita siapa buat baju aku, berapa hantaran aku, bla..bla.. I don't know maybe it is just me, wedding should be personal. Orang-orang yang you don't know that well tak payahlah tahu details.


    Details-details yang remeh tak perlulah diceritakan. Yang penting malam-malam ada kawan cakap-cakap, peluk-peluk tanpa takut dengan emak :P



  5. Sakit mata. Benci tau. So itchy that I could scratch every 15 minutes.



Ok. Nak tengok fight back to school III. Tata

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Kaki yang meletih

Oh my feet. They are so tired.


Of standing for one hour in 2 inch heels inside a crammed commuter [not to count walking for kilometers]. And was stepped by a man. I can hear them crying and asking me why did I take commuter today when I usually seboleh-bolehnye mengelak from using public transport.


Yes you are correct, I am a spoil brat and I love to be in my own comfort but mostly I don't like to see people's attitude. Lelaki meraba dan menghunus pedangnya dikala sempit terhadap wanita ataupun gadis yang berpura-pura tidur bila nampak perempuan mengandung terpaksa berdiri sebab tak ada seat [sungguh tak civilised nasib baik aku jauh dari dia kalau tak memang aku dah suruh bangun]. And oh, I don't like to be crammed along with the others.


So why did I took the commuter?
Because it is easier rather than to drive.


So why am I still whining?
Because I am chics, so shut your face.


Ok, I am off to my timun eye mask + honeybanana face mask.
Dimana disamping itu akan diurut-urutkan kaki.
Yamm.


Oh ye, gong xi fat chai to all my chinese bunnies.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Whoopi Goldberg

So while were mengumpting the other day, we telah mengumpat natasha hudson. Then I remembered something.


me: nik, orang kata kalau kau ngumpat ke tak suke ke ape ke, nanti terkenan anak kau.
nik: ye!! wah kalau macam tu meh aku umpat natasha hudson, nasha aziz dan artis chantek-chantek. Nanti anak aku chantek.


If you still don't know, nicky will be a mother within 2 months from now. More or less.


Perbualan semakin berlanjutan dari anne zarina ke erra fazira dan artis-artis hollywood. Tiba-tiba dengan tidak semena-mena nama whoopi goldberg terkeluar.


nik: Cis, muka macam whoopi goldberg tu pon david e kelly nak ke?


I looked at nik, she looked at me.
Tiba-tiba die terus panik.


Hahaha.

Monday, February 04, 2008

A weekend agendas

The weekend did not pass without less excitement. Well, at least for me.


We teteks went for a mandi sungai trip at janda baik. The last time I went for mandi sungai was err.. I dont really know.


I thought I was the only one yang sexcited nak mandi sungai, turn out Nicky feels the same way that she woke up as early as 4 a.m, to prepare the food that she was supposed to bring. All of us were assigned to bring some food.


The water was oh-my-sangat-sejuk till I feel like terkenching the moment my feet touched it. But after having numerous of hot day in Shah Alam, it was very refreshing.


The bad thing was I had a flu and my voice become serak. And it would be perfect is Nikkit could join us that day. Being a workaholic, she had to go to work despite it was the FT day.


Ayam yang sedap.




Memvain di dalam kesejukan



"Kapal selam. Kapal selam" kata tina



More picture here


On Sunday, my babe epy got married to the man she loves. According to the emcee, they both met at starbuck a year ago. Ye ke babe, bukan dekat myspace ke? Hehe.



Senyum dalam kelaparan



Pengantin bersanding



It was also Epy's birthday.



Both of us



Epy's dad made a quite sebak speech that nearly make me cry, I could see the bride wiped off her tears. Hmm. That reminded me that I did not shed a single tear during the time ..when you know.. I ermm not that single anymore. Which is weird because I cry on seeing almost everything.


Hmm. *pause to think.


Oh, There was also another wedding at Taman Desa. Ermon's wedding but I decided to come on the groom's side since the reception will be at Shah Alam.


To both Ermie and Epy, selamat pengantin baru. Banyak-banyaklah bersabar. Kalau rasa tak sabar pergilah jalan-jalan beli kasut and makan donut berlemak.


Jangan risau, walaupun sudah tak single sangat, tidak bermakna tidak hot dan tidak boleh memakai seluar semasa tingkatan empat dulu. Boleh!


Buktikan perempuan yang tak berapa single tidak semestinya gemuk.

Motif emo?

Hehe.
Oklah. Happy Monday bunnies.


Muahss

*note: I can still wear my baju semasa tingkatan empat [excuse me it is body fitting]. But don't ask me about the jeans. Don't.

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Over eat

Oh.


I woke up several time in the middle of the night to puke. Please don't get funny idea ok, it was not because of I am carrying human in me[eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee] but it was because simply I over eat.


I cooked nasi lemak.
Tina brought honey chicken wings to be barbequed
And she also brought mash potato
Fadzi brought marinated lamb to be barbequed
Nik brought coleslaw.


I ate all of them like I never see so much food before [as if!] , forgetting that I hadn't eat like that for months. Forgetting that my system probably could not take it.


True enough.


I was alone last night, the bedmate had to spent the night somewhere else. Initially I had a dream, that something inside my tummy is screaming and in my dream I was thinking, what a stupid dream it was. But soon after I woke up feeling that something wanted to come out from my system and I feel so sick.


I vomitted and err berak for couples of time. I thought it was food poisoning. Being spoil and mengada I reached the phone . It was only two that time, he left at twelve made me so tak sampai hati to ask him to come back here.


So I was told to take two panadols which were bought especially for me sebab aku selalulah sakitlah, peninglah itulah inilah. Being aku yang degil and pemalas to turn bawah to get a glass of water I pretended that I didn't hear it. I mean, surely food poisoning could not be cured just by taking panadols. Until, I could not take the vomiting and beraking anymore, I forced my self to get a glass of water and gulp the panadol.


Few minutes after that, I felt my heart pounded like it could leap out anytime. Sangat kuat. Was so scared ok, janganla aku mati dulu [aku even sempat ngucap bleh?]. Strangely, the sakit feeling was gone. By that time I realised, it was not food poisoning, it was me who eat a lot. Padan muka aku, penamak! Soon after, I finally get my peace full sleep.


At a different place, someone else couldn't sleep because he was worried. He stayed up and waited by his phone for any call asking him to return. Kasihannnnn


Tapi kalau aku dah tido, ingat aku nak ingat orang lain ke?
Hehehehehe.


Kem salam.

Friday, February 01, 2008

To-morrow

I am so pening and melekit.


Pening because I have been playing word racer on yahoo non stop since 9 and now mata adalah berpinar. Sangat addicted and sangatlah pengalah kepada mat saleh semua. Except this guy or girl [I don't know] the nick is pohonpisang but he/she eksyen with me dahla kalahkan aku hoh.Oh but actually it was not my fault. It was either my mouse or my fingers fault or even the mouse pad fault. Mereka sungguh tak nak dengar kata.


Melekit because I have been cooking nasi lemak. For tomorrow. We have plan tomorrow. So while you selangorians [padahal duduk selangor haha] busy working your ass off, we the already-weekender will enjoy with our plan.


Haha.


I am laughing because:-

a) I can eat nasi lemak and make my lemak-lemak laugh together with me
b) I will get lost on my way tomorrow
c) Finally I can jalan-jalan a bit.


Oklah. I am off to wash my face now. With man's facial wash because I left mine at the other house.


Hopefully when I wake up tomorrow my face will still be bululess.
Or else. I don't know.
I will do the monkey dance perhaps?


Can you please ask me to shut up now?