Tum tum tum tuuumm....

Teq's wedding reception is tomorrow. Tini's is on the 3rd,Elly's is on the 5th . Hmm..Suddenly everybody around me is getting hitch. No Harris, I'm not thinking to do the same, thank you.

I used to think that I want to marry but I guess my perception now has malformed. It's so wonderful to be in love but at the same time, painful especially when ur partner can't seem to read your mind, and that drive u mad all the time. Will the wonderful feeling last when u get married? I mean for the first year, there answer might be yes but what about when u don't look that chic anymore and your boobs started to sag...(Please don't)..How can someone with a free spirit get attach to someone who prefer their partner to obey every rules he has for her. Wouldn't be chaos if they get marry to one another? And what if u tie the knot and feel suffocate after that as if u are being tie around your neck?

I love him a lot but I don't think I can wed him..or any guy..I am very happy with my life now..I have a family who loves me, cats who adore me, a job, my friends and of course..him..And he on the other hand get profits too..He can still have someone who he can call girlfriend who will always care for him..and at the same time, he can has fun with other girl as long as she's not his $%^$&$ ex. It's what I call symbiosis.




I know I'm getting more neurotic everyday. You don't have to tell me..

I will be having eerie feeling by the time teq walks on the red carpet..bahh





+call me crazy..call me blind+

Eraser

Do u ever wish that u could erase some memories in your head? So that when u awaken every morning u would only have off pat about things, persons and the past that u only wish to cherish?

If only human could do that..I would be one of the person who would definitely go for it. I know that memories are meant to be cherished but what about memories that will keep u awake at night and make your tears run steadily even when other people were snoring..Or when u think about it..you can feel like your cheek is burning..

Fine. I can deal with the fact that it can be Alt +Ctrl + Delete..Maybe the other alternative is..to pretend like it never happen?? Or..any suggestions?


+neurotic me+

hate

u hurt me
i hate you
i hate everything about you

The English Roses

I went to Ikano Power centre last weekend since I really longed for the taste of the mouth-watering gelato Lecka-Lecka..Yum..Hazelnut flavour please..

Since we were there, we thought we might as well go jalan-jalan around that place. So we went to Ikea and talked about the things that we should be buying and also to Aussino,which I like so much..Ah..i'm eyeing for that night gown..

Finally we went to Popular since yamyam want to look at this Al-Hikmah (is that the name..can't recall)..Since I have no interest with his interest that moment, so I just linger around that place until I found a book titled 'The English Roses'. Actually it was meant for kids, but the book is so attractive so I decide to read It. It was kind of chic for a kids and witty too.I sort of fall in love with the book . It's not the 'nerd' kind of book for broods but if I am a small girl, I would wish for that book and if I happen to have a small sister I would definitely bought that book for her but ehe..i don't have anymore sibling except my bro, Aie who probably mock me if I bought him that book. When I turned to the last page to read the description of the author, I came across a familiar name. Madonna Ritchie. As in..American Life? You must be kidding me..

I know that Madonna can read and write but the I didn't expect she could be that sweet. I imagined the author of the book should be a sweet and caring mum coz that's what the book portrayed. That person probably read for her children before tucking them to bed at night and give them goodnight kisses. I imagined someone with a velvety voice..and that someone turned to be..Madonna..The person who love to flash everything..hehe

I like Madonna,I think she is great and now I even like her more..

Bad Day Ahead

Have u ever wake up and everything seemed so wrong? It ensued to me today. I couldn't locate my black slacks and I really need it coz I'm feeling pink today..I need that slacks to wear it with my pink shirt. I could wear it with brown slack instead but that's not the look that I want. Had no choice..put on my white shirt only to realize that it's not that white anymore..arghhh..Then..My hair seemed to have majo 'cow lick' effect which I really hate. And.. I was late again..

Today, I also will not be seeing yamyam coz he got some important dinner to attend..so I'll be with my girlfriends..Only mom got the chance to see him today since she went to Putrajaya to settle her insurance thingy and they had breakfast together without me :(..How sad is that??

The only best thing that happen this morning was..the onion chicken bun which was delicious..Hope other cheery things will come up coz I really have no mood to work today.

People..cheer me up..i mean it..

p.s:found this on sleeksexycat's website.quite interesting..

37.5 %

My weblog owns 37.5 % of me.
Does your weblog own you?

Older but sweet

I'm stressed. I'm supposed to locate candidates for my clients but the stupid system just love to fail me. I tried to access the system for like..10 times and it just won't find any match for me. Arghhhhh..

I always question what does it mean by "Older guy is more sensitive and loving than the younger one" and my job make me realised that statement is so true.

On meeting younger guy which are about 5 person per day, I found that they are either quite arrogant or lack of confidence. And they successfully showed their lacking of sensitivity towards women .U might say that I'm too quick to judge..but,hey that's my job..I have to judge people. And yes, lots of young man are impatient. They expected me to attend to them immediately even they could see that I'm occupied with other person. And they way their answer questions..sometimes they seemed like they don't care to make any impression.

Older guy in other hand are sweet. Even when my blood was boiling coz there were too many candidates and not much consultant, they manage to make me smile and some did make me laugh. They are more patient and confident on answering questions, not forgetting to leave some witty remarks.

And now I understand why young girl keep falling for older guy..but,not in my case..i still prefer younger man coz..i dunno..i just don't have any feeling for old guy...I still prefer juicy fresh meat..haha

Macho gurl and Soft guy

Att:Might contain some absurd element for the writer is now on drug

I dunno about the rest of you but I have no issue against macho girl and soft guy. Some of us might throw some looks at these categories of people and I just can't presume why.

I do have macho girl as friends and yes, some of them are pengkid. Not that I support their way of life but maybe I just dun care about their private life. All I want to know is whether they will be a good friend to me or not. Some of them even go after me at the first place but after clearing things out, they understood. Actually they are nice people perhaps with some 'weird' preference of sex. But not all of them are peng, some of them are straight. Unfortunately, just because the look quite tough to be girls, some guys seemed to make them as joke of the day. Well, not all girls are born pretty and gentle but that doesn't mean that they deserve to be treated that way. I witnessed few of unpleasant incidents where this type of girl fell for guys (which were my friends) and what did they get? Mocking and teases ..ah..so not fair..

And soft guys are..very good as a shopping partner. They are just superb in consult you in what to wear and what to buy. And also a good companion when u get wasted on clubbing nights. If u went for clubbing and designated a normal guy as your saviour during the la-la land period..ehe..don't be surprise if u ended waking up at some else bed. Plus, they are such a good dancing partner who just don't go groping u here and there or having some sneak peep trough your cute top.

I'm not saying that I dun need any straight friend I do, but I'm open to any kind of people. Ehe..if u think I'm lacking of what u call 'pegangan agama'.. oh well..so what..sue me..coz I just don't care..atleast I tried to treat people equally..

Suddenly i miss my partying days..Humm

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Dream Guy..Dream On...

I used to dream a lot and still dream alot :). That does explain why I do have my own dream guy. Ehe..In fact I think all of us have our own dream guy/girl.

Physically

* Chinese look
* Not thin-preferably built.
* Not so tall and not so short
* Well dress
* Straight hair
* Nice teeth
* Wangi!!

Mentally

* Funny
* With intelligence- a must
* Witty
* Has strong basic in Islam
* Can manage to handle my psycho-ness
* Patience coz I always lost mine
* Flexible
* Not jealous with the fact that I always hang out with my guy friends

Other Specification

* Fat wallet-hahaha
* At least with a degree
* Love his family and my family
* Good voice and knows how to play guitar
* Fun-enjoy clubs or live band
* Trendy
* Horny
* Loyal
* Manja

Reality Check

Unfortunately I can't have all what I want..I only manage to grab..


* Not thin-preferably built.
* Not so tall and not so short
* Well dress
* Straight hair
* Nice teeth
* Wangi!!
* Funny
* With intelligence
* Witty
* Has strong basic in Islam
* Can manage to handle my psycho-ness
* Fat wallet-Ka-ching!
* At least with a degree
* Love his family and my family
* Good voice
* Loyal
* Manja
* Horny
Uh..Not bad actually..So how bout u guys? Manage to get your dream guy or your dream gurl?

p/s:Come what may..I still love u baby!

Mind your language

What do think of transmitting English as your main language? In my opinion, Malay should do that. Why? Because I found that not many Malay can speak English well. I don't mean to those who are reading this blog now, i know u guys can speak good english.

I admit that my english is not that excellent either, but at least I still can make people comprehend what I'm trying to pass to them. After accomplishing few interview sessions with malay applicants I found that I'm not content with what I saw. Only few of us can speak good english. Some can't even understand a word.

Me:Tell me more about yourself
Girl:*silence*
Me:Can u understand me?
Girl:*silence*
Me:U tak faham apa I cakap ke atau u tak faham english?
Girl: cakap bahasa melayula..

Oh my, and she's looking for job in firms. Which are mostly own by non bumi..hm..what should I say? I tried to encourage her to speak in english and she threw me some look. She might think I'm being a bad malay or something.. Errr,excuse miss, I'm just trying to help u here. This is just one example. I had encounter with lots of malays with this similarities.

Sometimes when Malays talk english, it doesn't mean that they are showing off. It might means that they realize the importance of speaking that language. For all u know, english might help u to get a job!