Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Turn off the light

Some people complained that Im hard to please. Hah, I used to be easy to please, very easy in fact but maybe life experience make me a mature woman [whatever that meanslah kann]


Picky, maybe I am. No, not maybe. I am picky. Dont ask me why, I have my own reasons and for those who know me well probably can tell what are the reasons. But, there are things that automatically turn me off. I dunno about other girls but yeah, thats me. Probably just me


Guys who call me dear in early stage
Apa ini? Baru chat sekali sudah penuh dengan..yes dear? Apa dear? Baru jumpa sekali dah dear sana dear sini?Hoh!


Guys who ate..gelojoh-ly
Quoted from gubra mak aku cakap, macamana lelaki tu makan, macam tula dia cottt bini dia . Ok?


Guy who love to pegang-pegang
Baru sekali dua jumpa nak pegangla? Hoih?


Guy with commitment phobic / womanizer / heartbreaker history
People change. Sorry I dont believe that. No, I might believe that but I just cant accept that.


Berkira
I just love indulgence. Aku tak suka lelaki kedekut, thank you.


Guys who dont know how to respect woman
I dont mind if you are my close friends but if you are on the verge of courting and say things such as I suka tengok bontot perempuan gebu doesnt help at all. Kalau ye pon nak cakap, jangan cakap dengan akulah ok.


Guys who love to gain sympathy
Yelah, siapalah I ni, tak macam orang lain yang nak kawan dengan you. Memang pon, sebab tula aku tanak dekat kau. Letihhhhhhhhhhhh


Lelaki kaya yang berlagak
Macam kau sorangla kaya kan? Kalau ye pon kaya, rilek-rilekla.


Guys who are slightly taller than me
Im short so I dun want my children to hate me for marrying a short guy.


Guys who doesnt know how to lead / make decision
I hate it when a guy doesnt know how to decide. Nak makan suruh aku pilih, nak order suruh aku panggilkan waitress and tolong orderkan. I like a manly man. So decide, lead.


Guys who terlebih manja
I love manja guy but not terlebih manja. Like suka mengeluarkan bunyi-bunyian merengek yang pompuan selalu buat konon-konon comella tu. Dont steal my limelightla wey =P


Guys who thinks physical appearance matters the most
Kalau boleh nak yang cun aje, tak cun jangan harapla. Kalau kawen the wife still have to maintain the cun-ness kalau tak, kawin lain. So hubby, if you cant perform or cant buy me 5 manolos and 6 coaches with a Bentley, I can file for divorce ya?

Boring Guys
Aktiviti harian melepak tengok tv dekat rumah, read books or ermm main dengan anak buah. Dan sangat mematuhi keselamatan jalanraya, mematuhi setiap arahan papan tanda dan mematuhi arahan pihak berkuasa dengan cekap, mesra dan betul. What??


Hairy man
Nanti I lemas bang.Hahaha


Aduh I pening kepala and sakit pundi kencing.


Mungkin akan sakit otak juga kerana meeting semalam postpone ke hari ini.


Happy Tuesday bunnies.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Paris!

Hah! Nelly got a new friend named Paris. Dun keji me ok but that's the name that I can think of when i saw her.


Well, ok. Lemme tell you this, it was a gift from this guy. I told him I dunno what I did that I deserve Paris but yeah he told me that I deserve something for being strong and probably something to cheer me up for ermm.. suffer?Anyway you, thanks alot k. Tatau nak buat muka camne bila kita keluar bermakan-makan lagi. Adalah segan ok [but I liike..hehe]


I am soooo in love with paris coz ehehe she could take better picture but you know, I swear I can hear Nelly cried coz now I sort of leave her alone, at home. Okla, I tried not to be bias and give her the same treatment . I will try to be a good mother.


Hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa



Paris..I love you!



Ada orang cakap aku gold digger, kepada siapa-siapa yang cakap macam tu. Fuck you lah.


Tengkiu & Happy Monday!


p.s: Lepas ni seres aku taleh ym dah anddd..hari ni ada meeting..wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Friday, May 05, 2006

Pills

My mom has turned to be a psychotic since I told her my medical check up result. Initially she bought me bottles of vitamins but haha, am not going to let those pills go down to my throat. Not to my tongue..no thank you..euuurghh.


If you know my mum, hah, she won't let me get away easily. Now, every morning she would nicely arrange 14 pills on the table with a cup of hot soy milk for her daughter [which happen to be me, of course!] to consume before she go to work.


Do you know how nasty those pills taste? Don't tell me they don't taste nasty coz what I need to do is just swallow them. Nooooooooooooooo. You so don't know my deria rasa okkkkkkkk.



take the pills and the bahulu.hehe


I mean..14 fucking pills. Arghhhhhh


Then someone told me that my mum probably is overdosing me since she forced me to take 2 tablets of multi vitamin and also 6 lecithin pills, plus 2 b complex, 2 carotines and 2 vita c, which according to him, is a lot since multivitamin can do the wonder alone. Atleast, lessen up the dosage of other pills..


What scares me is, bila aku kencing instead of yellowish , my urine is yellowish green now. Hoih, aku ni dah nak jadi alien ke apa?


So I told my mom about what that someone told melah kan and guess what's her reaction.


Instead of feeling sorry for me, she gave me 2 books to read coz she said probably I dun know much about vitamins.


Hah! Now I have to take 14 vitamins and 2 books to read.


Fuuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk


Ngeh, Happy Weekend people!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

My heart will go onnn..and onnnnnnnnn

There are many things that never fail to cheer me up. Shoes, baskin, the teteks and cats. 2 months ago miu miu gave birth to 5 wonderful kitten and my mum's friends' took 3 of them , leaving 2 behind. I named them valentino and prada [shadap ok]. Valentino was a male kitten that is soooooo manja.


Everytime I reached home he would run macam tak cukup tanah towards me and follow me everywhere I go. And when I sit to watch tv he loves to brush himself to my feet and curl. Fuck, doesn't that make your heart melt? And he..has the most lemak-est perut smell any kitten could have. I love it when he put his tail up high when it was actually not straight but it curl coz his tail is crooked. Prada on the other hand was the timid one. She loves it when I stroke her but would put on her timid face. Yeah, last 2 nights she was sleeping on the sofa when I stroke her and I fucking swear she smiled at me and she golek-golek showing her bulat tummy.


I am soo in love with my cats.


Yesterday, I was feeling so shitty. My trust was betrayed by someone who I should have known not to trust, I let someone who is sooooooooooooooo wonderful down because of my stupid and selfish preference. I found out that I had to attend some computer usage seminar or awareness this thursday. It's like, gua tak kesahla lu kiut ke apa but what the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk? Aku ni dah banyak kali kene saiko dekat skolah, dah bepuluh awareness aku kene pegi tapi if the bottom line aku cakap aku malas nak denga cakap kau, aku malaslaaaaaaaaa ngeng!!And yeah, i hate being the one who have to monitor everyone when I hate to be monitored.


So, after office I thought the nightmare would be over. Well not really over but at least di alleviatelah kan. Not so true when I reach home and found no one running towards me.


" Oh, mak dah bagi kucing 2 ekor tu dekat orang"


Felt like jantungku di rentap.
I just..broke down and cried.


Noww.. I just wonder..if they missed me.. the way I missed them.
Shit, could someone pass me the kleenex?

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Wedding some more

chicsinred and the briiiiiideeeee




So, last weekend, one of my sisters @ the teteks got married. Yeap, another one bites the dust. No, no am happy for her really.


I just love roadtrip, especially with bunch of crazy girls. Nikkit, Tina and Fadzi definitely make the journey interesting, walaupun aku benci travel jauh-jauh but yeah. Anyway, Johor is such a wonderful place. I mean, have you tasted the banana fritters with kicap cili? No, you think it's disgusting? Hah, you are missing one of nikmat dunia. What about abc coklat and air kathiraa? Hah, don't you feel like marrying a Johorean? Well, I do!


Anyway, besides seeing all the girls, managed to bump into the most-sporting-sejarah-teacher, Puan Saedah with her son, Iwan [aku rasa tula nama anak dia] which remind me of a conversation with Sakinah who happened to wed someone last February. Now, Sakinah is sooooooooooooooooooooo into her works that she seldom spent her time with her hubby leave alone to have babies or whateverlah kan.


Sakinah: Eh, mudanya anak Pn. Saedah, dia baru kawen ke apa? Jauhnye gap
Akma: Dia kawin lambat kot. Tak pon dapat anak lambat
Sakinah: Hehe..nanti kau macam tula. *trying to be smart
Sakinah : Hello, I'm not alone ok. Ada orang tu lagiiiiiiiiiiiiila!! Lambat gile nak dapat anak * memebesarkan her eyes to me
Me: Celake kau.Haha


Hoi Skinnerr, nak bet ke sape dapat anak duluuuuuuuuuuuuu?
Hoh!


On the other hand, tak jadilah nak bet. Hehe


Anyway, on more relevent topic, selamat pengantin baru to Meon Ami, may you and err..your hubby live happily ever afterrrrrr.


And, here are more pictures. Just..just bear in mind that it's my photopages and therefore gamba aku penuh dalam tu.Hehe.


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..Malasnye nak kejeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Demmlah!!