A quote say love conquers all..i think it's true but if only if u are truly in love.Usually i'm not the type of person who care about other people business but when it include me then i think i should say something about it.
One of my friends is on love but i'm not sure if the feeling is mutual.Everynight she will go out to see him which is no big deal but the problem is she will use our(me and my other mates) cars to see his loverboy.I'm not that stingy as u think,i dun mind people borrowing my stuff..i'm used to it..beeing brought up in a boarding school teached me alot the meaning of sharing..but sometimes when u really like something u would mind..plus..she would only appear along with the car..beyond ur expected time..and that..will boiled my brain and also my blood..hehhe..Like last night..she borrowed my friend car and promise will return back that night..but she didn't even she knew that my friend will be having her class early in the morning..luckily..shemanaged to get home few minutes before that poor girl class started.Or else..i'll be the one who'll be sending her to class.It's frusfurating when u get back home and find ur car is gone..even when u won't be going anywhere..Two days ago i think she used mine to meet her-whatever without my permission while i was sleeping.How did i manage to find out?Lately i've been listening to Mix fm and never did i switch to Hitz anymore..but that morning as i started my car..i heard some familiar DJ voice..and it was not a lady..one more thing my front mirror view was definetely not so my view..To my intention i have to hide my car key.I know it sound so bad but i can't help it..
What make me confuse is..if the guy really like her..why dun he be the one to pick her up instead of letting her drive in the middle of the night?Isn't he supposed to be a gentlemen?I dun know about other people but as for me..i prefer my guy to care for me..to pick me up..call me everyday not only the time when they feel horny or need a company..and try to cool u down with sweet words when i am angry.At certain point..i dun think this guy really have a feeling for her..he might be just playing along.Maybe i am wrong..i dunno but that is how i feel.What make me worry is that my friends seems like she's head over heels with him..i dun want to see her get hurt again..ehe but i guess i can only hope coz she's the one who is supposed to realized..and learn from her lesson..
Thursday, January 08, 2004
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Poor Dahhlingss
SARS attacked again.Before this i dun care that much about this issue but somehow yesterday while i was watching the news waiting for The Sweetest Thing on HBO something made me change my mind.nearly 100 per cent similarity between the SARS coronavirus and that found in civet cats and raccoons. the virus may have jumped from the civet cat to humans or, perhaps, could have jumped from human to civet cat in the crowded street markets. In my knowledge,civet cat is one of the endangered species and should be protected.so why the hell are they being sold in market?
a poor civet cat..don't u think it's cute?
Basically civet was hunted for its fur, for food and for musk.I can tolerate fur and musk but i'm not saying i would buy the product but it's tolerrable.As for food..Can they people find something else to eat?'They' said it tasted like venison, used as the "Tiger" portion of the concoction, along with rat snake or cobra ("Dragon") and ordinary chicken ("Phoenix").Arghhhhhhh..How can a human eat these kind of food??Leave the wild and endegered animal alone..Just eat chicken,meat,mutton or even pork if u like it.
I was nearly in tears seeing that poor animal scared face being put in a truck along with poison gassed(to be gassed to death and later to be sink in a hot water and finally to be burn).Apparently there are about 10000 of that animal beeing breed in China to be eaten by bizzare eaters.uh-oh..and now they are doing some research whether wild and stary cats may have the possibilities in carrying the symptom.Imagine my Mj being slaughtered to death.
Have u wonder why this symptom started in China?I'm not sure but i think it might be that people who lived the will pactically eat almost everything.Ehe my dad used to work in China once.He even told me that snake's pickle is legally being sold in supermarkets and yes..eating ur pets such as cats and dogs are also allowed.Thank God i am a muslim and thank you so much for making me dwell in Malaysia.
Hum..Maybe mum is right.I should apply as a veterinar at the first place..
a poor civet cat..don't u think it's cute?
Basically civet was hunted for its fur, for food and for musk.I can tolerate fur and musk but i'm not saying i would buy the product but it's tolerrable.As for food..Can they people find something else to eat?'They' said it tasted like venison, used as the "Tiger" portion of the concoction, along with rat snake or cobra ("Dragon") and ordinary chicken ("Phoenix").Arghhhhhhh..How can a human eat these kind of food??Leave the wild and endegered animal alone..Just eat chicken,meat,mutton or even pork if u like it.
I was nearly in tears seeing that poor animal scared face being put in a truck along with poison gassed(to be gassed to death and later to be sink in a hot water and finally to be burn).Apparently there are about 10000 of that animal beeing breed in China to be eaten by bizzare eaters.uh-oh..and now they are doing some research whether wild and stary cats may have the possibilities in carrying the symptom.Imagine my Mj being slaughtered to death.
Have u wonder why this symptom started in China?I'm not sure but i think it might be that people who lived the will pactically eat almost everything.Ehe my dad used to work in China once.He even told me that snake's pickle is legally being sold in supermarkets and yes..eating ur pets such as cats and dogs are also allowed.Thank God i am a muslim and thank you so much for making me dwell in Malaysia.
Hum..Maybe mum is right.I should apply as a veterinar at the first place..
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Quality vs Quantity
Kembung perut..Tak baik-baik since the past two days.Which again,make me fail to enjoy my nighty sleep.I tried to do almost everything to make it feel better but i guessit just won't work.How did i manage to get some gasses trapped in my stomach anyway?I didn't know the answer but i really would like to know how to get rid of this uneasy feeling..uh..my poor stomach..
Which one is better quality or quantity?As for me i always go for quality.It's better to have one thing which is so meaningful to u rather than having lots of things which doesn't mean much. U will cheerish it more coz u love it compared to lots of things which are less significant.
Ahha..Last night my bf came for my cooked dinner as usual.This have been a routine for the past 6 months.He would come everyday.To make the love more bloom he say which i truly agree.Ok fine..He would come and we'll eat..sometime well go to some place to hangout with friends.Last night..after having dinner he just dooze off to sleep,leaving me blinking alone.I try to wake him up saying i need his company but he is totally a different person when he sleep.I wanted to do something exiciting(no..it's not what u think) rather than lying blinking alone next to him..he refuse to let me leave the room coz he said he wants my company even while he was sleeping.All my attemp to wake him up meet failure so in rage i just let him sleep.Finally he woke up and ..
he:what's the problem.At least i came to see u everyday.
me:i never ask u to come everyday
he:how can u say that..zzzzzzzz
me:i want quality time..not quantity..i know u r tired..
he:hmm..yang..zzz
me:dun come tomoorow.i want u to get a good sleep at home..dun trouble urself to come here if u are tired(i really mean it)
he:kenape u camni???
arghh..kenapa i camni?coz i'm like this..I need to get bz everytime.i hate waiting for people.I know he is tired..then he dun have to come..just stay at home and sleep.It's like he is force to come to see me everyday.If he think that seeing me everyday but doing boooring stuff is enough then he is wrong..and everytime i want to chill with my friends he will say "Am i not enough?"
Hunny..i need quality not quantity..that's why i prefer 1 monaco blahnik shoes rather than 100 tat seng slippers,1 victoria secret's underwear rather than 100 uncomfy underwear and finally i did choose u my dear rather than all the men who used to buy me drinks in the club. All i want is to have good and special time,quality time with u...ermm..after a while writing i feel like an inconsiderate bitch..
ahh..who care if i'm too celf centered.It's my life!
Which one is better quality or quantity?As for me i always go for quality.It's better to have one thing which is so meaningful to u rather than having lots of things which doesn't mean much. U will cheerish it more coz u love it compared to lots of things which are less significant.
Ahha..Last night my bf came for my cooked dinner as usual.This have been a routine for the past 6 months.He would come everyday.To make the love more bloom he say which i truly agree.Ok fine..He would come and we'll eat..sometime well go to some place to hangout with friends.Last night..after having dinner he just dooze off to sleep,leaving me blinking alone.I try to wake him up saying i need his company but he is totally a different person when he sleep.I wanted to do something exiciting(no..it's not what u think) rather than lying blinking alone next to him..he refuse to let me leave the room coz he said he wants my company even while he was sleeping.All my attemp to wake him up meet failure so in rage i just let him sleep.Finally he woke up and ..
he:what's the problem.At least i came to see u everyday.
me:i never ask u to come everyday
he:how can u say that..zzzzzzzz
me:i want quality time..not quantity..i know u r tired..
he:hmm..yang..zzz
me:dun come tomoorow.i want u to get a good sleep at home..dun trouble urself to come here if u are tired(i really mean it)
he:kenape u camni???
arghh..kenapa i camni?coz i'm like this..I need to get bz everytime.i hate waiting for people.I know he is tired..then he dun have to come..just stay at home and sleep.It's like he is force to come to see me everyday.If he think that seeing me everyday but doing boooring stuff is enough then he is wrong..and everytime i want to chill with my friends he will say "Am i not enough?"
Hunny..i need quality not quantity..that's why i prefer 1 monaco blahnik shoes rather than 100 tat seng slippers,1 victoria secret's underwear rather than 100 uncomfy underwear and finally i did choose u my dear rather than all the men who used to buy me drinks in the club. All i want is to have good and special time,quality time with u...ermm..after a while writing i feel like an inconsiderate bitch..
ahh..who care if i'm too celf centered.It's my life!
Monday, January 05, 2004
CON LOVER
Monday blues..Not that i'm working but i'm not excluded feeling blue at the brink of monday morning..ah..wish i get more sleep last night..someone found a new love so she babbled aover the phone and i can't help hearing every words she said..ohh my poor eyes..sob..sob..sobb..
Talking about working..i should start job hunting now since next month will be the last month mom will pay the rent for me..meaning..i have to clear my debts on my own starting march..sheeshhh..yam yam said he would help but ehe..i used his help too much already..The problem is i dunno what kind of work should i search for..IT is a big no..noo..i sux big time doing all the computer stuff..ahhh..nevermind..maybe i should start by typing my CV first..
The internet provides lots of things.Meaning u can do almost anything u want with it..Some even try to find 'the one' for them.Not that i disagree..no ,at some point i do agree coz some of my friends made it in finding their other halves it just that...some people find it rather amusing to appear as someone they are not virtually and meddle with other people life.Picture this..
he(let just call him P) is an oversea graduate with a master,a fine look ,a clean personality and a good heart. Only that he not yet found his love of his life even he got loads of armirers around him.He's not looking for someone who is just pretty but someone who can take care of his heart and make him smile when he think of her.To love someone is difficult,he said. Being an internet addict he managed to find a girl that stole his heart named T.To him,T is have everything he's been searching for cute,with brain and good sense of humor.To his knowledge T came from wealthy family and have such wonderful personalities.P fall for her and so did she.The speak on the phone every single time they could and yes..they confess and confide to each other.Everything is bed of roses until P found the truth..That everything that T told him are completely phony.The worst part is..she is married and she told him she was forced to..which is too, a lie because she love her husband even she only known him for a bout few months before they decide to get married.Even then,she told P that she really love him..(what was she thinking??)P was heartbroken because this is his second time beeing scam by an internet friend.He wish he didn't beleive her at the first place.
This is what happen to a friend of mine..Sound familiar?Did someone feel their cheeks are burning?Ehe no offense but before u fall in love with that virtual somebody make sure that they are real.Meet them in person and get to know what they are actually like..dun just jump in and fell in love.I felt pity for my friend even worst..the one who is scamming him is also happen to be someone i know..To bad..even she is widely exposed to computer and other gizmo..inside she is still blind..uh oh..hope that won't happen to me ..
+if love is blind
i'll find my way with u+
Talking about working..i should start job hunting now since next month will be the last month mom will pay the rent for me..meaning..i have to clear my debts on my own starting march..sheeshhh..yam yam said he would help but ehe..i used his help too much already..The problem is i dunno what kind of work should i search for..IT is a big no..noo..i sux big time doing all the computer stuff..ahhh..nevermind..maybe i should start by typing my CV first..
The internet provides lots of things.Meaning u can do almost anything u want with it..Some even try to find 'the one' for them.Not that i disagree..no ,at some point i do agree coz some of my friends made it in finding their other halves it just that...some people find it rather amusing to appear as someone they are not virtually and meddle with other people life.Picture this..
he(let just call him P) is an oversea graduate with a master,a fine look ,a clean personality and a good heart. Only that he not yet found his love of his life even he got loads of armirers around him.He's not looking for someone who is just pretty but someone who can take care of his heart and make him smile when he think of her.To love someone is difficult,he said. Being an internet addict he managed to find a girl that stole his heart named T.To him,T is have everything he's been searching for cute,with brain and good sense of humor.To his knowledge T came from wealthy family and have such wonderful personalities.P fall for her and so did she.The speak on the phone every single time they could and yes..they confess and confide to each other.Everything is bed of roses until P found the truth..That everything that T told him are completely phony.The worst part is..she is married and she told him she was forced to..which is too, a lie because she love her husband even she only known him for a bout few months before they decide to get married.Even then,she told P that she really love him..(what was she thinking??)P was heartbroken because this is his second time beeing scam by an internet friend.He wish he didn't beleive her at the first place.
This is what happen to a friend of mine..Sound familiar?Did someone feel their cheeks are burning?Ehe no offense but before u fall in love with that virtual somebody make sure that they are real.Meet them in person and get to know what they are actually like..dun just jump in and fell in love.I felt pity for my friend even worst..the one who is scamming him is also happen to be someone i know..To bad..even she is widely exposed to computer and other gizmo..inside she is still blind..uh oh..hope that won't happen to me ..
+if love is blind
i'll find my way with u+
Friday, January 02, 2004
2004
i didn't went to any special place to celebrate new year despite that all my housemate geeting wasted by their own way.I just spend my ney year's eve with my bf eating in a restaurant and staying home watching astro together.To me it is more meaningful..quality time together.The new year day it self we went to chill out at Sunway Lgoon and i was wet as wet as i can be..hehe..feeling tired i get straight to bed while my bf went back to serdang..but the Shawn step into my room and invite me to join her and Faiz in Nuovo..I was tired but i just can't figure out why i can't say no..so..as the result i'm still exhausted and feel like puking..But..the down side was..Yamyam is super duper mad at me..
To make the stiation worst, i go out with Rizal today and yamyam kinda forbid me to..but it's been a while since i meet Rizal..so why not..i guess maybe my way of thinking is different from him..sorry,i didn't mean to hurt u.
Tonight..Bliss await..but shall i go?since i'm kinda tired..but i dun want to ruin all my housemate mood who are like yayayaya about raving tonight..
uh..tough decision..
To make the stiation worst, i go out with Rizal today and yamyam kinda forbid me to..but it's been a while since i meet Rizal..so why not..i guess maybe my way of thinking is different from him..sorry,i didn't mean to hurt u.
Tonight..Bliss await..but shall i go?since i'm kinda tired..but i dun want to ruin all my housemate mood who are like yayayaya about raving tonight..
uh..tough decision..
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