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Awak, kita dah pikir masak-masak.

Kita nak time-off
Yelah membawa haluan masing-masing
Sampai hati kita dah ok.

Awak jangan miss kita tau,
Tapi kita tau kita miss awak
Sangat-sangat, sangattt.

Lepas ni tak boleh jumpa dah.
Tapi kalau awak lucky
Mungkin akan jumpa.

Meh sinilah,
Kita nak peluk awak.
Meh sini mehh.

Sayang awak ni semua.

Mwah.
Tata.

.: Kerana langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
Kerana hati tlah letih :.

Sakit otak ok

Well. Perhaps by now, some of you might now how cold I am when it comes to strangers. Aku memang malas nak layan orang ok. No matter how persistent that person is, if nothing triggers me, then both of me and that person will still remain stranger.


So when that guy said hello, the answer would still be the same. What make me want to write more [selalu aku cakap sepatah dua je.hehe] are the things he wrote contradicted with things that I perceived. From my point of view, he's seeing someone but.. everyday he would..make an effort for me to notice him.


So I asked him why does he do things that he do even he has the thing that he has after he asked me this question.


"You dah tak dengan junior I lagikan? I assume you are single now?"


Nak aje aku jawab..junior yang mana satu bang? Haha.


And he gave me the answer something about there's something captivating about my smile which is farkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. And how he wanted to see me play futsal. Ni apahal semua ayat sama nihhhhhhhhhhhhh?


Anyway, the best thing is, soon after that I received a message from a lady asking me who the hell I am. She acknowledged her self as the guy's fiance. And ask me to stay away from him. Ni siap warning akula mak bapak die seme dah tau pasal issue ni, apala seme.


Like I fucking carelah kan?


Jangannn..Dari aku malas nak layan, sakit hati aku ni, terus aku layan kang.ha


*Sigh*. Aku letih sial bende-bende macam ni.


Being me yang ehe.. suke begaduh, I reply to her asking why is she so insecure and chill la wey. Pahal kau nak menggelupur, aku bukannya nak kawen ke apa dengan mamat tu. And, after that the guy come to his defense when he told me his version of the story selepas aku menyoal dia, apahal aku kene marah dgn pompuan tu pulak, macamla aku yang menggatal. And he told me how I should ignore the lady and continue being friends.


Demm.Sekarang terase seperti aku watak sape ke nama pompuan tu.. zila bakarin ke, fazura dalam drama crite melayu yang stok nak rampas-rampas boifren orang.


Ceh. Mak tak kuase okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk


Pleasela, I have enough of problems on my own.
Tolong jangan tambah ok?

Annoy me!

I easily get turn off and annoyed nowadays. Now, there's two categories of people who I put in my annoying list. The first group are those think they are sweet and romantic and heroic but actually they are just buggers who didn't know they annoyed me [but later they knowlah after my tongue begin to click.hehe] and second are those who annoy me on purpose just because they find it amusing. Actually it is not they, it's only him. One person.


He started like the rest, ask me what's my name..where do I live, what do I do for a living..bla..bla..boring..boring..boring..ya..ya..yaa..and yeah, I treated him like the rest. The next day he begin to annoy me in other way, not by asking my details but by saying things that lit up the fiery in me.


He: Baik you layan I, nama I ada [some gelaran].
Me: So? You think I care? Tak penting ok
He: Ye ke?Jangan benci sangat, nanti ntah-ntah nama anak you ada [nama gelaran]
Me: WTF?


Annoying but yeah, that I can take coz apalah sangat lawak ali setan tu kan.Anyway, he gets annoying as the day pass by until he reached the sensitive part.


He: Jom dinner. Makan chillis nak?
Me: I like chillis.
He: Ke you nak makan lain? Sebut jela, semua boleh
Me: I like Italian.
He: Italian pon ok. I can afford anything So, jadi ye chillis malam ni.
Me: Huh?
He:You should go out with me, I'm good looking.


Obviously, he's just fucking wants to annoy me. It's like aku ni perempuan keji, makan nak memilih semua nak memilih so kenela umpan tempat best-best [tapi aku memang suka makan tempat best best.haha]. And kalau kau hensem kenapalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa? And me, I would say yes but will say no the next day and say yes the next next day and it continues..just to annoys him back. Hoh, But, the best thing is, when I began to reach my boiling point, he would bid farewell politely. Siap dengan take care tu. Tak sempat aku nak maki die dah blah. Which left me with the tak puas hati feeling. So, that's explains why I still talk to him when he say hello on ym the next day. Aku mesti mengeji dirinya itu!


Plus, I like the way he shield himself whenever I bombarded him with tricky questions. And I like the way he wrote his answer short and simple when actually he's not answering to my questions at all. And I like the way when he tried to act cold when I started to get warm. He reminds me of someone I know. Which is me. Hehe. It's like there's a cloud of mystery behind him that made him want to hide, not letting me know who he really is, not like the rest. It's like he had a bad history and he's shielding himself for the sake of..not wanting to get hurt maybe?


But yeah, I even wrote about him once in one of my entry and he was quite pissed off. Hoho. Tapi kali ni aku tau dia tak piss off sebab asyik-asyik tanya bila aku nak tulis.Ceh.


I dunno exactly when us one of us surrender playing the game and decided to be nice to each other. I think it's him who finally announced that he will be nice and yeah, after that I raise my white flag too.


He is nicer these days especially on the phone, way more nicer and he even laughed which washed away my perception of him as a dead stick . You see even we seek truce, he's still refuse to talk that much and only answer me with " haa", "ok", "yeah", "----s.i.l.e.n.ce----" . Well, I dun mind actually coz I was sort of "trained" to talk to person with those reactions. Tapi bila aku cakap kalau bosan letakla telefon, tanak pulak..nak cakap lagi. Heh.


Namun, didalam kebaikan itu, he's still continue being sarcastic. Like last few days, he keep quiet even after I talked so much [macam biasa.haha]


Me: Ey, kalau u nak buat keje lain pegila.
He: No, it's ok.
Me: Habis tu jangalah senyap, cakapla.
He: I'm saving my voice for something more important.


Aduhhh!!!


Despite that, I know I would talk to him again tonight. Sheesh.

Snipzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Yahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I know that I'm supposed to keep long but akhirnya aku telah memotong rambut ku itu.


Shitla. I told Ginny to make it look like a boy buttttt i still look girlish. Apa ni Ginny?Anyway still can see her expression bila aku menyuruh dia memotong rambutku padahal baru 3 minggu lepas aku cakap aku nak dtg bulan depan nak buat spa curl.


Me: You cut it short ha. Boy short
She: Tamaula, nanti lu punya abang kasi hantam wa
Me: Manade abanglah!
She: Itu you selalu cakap kalau saya gunting salah nanti abang lu malah?
Me: Tadaaaaaaaaaa..tada..kali ni kalau you gunting salah, kakak pulak yang marah you.
She: Perempuan meh?

So, there are reasons why I cut my hair.

1. Sebab cuaca sangat panasssssssssss
2. Aku nak meringankan kepala, korang ni ada yang suke semakkan kepala aku ok.
3. Sebab bila rambut aku buruk i will drive people away.hehehheeeeeeeeee

Okla..Dun know what to write anymoreeeeee..

Tata bunnies

Me lurve yuhh.

BBQ

The bbq was great. Everything was great except my look. I soo look like shit sebab baru baik demam [haha..alasan..alasannn]. But I do think I look more pale than usual. Skejap-skejap aku rasa sejuk, skejap-skejap aku rasa berpeluh. Namun, demi ketulan-ketulan lamb aku sanggup juga pergi ke sana.


Am not going to tell every little details of what happen coz I know you guys don't want to read all those craps. So, I'll just cut it short.


The food was superb. Chicken, beef, lamb, sotong, fish [tapi aku tak sempat makan semua sebab balik awal].There were also coleslaw [tina and jaja yang buat okesssssssss], mash potatoes, puddings yang bapak sedap [timmy nanti bagi resepi.hehe], bee hun and fried rice. And yeah bebola api err..something bebola.


Fine. I'll show you the picture.

Nyam

That's the food part. Selain daripada makanan yang sedap, another attraction was the fooseball table. Hah, tau tak betapa emonya perempuan-perempuan itu apabila mendapat bebola itu? Dan betapa terkejutnya boifren boifren serta hubby hubby mereka melihat gadis gadis itu semua sangat teruja menjerit keterujaan? Jangan tertipu dengan gadis gadis yang bercop srikandi di dahi, yang sungguh oh lembut melayan boifren..coz once they meet their species, hehe..


If you are someone who leave peace and tranquility, or someone who are attracted to the vogue and perempuan melayu terakhir type.. tsk..you're so not welcome.

Di saat suasana masih tenang.

Was hoping to see Nicky but I had to leave early and she had to came late coz she had to finish her work first. Afidavit pemende tah dia cakap.


Cibaila, apsal aku nampak macam gemuk padahal berat aku dah jadi 39 kg ni? Aku komfem nak kene buat push up hari-hari. Apa ingat aku rajin sangat ke. Sangat stress ok. Bertambah stress bila dah seminggu tak pegi keje tiba-tiba hari ni kene keje. Hoihhhhhhhhhh.


Haha. Sorry for the perubahan angina secara mendadak. You must forgive me I'm recovering.


Anyway, aku tau korang bukannye rajin sangat buat keje pon, so if you still feel the weekend fever, here, click to this page for more pictures.


Before I sign off[ha!], I just want to tell you, hari ni aku bad mood sebab

a. Aku macam kurus tetapi sebenanye gemuk
b. Rambut aku sangat macam celake
c. Hari ni keje kerja


So please don't tegur me on ym dengan semangat inkuiri mahu berkenalan ATAU mahu bercerita mengenai kesengsaraan hidup anda ATAU bercerita tentang perkara yang aku tak faham ATAUPUN apa-apa saja alasan


Melainkan, you are shful danny or you have some news that really can cheer me up. Else, stay away from my face.