Monday, January 31, 2005

Letting Go

Ahhh..Monday.Happy monday[ha!].Ok, I'm trying to be positive coz obviously today will be another bad day since ag is on leave for the whole week, meaning I can't makan gaji buta chatting with him on YM and I have tonnes of works waiting for me.See, that's why they created Starbucks and the yummy hot choc..To cure monday blues.Haha.


Anyway,something amazing happen last night.I hate mamak food to the max, but last night..I gobbled 2 roti tampal.I dunno why tapi sedap gila ok.Korang, aku makan mamak.hahaha..Tak percaya sial.There must be something wrong with me.


I wanted to ask you guys something.Why issit that some guy is so lembab and have issues with themself that stopping them from going for the girl that they like?I mean, they just pretend that they are not interested with that girl even they know that the girl likes them so fucking much but..when there is a third person who suddenly pay extra attention to that girl,the first guy starts to menggelupur.My question is..why that time baru dia nak sedar yang he likes the girl?Kenapa mesti nak tunggu orang lain minat baru kau nak take action?Oh, kalau takde orang minat dia then you have the right to treat her as if she didn't matter?And what makes the situation worst, the girl then jadi serba salah coz her main interest is the first guy but she also wants to move on knowing that her chances with the first guy is slim.Whylaaa..Come on.If you don't want to have anything with her at the first place, say so and let her move on.Janganla buat camni, ok?So kire, bila rasa nak hilang orang yang minat kat dia baru nak buat somethingla..Masa tu baru nak sedarla yang kau suka pompuan tu jugak?That's selfish, allright.


See, I told you.Banyak gila lelaki yang tak tau nak buat keputusan dalam dunia ni.Hish.Tak paham aku.


One more thing, Hanna YM me today to tell me that she's getting married this 12.Demmla korang ni seme.Takde kaki dah aku to get down on the dancefloor *frown* and correction, anak Tini sebenanye adalah lelaki.


Ok, sorry for the jumbled entry.Too many things on my mind.Tula, kalau tak ag yang selalu menjadi mangsa, so dia takde hari ni so korangla plak kene denga seme cerita-cerita hikayat aku.Heh!

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Baby Gurl

My friend Tini, had just given birth to a baby gurl on 27 January 2005.Congrats tu Tini and hubby.Gila sial, dah dapat anak dah minah tu.Dulu aku ingat lagi sikit-sikit nangis, kalah aku yang penangis ni.Sikit-sikit "mama, ati rindu mama!".Sekarang dah dapat anak dah.I wish I could visit her but babe, Terengganu jauh sangatla, plus aku kene keje.Tapi Semalam My mum told me that Nik smsed saying that Tini named her daugther Nik Haryati.Come on!!You must be kidding me!!Habis nama aku mana?Kalau betulla kan..Sampai hati kau Tini..Sob..Sob.Tapi aku rasa Nik tipu.Takde maknenye Tini nak namakan anak dia sempena nama Nik punye.Haha


Sabtu depan, Dila Tugi kahwin, then bulan 6 Lynn Murni nak kawin, T-ja bulan 3.Bulan 12..err..[nama terpaksa dirahsiakan] nak kawin..Demm.Ramainye nak kawin,Korang rilek-rilekla dulu.Kita kan still muda lagik.Hishh.Anyway, bagus jugakla kan sebab aku bolehla bawak keluar kebaya-kebaya aku yang aku tak tau kat mana nak pakai.Heheheh..Akan tetapi, agak terasa takut sebab ramai dah kawin.I mean, hoy,rileksla..Kalau seme kawin, dengan sape aku aku nak lepak-lepak,nak kuar tengok movie and nak isap rokok.Korang kalau kawin mesti kene benti isap rokok punye kan??Tak bestla korang ni seme.


Takpe, biar aku jadi last woman standing.Dalam masa skang, it's not a big deal kalau pompuan tak kawin melainkan bagi nenek and makcik pakcik aku, tapi sukati akula.Kalau derang nak sangat, apa kata derang je kawin lagi satu.Hehheeh..Okla tu je.Tata

Friday, January 28, 2005

Marah

Ok.Aku tak kirela kalau orang cakap aku suke marah ke aku emo ke tapi ni blog aku.So sukati akula nak tulis apa.Sape tak suke, jangan baca.


Marah gile ok sbb aku dah 2 minggu hanta fon aku pegi repair tapi tak siap2.Gila ke ape?Camne nak hidup takde henfon.Camne kalau orang call nak ajak aku kuar?Camne..Camne??Dahla besok weekend.Hish!


Yang kedua aku marah sebab tag-board aku down.Dahla tulis please contact support/billing department as soon as possible.Ok.That taggie is not a paid taggie.Mende free tapi aku marah gak.Tak kire.


Yang ketiga, gaji tak masuk lagi.Oi, besok nak pegi buat rambutla,camni ni?Dahla tu keje banyak lak tu.Banyak sangat la ok.Pastu kat sini adela 2 consultant je, yang lain ade training pastu baru 2 hari lepas advert kuar kat paper, so ramai org.Hari ni keje aku buat contract dgn interview org, tu tak campur mengaverkan keje org lagi.Bile mase nak source candidate?Memangla dah nak benti, tapi mcm tak benti je rase.Nak amik mc 2 minggu boleh tak?


Yang keempat dari pagi carik link lagu angels or devil tu tak jumpa pastu server untuk upload down.Tensen betul!


Yang kelima.Ni dah pukul 5.30 tapi mak aku tak angkat-angkat fon.Camne aku nak balik ni?Tula, ade kete bagi kat adik.Tapi adik aku tu lagi kuat ngamuk.Kalau aku mintak mau dua-dua lari dari rumah ni kang.


Yang keenam ahmad azwan nak exam so die tanak jumpa aku.Enuff said!


Kesimpulannya ialah aku mmg marah hari ini!Sekian.

Angels or devils

Announcement:

ATTENTION!!



We're auditioning for TV hosts to anchor variety of Women's and Youth's programme.

YOU MUST BE


1. With pleasant personality
2. Able to communicate with people at all levels. (Malay and English)
3. Have interest in everyday life of peoples around you
4. NOT A PARROT! (which means, you can also contribute in content)

If you believe you have all the qualities above, and have the passion to create something different, make yourself available at...

ANSAR Channel,Suite 3Q, 3rd Floor,Wisma SPS (beside Imbi Plaza),Jalan Bukit Bintang, KL.

Date : 29 and 30 January 2005 (Saturday and Sunday)Time :10am - 5pm


ADA BERANI????


Now. my entry..

Am not a fan of rock music.Rather classified myself as a mixture of all.I listen to hoobastank, creed and green day but not addicted to them.But this song, made it to my heart.Thanks to my baby who introduced me to this song.I've been playing this song everyday till my collegues feel like puking.Haha.Sorry girls, bear with me ok?Anyway, I tried to find a clips for this song but somehow the server for uploading is down.


Angels or Devils




this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside


I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time


the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold


this is the last time that
I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see


still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time


the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us


if I was to give in - give it up- and then
take a breath - make it deepcause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

-Dishwalla-


Uhh,dalam sial maksud lagu ni.Addicted aku. Demm







Thursday, January 27, 2005

Virtually pervert

OK.I just don't understand why people must be so pervert that they have the guts to post the picture of their dick on friendster or my space with the caption such as "come and get me".Apela korang dapat buat camtu?Suka sangatla jadi flasher tu?Come on la wey, muka aku ni nampak pervert sangat ke huh??


Maybe they're just sick.There is this one guy who did that and I replied "be burn in hell" but his reply make me laugh.He said "Sure will do but u and heaven?Hahah.Fat chance".It;s funny in a weird so.So I reply "Cute" and to my amazement.He freaked out, replying with "??+??=??".Hahahaha.He is sick allright.Maybe his purposed was just to disgust people, in a way he did but hehe I do think he's having inferiority complex.Ok craps.


It's just funny how lame people can be online.I mean "Your pic is so hot that make me sweat??" or "Can I keep you??".Come onla wey, lame gilela ok. Kalau nak kasik pick up line pon kasikla lain dari yang lain contohnya "U carik keje ke?Oh I denga ade opening dekat i-perintis"Haa..camtula.Barula aku nak respond, ini bagi yang tak ikhlas..camne??


Okla.Tonnes of works to do.Ingatkan lepas dah resign bolehla rilek-rilek tapi nampak sangat diorang ni nak mengerah tenaga aku before aku blah.Huh!Ingat aku sami tangan lapan ke?Sheesh!!


Nice day ahead okie??