Selimut story

I was told that I am a cold hearted person when I sleep. I would shove whoever it is or whatever it is on me, cover my self with the comforter from toe till neck and turn away.


Hmm.


Perhaps when I sleep, I love my own company. I love to curl up in a corner and go skipping in my on lala dreams [if its lala lah kan]


It is an unconscious action, same goes to the covering from toe to neck part. I even do that during hot day although the comforter might ended on the floor later.


Why? Because..because I used to be seorang yang penakut.


When I was small, my brother and I would sometimes stay with my late atuk [on dad's side] during school holidays. That would spell f.u.n since we have lots of uncles and aunts staying there and being the two only anak buah surely had it perks.


Kami adalah disayangi.
Dan juga disakati.


One of our favourite past time is cerita-cerita hantu before going to sleep at night. My late atuk's house was a bit isolated from the other hence makes it a bit seram at night. Plus, you know the suasana kampong, with only cengkerik sound could be heard make it harder for a small kid like me. No usual noises to sooth up a child's fear. Oh, but I love the smell of that place at night. Sungguh nyaman.


Let me remind you that one of the most cerita hantu that really scare me the most was 'toyol' where there was a scene with "bachokk..bachok.. diamana kau bachokk" [suara amran kenit] in it. That was a shitty scary movie besides nor kumala sari beranak ikut mulut of course.


So one night after watching that movie, we wanted to go to sleep. While me and my brother lay down on the bed. My youngest aunty , mak ella switched off the light and dengan tiba-tiba berlari-lari tarik selimut sampai aku tak dapat lansung and said


"Habisla siapa tak dapat selimut, nanti toyol isap ibu jari kaki"


Tipu, I said. But she said they were some cases reported in the kampong where the toyol had been seen sucking someone's toe thumb because it was hungry since the master did not feed him darah. Until there were no more blood left and she died.


I can not tell you how scared I was.
But one thing for sure after that night, I never sleep without selimut even if it was just a short nap during the day.


I am not that scared of toyol anymore [please ok, don't let bachok come to my lala land] but the selimut thingy had become a habit that I can not ignore.


And now everytime I try to be brave and don't use the selimut, instead of feeling scared, I will feel guilty.


Stupid, yes but I don't know why.

The long holiday activities

How was your long holiday?


Mine? [as if ada orang tanyalakan haha]


First.
Went to mandi sungai again, because I made a promise to wan. I told wan about my plan to janda baik and he wanted to tag along. Mestilah tak boleh, dah katanya pegi dengan teteks. So I told him, we'll go next time instead.


So on Saturday, we went to sungai chongkak after dropping emak at nenek house and dropping kak sarah [our maid] to her cousin house at sungai lui [oh i wanted to go to gabai next :P]


Had bbq again, but this time we had to dragged the un-dismantle bbq pit that ros kamal left at nenek house. Nasib baikla kereta itu memang dibuild for space kalau tak matilah aku dengan kak sarah dekat belakang dihimpit oleh bbq pit.


We arrived around 12, sangat jem sebab semua orang nak mandi sungai. I nearly sakit otak but managed to find a spot and berkelah di sungai yang indah. It was indah ok minus they crowd [that subsided later] and minus sampah-sampah yang dibuang sesuka hati oleh orang yang civilised. Tak reti menjaga alam sekitar duduk jelah rumah. Ceh


Oh, I had roti aiskerim okkkkkkkkkkkkk.Sangat setapppppppppp. Kelembutan roti dan kelemakan ice cream yang bercampur aduk di dalam mulut. Wanted to get another one bila balik but dah habis,so we had ice cream cone 3 kepala instead. Setappppppppppppppp.


We took off at 6.30 pm. Bayangkanlah berapa lama mandi. Tu pon nasib baik dah nak malam, kalau tak maunye takmo balik lagi. Dasar jakun.

Pose wajib yang keji



Ayam sedap



Pemandi sungai. Wan , chics and swirly man, swirly's housemates and my cousins are not in the picture.



Who needs Osim when you have sungai chongkak to shake your lelemak, for free?

Stopped at nenek house to pick emak, was forced[ye ke] to have dinner, ikan parang masak asam yang sedap, tauchu, sambal sotong and sayur kacang panjang and oh ikan terubuk masin.Diet dihentikan untuk seketika ye. Reached home at 9, sleep at 10.Like a log.


Sakit-sakit badan the next morning.


Second.
I am craving for ikan panggang [or issit bakar] from waroeng penyet. Still could feel the sedapness in my mouth and ohh the sambal kicap. Tsk. For some reason I prefer that fish rather than the chicken, but if you give me both, I could eat all of them :P. Fret not, I am still dieting.


And I came across ayam bakar wong solo while browsing makan-makan blog. Dah tahu diet, gatal browse blog makanan, lepas tu menggelupur. Their sayur asem look nicer than the one in penyets [but I finished mine when eating at penyet].


Weird thing is, while I was in Jakarta I hated sayur asem and I don't know why emak have to order them everytime we dine out. If she didn't order that, she would order soto jawa which I hated too coz I wanted it to feel like emak soto instead.


But now, I am really craving for both of it. Ohh sayur asem.. Oh soto jawaa.
Nakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Actually the second one doesn't have to do with the long holiday but nevermindlahhhhh since I know yew bunnies pon agak malas untuk membuat kerja.


Err..Not true?

Postsecret Valentine

Another project by postsecret.Song:Shh by Donora

Awesome!!


I found my self smiling to some and secretly agreed to some
And yes, good love is on the way!


Don't stop believing.

No idea

Shit. This week is coming to an end and I still have 2 assignments due. Which I have no excitement to even think about it.


But the lecturer kind of distract me lah. You see he is a man with hair loss problem but on the front part only. Masalahnya ianya adalah sangat berkilau dan seriously I am not kidding, it is silau ok. Plus, there's a bump on the head which made the distraction become huge.


Sambil-sambil dia memberi lecture aku akan terpikir, apa sebab dia bejol tu? Adakah kerana terhantuk? Or its like ketumbuhan. Urgh.. that's really bothered me ok, the fact that pengajaran dia agak boring did not help at all.


And now his assignment. Adalah sepatah haram tak paham soalan ok. Itulkan masa orang tu ngajar kau sibuk perati kepala dia, kan dah tak paham.


But I promise, the first thing I will do after I waku up tomorrow [after exercise and mungkin baring-baring kejap sambil facebook] is to do his assignment kerana masa itu emas.


God, I can't believe I am blogging at 2.00 a.m on weekends [or more like holiday actually]. Memang loser sial. Kucing aku pon tahu macamana nak hidup dengan berenjoy.


Urghh.


I forgot, I am supposed to sleep before 12.
Shit.


Kecoh gila entry ni,tapi takpelah.
Nak tido dah.
Tata

Rojak

Mixture of thought, again.

1. I met a friend yesterday. First time meeting after 3 years knowing each other. Sebelum balik dia pegang tangan aku
   
   
   "Babe, aku ramai kawan. Kawan ofis, kawan sekolah kawan uni. Tapi dengan engkau sahaja aku boleh bercerita. Kau tak tinggalkan aku walaupon kau dah tak single. Aku pon tak tahu kenapa aku lagi senang cerita dengan kau walau sekarang baru jumpa"
   
   
   She made my eyes watery by saying that. I don't like meeting friends from online, to me they should remain in the virtual world. Because you might not like who they are when they appear to be a real person. I am not interested to know you as a real person, I am just in for the companion, virtually. Tapi dia lain, aku tak terasa menyampah bila dia ajak jumpa.
   
   
   What did I respond to her talking?
   
   
   "Sebab orang yang kita sudah kenal, yang tahu rupa paras lebih judgemental. Strangers or virtual friends lebih terbuka mungkin sebab tak ada physical connection. Mungkinlah."
   
   
   Dia gelak-gelak sambil urut tangan aku
   
   
   Walaupun dia sedikit gila tapi aku suka dia :)




2. Aku menyampah bila something that I like which not much people knew the existence menjadi something yang sought after and trend after sometimes.
   
   
   I don't like to join the hype. Nak suka suke jela, nak pakai pakai jela, tak payahla kecoh.
   Bingit.




3. There was a girl who browsed my friendster. She is in her early twenties. Looks so happy with her beau. Mengingatkan aku tentang zaman-zaman suci percintaan. No agenda at all. Just love to love. Not love to get laid, love because she's a trophy, love because he got lots of money, love because everyone is in love.
   
   
   Sungguh indah perasaan love just to love itu.




4. So many people tie the knot nowadays. musim mengawan. But sometime I think weddings are overrated, macam ada perlumbaan siapa punya wedding yang paling best.
   
   
   You get married because you found the one [bukan dua, tiga atau empat ok] who you can't live without, bukan untuk cerita siapa buat baju aku, berapa hantaran aku, bla..bla.. I don't know maybe it is just me, wedding should be personal. Orang-orang yang you don't know that well tak payahlah tahu details.
   
   
   Details-details yang remeh tak perlulah diceritakan. Yang penting malam-malam ada kawan cakap-cakap, peluk-peluk tanpa takut dengan emak :P




5. Sakit mata. Benci tau. So itchy that I could scratch every 15 minutes.

Ok. Nak tengok fight back to school III. Tata