So, Astro decided to air Akademi Fantasia second season on channel 15. And it brought agony to me coz my mom won't let me do my channel browsing anymore. She's like glued to the tv for the umpteenth time. She watched it like..night and day? When I whined about it she said
"Tula, sapa suruh awak yang ajar mak?Salah sape skang?"
And last night she dragged me along. Hey, I enjoyed that show. I really do. My favourite was.. zahid [ok,nicky I know ur making that face] bcoz he remind me of someone? Sort of ..not important..Anyway, it makes me whimpered for not having the voice or at least the look for like zillionth time.Hey, I too want to be on tv!
You know I spent lots of money to vote for whoever it is last season. Not only using my phone, but I used my mom's, my dad's and even my err..partner's [that time] phone. And I vote like everyday. Hahaha. Poyo tak poyonye aku ni. Nampak sangat aku takde life. Sanggup dtg futsal lambat sebab nak tgk AF. Haha. I wonder who will sizzle this season?
Anyway, while browsing the newspaper last three weeks, I came across a very familiar face..in the page about the latest AF audition. There was..my cousin 'manja'ly known as darling [we, have such affectionate nicks such as darling, ayang and puteri and don't ask me what my nick is] trying her luck out.Gamba besa lagi ok.and yang paling bestnya, the next day, her picture came out again in a different newspaper. I mean..hello..we the whole family can't sing but from my mom's story she's selected for the final 200. Another step to final 12. Surprise..suprise..I mean..if she's selected..whether she can sing or not, we will definitely vote.Sape lagi nak sokong keluarga ye tak?You know I can even picture my other cousins, my aunts, my mom and maybe myself sitting in front and carrying the banner
"Vote for darling!!"
Scary..
Yes I know..but dun worry, I won't let you guys [especially u, who is smirking your face] see my face. In fact I already got a threat last night..
"AF ke AG?"
humm..tricky..
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Blink me
travis,mark and tom
You know, I never like rock or punk or whatever it is song. I'm the mellow type, yang slalu denga lagu jiwang and cinta-cinta but there's one band which is exceptional. And the lucky one is Blink 182
It started when I was doing my thesis. I brought our home computer back to my place in hillpark coz I needed a machine to er...do my thesis?My bro has a very good taste when it comes to music [and a very good taste in woman] and he downloaded tonnes and tonnes of music videos in the pc including blink 182. So,I listened and fall in love. I mean..I constantly listened and watched their clips like everyday..Nak start buat thesis, tengok dulu..dah habis buat thesis..tengok lagi..nak mandi tengok dulu..nak pegi kelas tengok dulu..balik kelas ngadap blink 182 dulu.It's like an addict.Memang poyo aku tau tapi itulah kenyataannye.And blink 182 sedikit sebanyak mempengaruhi thesis aku.hahahahaa..how?Dun ask me b'coz i oso dunno.
My favourite vidz is all the small things.Macam gampang.I love the part when mark buat muka sengal dekat parking machine and when tom eat the flower.Hoh.sungguh turn on..But my favourite song of all time is adam's song.I dunno why but the lyrics made me hooked.Memang sesuailah dengan aku.
Anyway, here's their song from their latest album, always.
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Always
Always
Akhir kata, tom..please marry me!!
hmphh..
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Limit
Do know how it feels to push yourself to the limit? It's like your heart is bleeding but you force your lips to crave a smile.. So that everybody won't know.
And it hurts twice when your heart is bleeding and you are forcing a smile and people mock you because you are smiling.
It's like loving a person. You tried your best to love him even deep inside you are hemorrhaging. You thought he could be the cure but instead his words tore your heart apart. And sometimes you wonder.. does he really loves you? Like.. you think of him all the time but he rarely calls and when he did..His voice doesn't sound enthusiastic.. Just normal hi and hello. And then you tell yourself..Get a life..The world does not revolve around you.
It's like eating at mamak. You hate mamak..to the max. The smell of curry make you puke. But you have to hang there and you are hungry..and ordered naan which come with curry. You feel like throwing up.And then you tell yourself.. Get a life..curry never kills anybody..unless it's poisonous.
It's like hating a person. You hate him that you wish him all the misfortune in this world. Wishing that he would regret all the things he had done. Wishing that he'll suffered from HIV. Wishing that you could haunt him forever..Or maybe you wish you could burn down his house..enjoying the view with his echo of agonizing voice, fried to death.And the you tell youself.. Get a life..It's not noble to wish for bad things for other people.
I am tired..tired of pushing myself.I am tired to love, to eat at mamak and to hate. My body and my mind can't take these anymore. Maybe I could just stop. Change love to like..change mamak to malay..change hate to ignore.
And then I tell myself..Get a life..I am not that strong..
And it hurts twice when your heart is bleeding and you are forcing a smile and people mock you because you are smiling.
It's like loving a person. You tried your best to love him even deep inside you are hemorrhaging. You thought he could be the cure but instead his words tore your heart apart. And sometimes you wonder.. does he really loves you? Like.. you think of him all the time but he rarely calls and when he did..His voice doesn't sound enthusiastic.. Just normal hi and hello. And then you tell yourself..Get a life..The world does not revolve around you.
It's like eating at mamak. You hate mamak..to the max. The smell of curry make you puke. But you have to hang there and you are hungry..and ordered naan which come with curry. You feel like throwing up.And then you tell yourself.. Get a life..curry never kills anybody..unless it's poisonous.
It's like hating a person. You hate him that you wish him all the misfortune in this world. Wishing that he would regret all the things he had done. Wishing that he'll suffered from HIV. Wishing that you could haunt him forever..Or maybe you wish you could burn down his house..enjoying the view with his echo of agonizing voice, fried to death.And the you tell youself.. Get a life..It's not noble to wish for bad things for other people.
I am tired..tired of pushing myself.I am tired to love, to eat at mamak and to hate. My body and my mind can't take these anymore. Maybe I could just stop. Change love to like..change mamak to malay..change hate to ignore.
And then I tell myself..Get a life..I am not that strong..
Monday, March 28, 2005
Huk..Huk..
"By, i tak pegi keje sebab sakit mata..bla..bla..bla..u baik pegi letak ubat mata dahla smalam lepak dgn i, berjangkit plak kang".
That was the first thing that greeted me this morning.Apa??Ag tak pegi keje?Dahla guna perkataan lepak.Aku terimagine aku dan ag duduk kat tepi lorong sambil isap dadah.Cess, tak klasik lansung penggunaan ayat....Tapi. jeles gile ok, tak pegi keje pulak!!.Fine.So today is going to be a boring day since I will have no one to talk to on YM which means..I need to wear something that will amuse me.Skirts..Skirts always amuse me tapi disebabkan beberapa masalah I opt for slacks and err..orange shirt?Orange..shitty choice tapi sebab dah lama tak pakai, sebat je lah..
The commuter journey was boring.No handsome guy nor hot chicas.Just some plain ppl .Tak menarik..Then when it come to monorail, I have to make bigger step sebab nak kejar masa lampu hijau untuk melintas.The thing is..the green light for crossing only lasted for 15 seconds and having short legs doesn't help much. Even if I miss 2 seconds than I won't be able to cross.
As I was walking from far..I see that the light is red, means any second the light will turn green, so I fasten up my pace.As I reached the staircase where it was only few steps from the crossing line..heels kasut aku tersangkut dekat salah satu tangga and producing the "prap..prap" sound,which being followed by my so infamous melatah+carutan
"Oh, mak kau babi". Fuck.I should change that coz few makciks who happened to be there, started to give me a weird kinda look.
Sakit gile kaki aku ok..Nasib baik aku tak tergolek..Tsk..tsk..
My kaki started to bengkak already.Maybe I need to buy new pair of shoes sebab kasut tu mmg slalu sabotaj aku..heels termasuk dlm lubangla..tersangkut dekat eskelater la..It's a perfect excuse isn't it..Or maybe what I need is an MC..hehe
Hey, my kaki is bengkakla ok!
Anyway..whatever..Happy monday people! [yeah, right]
That was the first thing that greeted me this morning.Apa??Ag tak pegi keje?Dahla guna perkataan lepak.Aku terimagine aku dan ag duduk kat tepi lorong sambil isap dadah.Cess, tak klasik lansung penggunaan ayat....Tapi. jeles gile ok, tak pegi keje pulak!!.Fine.So today is going to be a boring day since I will have no one to talk to on YM which means..I need to wear something that will amuse me.Skirts..Skirts always amuse me tapi disebabkan beberapa masalah I opt for slacks and err..orange shirt?Orange..shitty choice tapi sebab dah lama tak pakai, sebat je lah..
The commuter journey was boring.No handsome guy nor hot chicas.Just some plain ppl .Tak menarik..Then when it come to monorail, I have to make bigger step sebab nak kejar masa lampu hijau untuk melintas.The thing is..the green light for crossing only lasted for 15 seconds and having short legs doesn't help much. Even if I miss 2 seconds than I won't be able to cross.
As I was walking from far..I see that the light is red, means any second the light will turn green, so I fasten up my pace.As I reached the staircase where it was only few steps from the crossing line..heels kasut aku tersangkut dekat salah satu tangga and producing the "prap..prap" sound,which being followed by my so infamous melatah+carutan
"Oh, mak kau babi". Fuck.I should change that coz few makciks who happened to be there, started to give me a weird kinda look.
Sakit gile kaki aku ok..Nasib baik aku tak tergolek..Tsk..tsk..
My kaki started to bengkak already.Maybe I need to buy new pair of shoes sebab kasut tu mmg slalu sabotaj aku..heels termasuk dlm lubangla..tersangkut dekat eskelater la..It's a perfect excuse isn't it..Or maybe what I need is an MC..hehe
Hey, my kaki is bengkakla ok!
Anyway..whatever..Happy monday people! [yeah, right]
Friday, March 25, 2005
Superstitious
Nicky:Aku nanti dapat duit claim Rm 1K.nak buat..
Me:Buat apa?
Nicky:Downpayment..
Me:Ooo..nak beli ke..
Nicky:Shhh...
Me:yela,downpayment kete aku..*rolling eyes*
Nicky:Haah..Downpayment kete kau..Aku bukannya nak beli kete baru.Aku..sayang timmy[her car]*hugging the stearing*
Me:*still rolling eyes*
Nicky:Yeah, I know I'm superstitious.I dun care!
She talks to her car and she thinks Timmy is listening. Hhehehehe..Yeap, that's my best mate.She is thinking to buy a new car but she doesn't want to 'hurt' her Timmy feeling.I never consider my self as superstitious..well with concious.But when I think hard..actually I talked to non-human too.Like..I always sleep with my cat, MJ. When no one is around..I will ask my cat questions..That I believe if she answer, it will be an answer from God..that make her speak and send signals to me..
Me:MJ, do you think XXXXXXX love me?*stroking MJ*
MJ:*licking her fur*
Me:Janganla diam.If he does, meowla sket.Kalau awak diam, maknanya dia tak sayang akak.
MJ:*still licking fur*
Me:MJ!!*pulling MJ's tail to make her mew*
MJ:Meow!!*Leap from my bed and continue licking on the floor*
Me:Yeay!He loves me!!
Hahahha!Puas hati aku!!
Tsk..tsk..poor cat..
Me:Buat apa?
Nicky:Downpayment..
Me:Ooo..nak beli ke..
Nicky:Shhh...
Me:yela,downpayment kete aku..*rolling eyes*
Nicky:Haah..Downpayment kete kau..Aku bukannya nak beli kete baru.Aku..sayang timmy[her car]*hugging the stearing*
Me:*still rolling eyes*
Nicky:Yeah, I know I'm superstitious.I dun care!
She talks to her car and she thinks Timmy is listening. Hhehehehe..Yeap, that's my best mate.She is thinking to buy a new car but she doesn't want to 'hurt' her Timmy feeling.I never consider my self as superstitious..well with concious.But when I think hard..actually I talked to non-human too.Like..I always sleep with my cat, MJ. When no one is around..I will ask my cat questions..That I believe if she answer, it will be an answer from God..that make her speak and send signals to me..
Me:MJ, do you think XXXXXXX love me?*stroking MJ*
MJ:*licking her fur*
Me:Janganla diam.If he does, meowla sket.Kalau awak diam, maknanya dia tak sayang akak.
MJ:*still licking fur*
Me:MJ!!*pulling MJ's tail to make her mew*
MJ:Meow!!*Leap from my bed and continue licking on the floor*
Me:Yeay!He loves me!!
Hahahha!Puas hati aku!!
Tsk..tsk..poor cat..
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