Tensen

I'm still stuck at the office.
Letih aa camni.Besok pagi-pagi dah nak kene ngadap muka client and nak kene terminate people.iskhhh...
No time to go jolly and berpoya-poya.

I'm so miserable.
I need my plastic card.I need new shoes and perhaps new skirts.
And maybe I need a new handbag as well..

Change?

I used not to care about what people say about me. Whether they like me or not. I mean, if they don't like me..too bad and I'm not going to change myself just to make those people like me.Not that i care anyway. And if someone mess with me I don't give a shit about that person, if they talk to me or whatever I would totally ignored them, pretending that they are invisible.


I used to wonder why some people really feel miserable if they found out that someone doesn't like them. I mean, nobody's perfect so if let say someone doesn't like you..it's their choice and it's totally normal.


But I guess, things change. Perception change.Now I do care about 'certain' people perception. They hate me and because of that my life had turn upside down for the past few months.For the first time in my life I started to think what should i do to make them like me. Should I change my sense of dressing?Should I lower down my voice while talking or issit that I should tone my big but?This is sick. Why should I change for them..Oh I forgot..becuase I'm so madly in love with their son :(.


Enough craps. Anyway, today I went to see a client at Damansara Height. I was so famous with my bad sense of direction. Avoiding being lost I took a cab, a PJ cab. I told the driver where I wanted to head to and he asked me.


"Miss, Awak tau ke jalan nak pegi sana?Boleh tunjuk tak?"


Duh, bang..Kalau saya tau jalan..Takdela saya naik cab...
Bukan sepatutnya cab-cab kat sini hustler dalam bab-bab jalan ke?
Ke dia saje buat-buat sesat sebab nak charge aku lebih?

Broken

As i had guess..U never learn your lesson.


Now that everythings has shattered..


I have only one thing to say


I wish that you won't be happy in everything you do.
I wish that even you get married to someone else you still can't erase my image in your head.
I wish even you sleep with her at night, you will always smell my scent around you.
I wish that you will regret that you almost get me but you don't


I will haunt you forever

Overlook

Last week somebody email me for the position of service engineer. I received lots of email from other applicants as well. Being lazy, I replied the email asking for the person to come for interview at my office without even looking at his resume.


Today,the guy replied my email.


"Please confirm my flight ticket to and fro and also please book a place for me to stay"


Apparently he's now reciding in India and is 52 years old,desperately looking for job. Man , he must be happy that I replied his email. Too bad that my company only hired local staff, which i should take note earlier.Hehe.


Just imagine if he did not write me the email and went straightfoward to attend the interview..Erkk..


I don't want to think about it..Next time I'll be carefull [yeah, right.]

Who say that woman is complicated?

I'm playing receptionist again.Actually is a good thing coz I'm alone here and can do whatever i want.Hee


Was visiting and having a sleepover with a friend last Monday night. She broke off with the boyfriend coz it seemed that the guy is 'confused'. Confused???I can't accept that excuse. Why should he be confuse now why not when they kiss, they cuddle or even when she helped him with lots of things.Now, who says that woman is complicated?


I just can't understand guy sometime. For example, yamyam said he likes me for how I dress and the way I carry myself but when he finally got me things changed. He wanted me to dress differently plak even from the very first moment I already told him that that is the way things will be if he wants to be with me. What is that?Somekind of saving me? Or more like..teaching me la kan..Ahh..Whatever.


And why must some guy act like Mr.Macho and Mr. Cool or even Mr. Understanding when actually they are Mr.MCP inside?


I'm not pointing my finger to all guys coz not all of them is like that. Some of them really sweet and charming.
Ntahla wey, peninglah.


Anyway, so kesian to my friend. All she wants is to be love back. And I think she should deserve it.