Heat

The day was hot and she was wearing songket. Not that she wanted to but she was just succumbing to her mom's demand. She had something else on her mind that time. Bad thought. What could be worst than the mak andam forgot to provide them with the umbrella?


Wearing mighty songket [that scorch even more under the blazing sun] with groups of silat people but no umbrella. The moment her cousin pulled out two normal white umbrella she started to get annoyed. There should be gold umbrella rather than white with some logo on it. This is her day, and it was supposed to be perfect.


How can it be perfect when the bridesmaid is not there yet? The silat people took their place followed by the sounds of kompang.


She hated silat. She hated to walk on the red carpet even on her wedding. She hated everything. She wished they could disappear and be somewhere else rather than smiling to people who are mostly strangers to them.


"Smile, love. Don't be stress" He said.


She smiled but only for a while. The sound of her aunty who volunteered to become the bridesmaid at the last minute, telling her how to walk what to do eradicated her smile.


"Get ready to walk". The aunty said.


She sighed.
She took a deep breath.
Closing her eyes
I am going to hate this, she thought.
Urghh.


Out of sudden she felt his hand on hers. Tight


In the middle of the heat, the noise made by the kompang, the mayhem, she heard him whispered.


"You look so pretty love. I love you"


And he gave her the sweetest smile ever, ushering her towards the aisle.


Walking her first step she know, that will be a fine day.





Now, whoever you are, you need to stop googling already.
I don't like it.

I know you did more than that :)

Chenta itu

Have you watch Green Mile? I did. The second time just now. The first time I watched it, I blinded my eyes with tears [which is not something new since everybody know what a crybaby I am]. The first time, I was too engrossed with the storyline that I missed out most of the tiny details.


That story was something and was not stereotype at all plus the actors did a very fine job but today I noticed something extra. The love shared between a character named Hal and his wife Melinda. If you watched the movie already, you would know which one is Hal, some sort of ketua penjara or something with the dying wife. The one who was suffering with cancer.


It's been a while since I saw a man who really loves his wife like that. The way he cried and tried to hide it when Tom Hanks saw him at the office and the way he cried when he saw how John Coffey[one of the guys who was facing death sentence] bring hope to his wife by curing her with his gift.


And the way he cried when his wife was finally out from the death calling. To me, he could not thank more.


He really make me wonder, is there such love still exist? Adakah lagi orang yang memang mendabakan hidupnya hanya untuk seorang sahaja? Dan the rasa chenta still exist sampai ke akhir hayat, tak pernah berubah?


Itu sungguh manis bukan?


Perhaps Hollywood or even Malaysia movie maker should start doing movie about something like that. Rather than datuk A main chenta dengan perempaun Q dan datin G ada toyboy bernama lelaki T.


Why can't they just spread the love?


I am sure lots of people would like to see something like that rather some story with storyline yang memualkan.


Or is it just me?

Tetapi gila

It's hot these days and my house is without air condition.


Since I was small I have this habit stuffing my face at the freezer to get some cool air and my favourite was my nenek's freezer because hers was always extra cool.


Memang agak cacat but I like.


I still carry that habit until today. Few weeks ago the weather was very hot and I needed some thing to alleviate the heat. So I tuned to my mom's freezer. That time bibik is cooking in the kitchen.


While I was enjoying my time stuffing my face in the freezer, dreaming about maybe this is how alaska might feels like, someone petted my shoulder and slowly said.




"Kasihan, muka udah comel. Tetapi gila"


With that she shook her head and continued cooking.
Tanpa rasa bersalah.


Maybe my assumption that her head will bleed with nanah is wrong after all because it's seemed like dia telah mula menanahkan otakku ini.

Power

If you use federal highway to go towards KL, you will realise a billboard "aku nak power". That billboard somehow disturbed me. Even more when I watched the advertisement.


Seorang lelaki kering yang lemah meminta genie untuk power di malam-malam buta dimana rumahnya suram. Selepas minum kopi dan mendapat power, rumahnya adalah bergegar dan berlampu-lampu.


I don't know why I felt keji. Maybe you know the answer.


The swirly face man then asked me why is it kopi kopi tongkat ali atau kebanyakan produk dari herba menjadikan tenaga batin as their main agenda? I went to a kedai mamak once and saw an old man wearing kopiah drinking coffee with a tagline "untuk menguatkan tenaga batin". That is so euw. Can't they just say "untuk hati senang", "untuk mengelakkan kecacingan" or yang sewaktu dengannya. Plus, I often find tenaga batin advert in magazines mendambakan dada lelaki bidang yang berminyak-minyak. Sungguh keji perlakuan sebegitu


Minus ali cafe [my choice your choice.hehe], don't they know herbs and sumber bumi can do more besides giving a boost for sex life? Mengapakah asyik berbau sex adakah kerana lelaki dan wanita di malaysia ramai yang mati pucuk atau kurang nafsu? I don't think so, sebab banyaknye 3gp bogel disana-sini.


Please, I don't want when I am old, the guy I married pakai bandana and menggetik menari nari naik motor lepas minum kopi.


Aku boleh muntah nanah terus ok.


Speaking about power, I found out there's a kedai who sell sayur asem [indonesian food] at the curve. I don't remember the name but something-something penyetz. The food is not bad. I did not have the sayur asem but will definitely come back for more.


Oh.


The awaited rambut simba, but please take note, ni aku dah letak minyak berkati supaya dia tak menyimba sangat. Kalau tak nampak dan nak kak nam jugak, pegi facebooklah. Hehe.

chics and epy yang suka makan[tapi chics yang habiskan semua makanan :(]

Enjoy your monday bunnies.

Sleeping out

I am not sleeping at home tonight.

1. I left my spec at home and without it I feel miserable. My eyes can't tolerate contact lenses for too long.




2. Oh, it was in the make up bag on my dressing table. Which mean, I left my supply of make up too. Big big problem. Urgh.




3. I am supposed too diet but today I tambah nasi 2 pinggan and ate 3 pieces of donuts. Creamy, buttery, sugared donuts.




4. Now I feel sick for eating too much




5. So I force myself to make the food come out from my body. In fact that was what I had been doing for the past few weeks. I feel pretty and safe after that. And happy




6. Someone tell me I will become bulimic soon but he got to understand, I have to appear skinner than him.




7. I hate my double chin. Aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh more donut please.