Besides pilot, there are two things I love about airplanes. Take off and landing. But today, I want to add up one more things on the list. It's witnessing aircraft disembark just few meters above your body.
I was snoozing in lonelyman's car on the way back to my house after an exhausting day.I thought it's time for me to hit the sack when he woke me up, instead he asked me to get out from the car and said "This might be the first and the last time for you to experience this, come!". I was thinking..what?? But I went out from the car anyway. No. We were not in Shah Alam but we were in some place nearby KLIA.It was pitch black, no light at all and silence was everywhere.
"There will be one coming soon" he said. From distant I could spot lights. And it got nearer and nearer. It's like..you are all alone in a dark place, feeling scared and lost and suddenly you could see lights..blinking beautifully. Just like when you're lost but you see hope coming.
It was fast. Everything was fast. The lights blinked faster. The wind blew faster and my heart beat faster. I could feel my heart thumping when the airplane drawing near, making roaring sound and I could feel the wind blowing my hair. I could feel like some energy was moving me. When she was exactly above me, I looked up at the sky. There she was, the iron body invaded the sky, the night. When everything used to be quiet, calm. When everything was peaceful. It was beautiful, mesmerizing. My feelings? Beyond words. I tried to find suitable words to inscribe it but every word wouldn't fit in. It's just indescribable.
On my way home I felt a lump in my heart. It was dazzling..it was. It's like..it was dark in the beginning. Dark, gloomy and cold. Everybody would relinquish on moments like that. Not much things can be done. But then she came. She was huge, loud and making chaos through the lonely night. At times, when we are at home, on hearing planes up above the sky we would snicker coz the noise disrupt us. But, if you see it in a different perspective..from my perspective last night. It was different. Despite the decibels, she landed beautifully, bringing hopes to people who were longing to see faces of their love ones.
To me, it's like a metaphor. When you feel like you are lost and you see something is coming, something that may stir up your serenity don't give up, don't feel down. Be brave and face it. Perhaps when it's over, you would treasure life more than you ever did.
No matter how bad things are, there are always lights at the end of the tunnel.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Monday, June 06, 2005
Loud and pekak
I have a confession to make.I am loud and a bit pekak.
People say if you wear glasses with a high power it can contribute to your pekak-ness but i want to blame it on my condition back in school. I stayed in the same block with the band room.Well, obviously the band was loud so i had to adapt to the loud environment. I even had to take my evening nap while bandgirls were practising their tunes. And because of that too, i had to talk in a high picth to my friends. Actually, with or without the band playing, we all did talk in our highest pitch.Hehehe.
You should meet my STF sisters.They all talked loudly at the same time.If you are the type that talk with a small voice or not used to noisy environment, haha..I bet you'll be a bit pening.Tak caye, tanyalah boyfriend-friend mereka.Aku selalu nampak amin memandang ag dengan pandangan yang "kecoh sial derang ni..". My friends who did not go to the same school with me found that i'm a bit irritating when it comes to talking coz yeah, i talked loudly and i keep asking them to repeat whatever their saying to me.Some even said "Kau ni, janganlah marah-marah". Aku bukan marahla wey, aku memang cakap kuat.
Back in uni, me and my friend dila, who happen to be loud and pekak too had make a pact that we would try to be quiet for a day.Well, we did but at the end of the day, we both got a major headache coz we couldn't hear whatever people said to us and we couldn't say whatever we wish.Letih ok nak jadi perempuan melayu terakhir.
So..if you happen to talk to me, please excuse me for my loudness and my pekak-ness. I was brought up like that.Ha!
People say if you wear glasses with a high power it can contribute to your pekak-ness but i want to blame it on my condition back in school. I stayed in the same block with the band room.Well, obviously the band was loud so i had to adapt to the loud environment. I even had to take my evening nap while bandgirls were practising their tunes. And because of that too, i had to talk in a high picth to my friends. Actually, with or without the band playing, we all did talk in our highest pitch.Hehehe.
You should meet my STF sisters.They all talked loudly at the same time.If you are the type that talk with a small voice or not used to noisy environment, haha..I bet you'll be a bit pening.Tak caye, tanyalah boyfriend-friend mereka.Aku selalu nampak amin memandang ag dengan pandangan yang "kecoh sial derang ni..". My friends who did not go to the same school with me found that i'm a bit irritating when it comes to talking coz yeah, i talked loudly and i keep asking them to repeat whatever their saying to me.Some even said "Kau ni, janganlah marah-marah". Aku bukan marahla wey, aku memang cakap kuat.
Back in uni, me and my friend dila, who happen to be loud and pekak too had make a pact that we would try to be quiet for a day.Well, we did but at the end of the day, we both got a major headache coz we couldn't hear whatever people said to us and we couldn't say whatever we wish.Letih ok nak jadi perempuan melayu terakhir.
So..if you happen to talk to me, please excuse me for my loudness and my pekak-ness. I was brought up like that.Ha!
Friday, June 03, 2005
Tatoo
Yesterday was a depressing day for me [mcmla hari lain tak].To soothe myself i went for my hair spa treatment. Uhh..It felt so good when the amoi massage my head. Still it didn't cure my depression.
I thought of buying another bottle of nectarcell catalysse butit was out of stock..and within 2 months the price had increased more than 50% compared to the actual price. For that stupid cream, it would cost me around RM160. Tapi tak apa, nak bontot kurusnyer pasal..aku sanggup.
So then i went and walk walk[haha]for a while until i stopped in front of a tatoo shop.Actually it's body piercing and tatoo shop.Dengan gatalnya aku pegi bitau abang cina tu aku nak buat body piercing, walaupun di dalam hati meronta-ronta tidak mahu[hohoh].While waiting, i can see a guy getting his hand tatooed.I thought it supposed to be excruciating but the that guy seemed rileks gile sempat lagi buat-buat lawak.Ini lebih mengujakan aku.
After getting my body pierced,i went on asking the abang cina.
Me:How much does a tatoo cost?
Abg cina:From RM150 onwards.
Me:Oh..that's considered ok.
Abg cina:But malay cannot meh.We have sign some agreement with the goverment so we cannot do.
Me:Ohh..That's good.
Sheesh.Not that i've been thinking to get one.Ok fine. I did but takdelah nak buat.Thinking only.I mean if i did, mesti ada orang yang mengamuk. Plus the abang cina said, once u decide to have a tatoo, jangan gatal-gatal nak remove coz even the laser tech we have now is not so safe, can contribute to cancer.
Poyolah.Terpaksala aku pakai tatoo yang kene letak air tu.hoh!
I thought of buying another bottle of nectarcell catalysse butit was out of stock..and within 2 months the price had increased more than 50% compared to the actual price. For that stupid cream, it would cost me around RM160. Tapi tak apa, nak bontot kurusnyer pasal..aku sanggup.
So then i went and walk walk[haha]for a while until i stopped in front of a tatoo shop.Actually it's body piercing and tatoo shop.Dengan gatalnya aku pegi bitau abang cina tu aku nak buat body piercing, walaupun di dalam hati meronta-ronta tidak mahu[hohoh].While waiting, i can see a guy getting his hand tatooed.I thought it supposed to be excruciating but the that guy seemed rileks gile sempat lagi buat-buat lawak.Ini lebih mengujakan aku.
After getting my body pierced,i went on asking the abang cina.
Me:How much does a tatoo cost?
Abg cina:From RM150 onwards.
Me:Oh..that's considered ok.
Abg cina:But malay cannot meh.We have sign some agreement with the goverment so we cannot do.
Me:Ohh..That's good.
Sheesh.Not that i've been thinking to get one.Ok fine. I did but takdelah nak buat.Thinking only.I mean if i did, mesti ada orang yang mengamuk. Plus the abang cina said, once u decide to have a tatoo, jangan gatal-gatal nak remove coz even the laser tech we have now is not so safe, can contribute to cancer.
Poyolah.Terpaksala aku pakai tatoo yang kene letak air tu.hoh!
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Habits
Someone said that i'm rude.Yes, i am rude. When i'm angry i will be extremely rude. Why? Because i am very bad at handling my temper and when people provoke it will blow me out. Or maybe when i'm in a vulnarable condition, i tend to bruise easily [pinjam ye, natasya beddingfield].I am a hypersensitive bitch, i so know that.Perhaps my ego is also higher than my height.If you don't like me like that, just stop provokating me.Whatever.Just read this and don't give a fuck, ok? Like you people give a shit anyway.
Ok.Enough of angriness.Let's talk about habit.When i was a teenager, i nearly went bald coz i have this tendercy to pull my hair whenever i'm thinking or feeling insecure. First, it's more like pulling rambut gatal but later on i did it without my concious. It's like..tau-tau je dah banyak rambut berterabur kat bawah. Then i tried to find solution coz my friends told me that my scalp is showing..well, at least for some period i manage to curb that but now,uhuh..it seems to invade again.
Besides that, my other habit is mencium perut kucing. Ohhhh.. i tell you, sangatla lemak baunya ok.Bila cium je rase macam heaven. Betul ni tak tipu.It sort of turn me on.Kesian kucing-kucing ku dirumah.
so, do you have any habit. But please don't tell me it's unpunctuality because i hate it the most.
Ok.Enough of angriness.Let's talk about habit.When i was a teenager, i nearly went bald coz i have this tendercy to pull my hair whenever i'm thinking or feeling insecure. First, it's more like pulling rambut gatal but later on i did it without my concious. It's like..tau-tau je dah banyak rambut berterabur kat bawah. Then i tried to find solution coz my friends told me that my scalp is showing..well, at least for some period i manage to curb that but now,uhuh..it seems to invade again.
Besides that, my other habit is mencium perut kucing. Ohhhh.. i tell you, sangatla lemak baunya ok.Bila cium je rase macam heaven. Betul ni tak tipu.It sort of turn me on.Kesian kucing-kucing ku dirumah.
so, do you have any habit. But please don't tell me it's unpunctuality because i hate it the most.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Drumstick
Didn't i tell you that i'm picky? When it comes to poultry, i only eat the wing and drumstick part. The rest, tak suke.
It's hard to get what you want when you have to share with everybody.During my days in STF, sangatlah susah nak dapat wing or drumstick. I have to beg to the makcik to give me wing or drumstick during lunch hour. But it's not a hard thing to do since i'm quite nice with those makciks.Tapi ada jugak makcik yang buat muka masa aku pilih-pilih ayam or budak-budak lain yang buat muka.Hohoh
If it's buffet, it will be easy but when it comes to makan hidang it's not.We don't usually have makan hidang for dinner except for formal dinner which is every thursday or during bulan puasa.Ohh, i tell you, nasi tomato and ayam masak merah at my dining hall was so appetizing even though ayam die macam kene aneroxia.We have to sit with other people, if i'm not mistaken 10 of us. During final year, we have privilege to choose for the people who we want to eat together. Actually bukan privilege tapi kitorang nak jugak.Hohohoh. So, i managed to sit with my buddies and two form 1 students.Masalahnya budak 2 ekor tu suka kepak dengan drumstick jugak.So every makan hidang time,aku akan berlari-lari ke arah meja ku dan menjerit "aku book ayam kepak or drumstick".Hahahaha.Cacat tak cacatnye aku ini?And those two girls akan terpaksa berpura-pura tak nak makan those part.If they accidentally did, i will make a sad face and say "ala..nak ayam kepak" and they will said "Eh, takpe, amikla Kak Sherry".Hohohohoh.Jahatnya aku.That's explain why i was plump back then.Heeee.
My mom like the buntut part but i don't coz i feel weird eating buntut.But yeah, I guess everyone have their own preferences.
Anyone like kaki?
It's hard to get what you want when you have to share with everybody.During my days in STF, sangatlah susah nak dapat wing or drumstick. I have to beg to the makcik to give me wing or drumstick during lunch hour. But it's not a hard thing to do since i'm quite nice with those makciks.Tapi ada jugak makcik yang buat muka masa aku pilih-pilih ayam or budak-budak lain yang buat muka.Hohoh
If it's buffet, it will be easy but when it comes to makan hidang it's not.We don't usually have makan hidang for dinner except for formal dinner which is every thursday or during bulan puasa.Ohh, i tell you, nasi tomato and ayam masak merah at my dining hall was so appetizing even though ayam die macam kene aneroxia.We have to sit with other people, if i'm not mistaken 10 of us. During final year, we have privilege to choose for the people who we want to eat together. Actually bukan privilege tapi kitorang nak jugak.Hohohoh. So, i managed to sit with my buddies and two form 1 students.Masalahnya budak 2 ekor tu suka kepak dengan drumstick jugak.So every makan hidang time,aku akan berlari-lari ke arah meja ku dan menjerit "aku book ayam kepak or drumstick".Hahahaha.Cacat tak cacatnye aku ini?And those two girls akan terpaksa berpura-pura tak nak makan those part.If they accidentally did, i will make a sad face and say "ala..nak ayam kepak" and they will said "Eh, takpe, amikla Kak Sherry".Hohohohoh.Jahatnya aku.That's explain why i was plump back then.Heeee.
My mom like the buntut part but i don't coz i feel weird eating buntut.But yeah, I guess everyone have their own preferences.
Anyone like kaki?
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