My bedmate of 5 years is getting married today.She had been sitting beside my bed since form one until our last year in school.
I just don't know what else to say. I have lost my words.I don't want to hurt people's feeling anymore, especially the one who i care about.
To my beloved Fadzilah Mohamad [yes, you read them correctly],
Selamat Pengantin Baru
May both of you live happily ever after.
Ok.I'm off to the nikah ceremony.
Hope i can find a nice tudung to wear that match my baju.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Friday, May 13, 2005
Semua tentang kita
Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati
Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa
Teringat disaat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita
Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa
semua tentang kita
i mean every single word i say
i mean every single tear i shed
i mean every single hope i make
and
i mean it when i say i love you
maybe i should close down this blog.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Simple life
You know what is favourite show at this moment? It's simple life. Yeah, put on that face and scorn but it's true I enjoy this show.
Perhaps most of you rather raise your hand for the apprentice or the contender but when i watch tv i want peace and i don't want to get any brain damage as the result of thinking intensely or feeling depressed. Hoh, yeah. I am superficial, i know but it's my liking.
You see, those two spoilt brats struggled to fit in so-called-normal-world when actually they don't even comprehend the word simple or normal themselves. And I tell you it's hilarious when they tried to blend in when their attitude were somewhat iniquitous. My unrivaled scene was when Nicole flirted and says "you're so hot" to an old, portly truck driver who was sweating like a pig and he was feeling nothing but flattered. He even blushed and checked himself from his side mirror. To me it was an evil doing but funny at the same time. And another one was when both Nicole and Paris ask a ripened chap to perform butt dancing and claimed "oh, I've never seen anything like that before". Pure evil. Wicked. But I laughed my ass out. And I haven't mention about how disaster it went when they get themselves a job. Tsk..tsk..
If given options, I won't vote for a simple life. I hate being simple and ordinary. Why would Nicole and Paris opt for a simple life? I won't and I bet given opportunity everybody wouldn't. But you know, life is not always fair and life sometimes does not leave much option for us. We don't usually get what we want. Even though the heart is howling, still we have to swallow anything that being left for us. Just to live.
Even loath or even shed uncountable tears, simple life it is. Eat and swallow.
Apart from me, who love bimbo-ness + evil-ness? Raise your hand!!
Takkan aku sorang je kot?
Perhaps most of you rather raise your hand for the apprentice or the contender but when i watch tv i want peace and i don't want to get any brain damage as the result of thinking intensely or feeling depressed. Hoh, yeah. I am superficial, i know but it's my liking.
You see, those two spoilt brats struggled to fit in so-called-normal-world when actually they don't even comprehend the word simple or normal themselves. And I tell you it's hilarious when they tried to blend in when their attitude were somewhat iniquitous. My unrivaled scene was when Nicole flirted and says "you're so hot" to an old, portly truck driver who was sweating like a pig and he was feeling nothing but flattered. He even blushed and checked himself from his side mirror. To me it was an evil doing but funny at the same time. And another one was when both Nicole and Paris ask a ripened chap to perform butt dancing and claimed "oh, I've never seen anything like that before". Pure evil. Wicked. But I laughed my ass out. And I haven't mention about how disaster it went when they get themselves a job. Tsk..tsk..
If given options, I won't vote for a simple life. I hate being simple and ordinary. Why would Nicole and Paris opt for a simple life? I won't and I bet given opportunity everybody wouldn't. But you know, life is not always fair and life sometimes does not leave much option for us. We don't usually get what we want. Even though the heart is howling, still we have to swallow anything that being left for us. Just to live.
Even loath or even shed uncountable tears, simple life it is. Eat and swallow.
Apart from me, who love bimbo-ness + evil-ness? Raise your hand!!
Takkan aku sorang je kot?
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Sacrifice
My bro is back from his so-called-vacation..and he bought a cute baby t from planet hollywood.Celake,mase aku takde kau pergi berpoye-poye kat planet ye?Hard rockla, embassyla..kejam sungguh :(.
Anyway, i'm a bit pissed off with myself. Today, i realised i lost one of my earings again.Benci tau. I was having the visual image what to wear today and it felt so wrong without the earing.See..Besides being a psychopath, i am one absent minded girl too.I also lost my bangles and yesterday was the fourth time i bought my eyeliner sharpener.
Actually that is not what i want to say.Hehehe..biaselakan,setiap benda mesti ada intro :P. Anyway, have you like..dream of something maybe since you were a kid or when u have enough of brain cell[ha!] to think on your own..you pray hard so that one day your dream will come true..it's like..your most ultimate dream even you know, u can only dream..on .And then one day,the opportunity lays in front of you.It comes to embraces you.It really tempts you..and you know that this is what you have been wanting for your whole life. But..sadly..you can't grab it because of circumtances. It's like..if u take it, other party will get hurt or people will disapprove. Love and care is all about sacrifice.
You rather sacrifice your own happiness, your own dream just to make other people happy.
After all, life does not revolve around you.
Anyway, i'm a bit pissed off with myself. Today, i realised i lost one of my earings again.Benci tau. I was having the visual image what to wear today and it felt so wrong without the earing.See..Besides being a psychopath, i am one absent minded girl too.I also lost my bangles and yesterday was the fourth time i bought my eyeliner sharpener.
Actually that is not what i want to say.Hehehe..biaselakan,setiap benda mesti ada intro :P. Anyway, have you like..dream of something maybe since you were a kid or when u have enough of brain cell[ha!] to think on your own..you pray hard so that one day your dream will come true..it's like..your most ultimate dream even you know, u can only dream..on .And then one day,the opportunity lays in front of you.It comes to embraces you.It really tempts you..and you know that this is what you have been wanting for your whole life. But..sadly..you can't grab it because of circumtances. It's like..if u take it, other party will get hurt or people will disapprove. Love and care is all about sacrifice.
You rather sacrifice your own happiness, your own dream just to make other people happy.
After all, life does not revolve around you.
Monday, May 09, 2005
Zoo
I was not feeling well yesterday.Physically and mentally.No please don't eleborate or else I'm going to say the 'F' word again.
hyper hyppos
Anyway, me and ag went to the zoo on sunday.Don't make thet face but animals really fascinate me.I love animals so much and yes, i am a weirdo,so shut up. Anyway[again] we reached there around six.Tak ramai orang dah sangat which i like..since i hate to go to crowded places except for clubbng area[ha!].So we go and jalan-jalanlah kan.When it came to savannah walk, it was getting dark and nobody was around..
me:by, knape takde orang dah?
ag:sebab i book tempat ni untuk kite duorang je.hehehe *cute smile*
Fine.So we continued walking.I really wanted to see snakes.I love snakes, was thinking to adopt one tapi ag agak tak brani [berdaulat tak bahasa ni?hahaha] and he's afraid kalau-kalau nanti the snake that i adopt accidentally get into my bag and pop his head while ag is looking for something inside that naga-bag of mine.But then,takpelah, tengoklah harimau and singa dulu.But, those preditors seemed to hide themself, tanak kuar..sheesh..Nak tengok rimau!!!!!I guess they don't want to let me down so they began to roar..like lawan mengaum sape lagik kuat.Mungkin mereka berkata
harimau kandang 1:Sial..nak kuar bodoh!!
harimau kandang 2:Senyaplah bodoh!!Macamlah boleh kuar pon kalau kau bising-bising.
harimau kandang 1:Kau apsal?Kalau brani mehla sini.
harimau kandang 2:Lantak kaulah!!
By that time..it was dark.Aku heran jugak apsal tak pasang lampu ni?Hmm..I was thinking..kalau night safari takkan takde lampu kot..but whatever..we continued walking.Until it was so dark and both of us were getting lemas.
ag:By, sebelum tengok ular, i nak pegi tengok entrance jap.
me:Ok..ok..
so we went and....there were nobody..the worst thing is..gate semua dah tutup.
Like tutup with grills and all.
ag looked at me and i looked at him.
fuck.
takkan nak tido dalam zoo kot.
selain dari binatang-binatang pasti terdapat makhluk lain which i dun want to eleborate..
so ag was like memberanikan diri dalam kegelupuran mencarik the way to go out while i was dealing with my own gelupuran by doing nothing.
luckilly the exit was open.
and ag car's was the only one left.
celake..bapak takut ok.
tapi sape suruh dua-dua bongok tak cek dulu.
actually..zoo negara is only open at night only on friday and saturday.
sengal..nasib baik tak kene tido dalam zoo..
hoh!!
more pic of lawatan ke zoo
hyper hyppos
Anyway, me and ag went to the zoo on sunday.Don't make thet face but animals really fascinate me.I love animals so much and yes, i am a weirdo,so shut up. Anyway[again] we reached there around six.Tak ramai orang dah sangat which i like..since i hate to go to crowded places except for clubbng area[ha!].So we go and jalan-jalanlah kan.When it came to savannah walk, it was getting dark and nobody was around..
me:by, knape takde orang dah?
ag:sebab i book tempat ni untuk kite duorang je.hehehe *cute smile*
Fine.So we continued walking.I really wanted to see snakes.I love snakes, was thinking to adopt one tapi ag agak tak brani [berdaulat tak bahasa ni?hahaha] and he's afraid kalau-kalau nanti the snake that i adopt accidentally get into my bag and pop his head while ag is looking for something inside that naga-bag of mine.But then,takpelah, tengoklah harimau and singa dulu.But, those preditors seemed to hide themself, tanak kuar..sheesh..Nak tengok rimau!!!!!I guess they don't want to let me down so they began to roar..like lawan mengaum sape lagik kuat.Mungkin mereka berkata
harimau kandang 1:Sial..nak kuar bodoh!!
harimau kandang 2:Senyaplah bodoh!!Macamlah boleh kuar pon kalau kau bising-bising.
harimau kandang 1:Kau apsal?Kalau brani mehla sini.
harimau kandang 2:Lantak kaulah!!
By that time..it was dark.Aku heran jugak apsal tak pasang lampu ni?Hmm..I was thinking..kalau night safari takkan takde lampu kot..but whatever..we continued walking.Until it was so dark and both of us were getting lemas.
ag:By, sebelum tengok ular, i nak pegi tengok entrance jap.
me:Ok..ok..
so we went and....there were nobody..the worst thing is..gate semua dah tutup.
Like tutup with grills and all.
ag looked at me and i looked at him.
fuck.
takkan nak tido dalam zoo kot.
selain dari binatang-binatang pasti terdapat makhluk lain which i dun want to eleborate..
so ag was like memberanikan diri dalam kegelupuran mencarik the way to go out while i was dealing with my own gelupuran by doing nothing.
luckilly the exit was open.
and ag car's was the only one left.
celake..bapak takut ok.
tapi sape suruh dua-dua bongok tak cek dulu.
actually..zoo negara is only open at night only on friday and saturday.
sengal..nasib baik tak kene tido dalam zoo..
hoh!!
more pic of lawatan ke zoo
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