Lost, Found & Enid Blyton.

I'm so absent minded and disorganized.
Today I lost my stapler and my mechanical pencil.
Yesterday I lost my tape..but i bet it's is still somewhere in my room..
To think of it i must have lost like..hundreds of things a year..

When I was a little girl, I love to read Enid Blyton's book
No, not 7 sekawan..it's the other book..
No..It's also not the amelia jane's series..or malory tower series.
It's the one where few stories being compiled in one book.
One of the story is about a girl who keep loosing lots of things
So one day she met a fairy and asked for a spell so that all her belonging would come back.
The missing items did came back..But she was not happy
Coz those bloody things keep dancing and followed her everywhere she goes.
And as predicted, that girl learnt her lesson.
This story used to scared me to death..
I don't want anything to dance around me..

But now, since I'm convinced that I am brave enough to face with anything that can dance
Maybe i should peep somewhere on the garden to look for that fairy (that's how the girl in the book find 'her')
I really want all my things back..

Anyway, I still have my Enid Blyton's books and I still love to read them.

Convocated

Things that happens on chics' convo

• Yamyam turn up late to pick chics up .chics was thinking..kalau tau takleh amik awal,say so coz she can go by herself.
• Because of that chics reached the hall late, everybody is ready to line up and she havent got time to alter her bloody robe. She was also sweating like a pig result of walking too fast to catch up the time and her make up melted :( and her hair looked like shit. And ended screaming to her bf.
• Nazrin Shah presented the scroll..Groovy
• Chics can't locate her parents coz either she was too short or her parents duduk tah mana2.
• While on stage, chics keep clutching to her robe coz the blooody sach keep sliding down.
• Snap..snap..the photographer snapped her picture
• Later on chics saw that she actually looked fat and there was a scowl on her face. She don't looked good in the picture. Damn..How she wished that she should smile..
• When the ceremony finished, chics walked from the hall try to locate her luv and her parents but the first person that saw her and greeted her was her ex. He was there along with a big bouque of roses and lilies( her fav) for her.Chics was..agitated. How on the earth could he locate her when there's a flock of people walking around and there's barely a room to breath? It still remain a mystery until today.
• Yamyam presented roses with I love U ballon and a tedyy bear and her parents also got her a bouque of flowers.Chics was happy but she kinda..expecting it..hehe
• Her bf 'sfriends were there earlier to congratulate her but they went back since it was too hot.
• Chics and her bf reconcile and chics had forgotten that he halfly ruined her day.
• To make it up to her, her bf stay with her untill the next day..and yes, she was happy.

So, that was how chics' convo went..It can be concluded that..the day was ..ok..Photos will be updated later since her bf is not free to locate the adapter of the cable or something..

Loathe

I can endure lot's of things but not to people who simply talk but never do what they promised. I loathe janji-janji melayu.

Why did you promise when you know you can't fulfil it? And when the time arrive or I can't stand to hear your lies anymore, you will just give me some lame excuses or u did try to prove it but it only lasted for few weeks and things would go back to erstwhile. Nice huh? Do you think I can tolerate?

Not this time.

There are lots more of wonderful things in this world that await me besides you and that's a promise. And I know for sure..it's not a lie.

Playing Cupid

I knew him since I was still in my sweet 17 years. We just clicked hardly any hours meeting. Few months later we were officially an item. I spent almost 6 years with him. He taught me lots of things. Things that had sculptured me to be who I am today. We totally be au fait with each other. He was my shopping partner, gossip partner and even my sparing partner. He was my soulmate..My everything. I loved him so much, unconditionally that I gave up almost everything for him-my night life and even my friends. I though he was my first and definitely my last but I was wide of the mark. Something came up and we broke off. For me, things are not that gruelling for I managed to found a new hero straight away who truly loves me with all his heart but on his side it was vice versa. It was kind of heartbreaking to see someone you care, living a miserable life.No more warm smiles, no more infectious laughter..Just grief and sorrowness. Not that he couldn't grab any girl's attention but he always shunned them off. He said they're not his taste.He was looking for someone who is bubbly, with attitude and..he was looking for someone like..me.

At the same time, I know this girl, a friend of mine, also a suffering the same problem. She is lonely, practically spending all her days thinking and crying for his ex who went for another gurl. To me she is nice and come with a good look.Hence she is lonely..and single..So..why not?

Maybe it's hard to match someone that you used to love..with another gurl who is also your friend..but I'm willing to put my feeling aside.All I wanted is for him to be happy again..For him to laugh again..And for him to love again..I would do anything for his happiness..just like I used to be..

To my ex..Even though we live a separate life now but I wish you all the happiness in the world. Trust me..you too will be happy.Cheers to u.

Convo is Coming Up

2 days more to convo. No, I don't feel any excitement.In fact I don't feel like going. Maybe I should follow Noone style, just skip the convo thingy and just enjoy my leave day.

Why?Coz my robe sux. I am supposed to be wearing S size but when I arrived there last monday, the smallest size available was M. And it was not small, besar and labuh.I look like an American football player, The shoulder pad are way too bulky..In fact I look like an idiot in it.Big idiot. I know I'm supposed to go early to rebut for the robe but I had to meet up with some client that day and only manage to make myself available on the afternoon.

I am well known for my clumsy attitude..Tah2 nanti aku terpijak robe tu and terjatuh depan Nazrin Shah and everybody will laugh at my face. Oh..My robe is so big..Penat2 je aku tempah kebaya baru..what's the point when the stupid robe will cover up everything.Aku nampak mcm lemas je..And I bet I won't be getting any flowers coz my parents are bz sampai dlm minggu ni adela dlm 4/5 kali tanya when is the actual day and I bet dad forget to apply for leave since he's to workaholic to notice anything.My bf..Yeah..he's my only hope..If he happen to turn up la kann..

Demm..Should have not tell my parents about this damn convo thingy...
Agak2 kalau aku alter robe tu..ade org prasan tak?