fight?

ahh..held this year open house on the weekend which leaved me dwelling with my tiredness. But i must say, i kinda enjoy seeing my friends again although some didn't showed up..hehehe

I fought with yam-yam over the weekends and i hate it coz it hurts a lot.He yelled at me..again..make me wonder..what the point rowing in relationship if we both get hurt?Well,i admit it was my mistake..and bla..bla..
eventually we get things settled and i hope it will stay that way..
hope i wont get yell and yell at someone i love in the future..

i've been in a painful relationship once
when i was hurt and i still holding on
hoping things will be alright
and for now..
i will not hesitate..
do it b4 it's too late!!

no tittle

hmm...lazy day for me since there are no class.My bf fever still show no good sign..erm..erm..i hope after our visit to the dr. yesterday he will get better.

nothing interesting today..just playing god and get smokin..

i wonder if thing will spice up a bit tonight?

Dancin' Fever

I had planned a night out clubbing with my girlfriends last night but it didn't happen.My bf had a high fever. So instead getting sweaty and probably wasted i had to look after him.He worried me coz his body was so damn hot. I tried to do everything to reduce the tempreture..hmm..i guess sick people can be annoying and banyak songel at times. At the end of the day i felt so tired and ended crying..hum..i dunno why..maybe because i was so tired?or..dunno

my roomate borrowed my car for last night clubbing and as the result my car smelt like Jack Daniel Car Perfume..new formula for ur car..hehehe..no biggie but she forgot to fill up the tank..:(

went to prolog classs today and got busted for not coming untuil the 4th week..had to give some white lies to get away with it..ahh..i hate it when this happens .

Bimbo Limbo

hum..i was used to be told that i was not smart,bimbo and all stuff and..i don't give a shit about it coz..they don't know me.But last night as i was having a conversation with yam-yam we accidently made some comparison about we and our exes.Not that i've been comparing all this time.No,it just came out accidently.

me:who is more smarter?
he:she..

SHE??????hey, i know that she came from an elite school but that doesn't make me less smarter than her.Ok fine,i always screw my test..but does smart only revolved around paper qualification??does some 2/3 hrs answering shitty questions can grade u whether u r smart enough or stupid?I mean everyhting can happen in that period of time.He said no offence but sorry hun,i'm offended. I can be as smart as everyone else if i want to it just that i was well known for my darn lazy attitude and my 'whatever' attitude. Bill gates didn't even finish his study in the uni,i bet maybe he didn't give a shit about exams and all and still he is smart!! I think beeing smart have broad tweaks but for me smarts means the way u think and how u deal with problems in life.Ehe,today when i wake up, i feel...like i dun want to see him coz someone i love kinda disgrade me?but hey,that's his opinion right?and today i feel like..i should get some pampering after feeling rather hurt and offended last night..hum..wonder what it will be?

ah..maybe that's one thing i can put up in my new years resolution.TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY.
SHOVE AWAY UR BIMBO ATTITUDE..ermm..

Might be a tough chores then,coz ehe i prefer to smile and get groovy rather than attending lectures and doing my tutorial.Well, something have to change right?

ahh...my sims addiction is back since MAKIN' MAGIC is now in the market.It's quite tough and this simulations is surely a tough challenge to my new-made-resolution..huhhh..

+me stupid??#$^#^%&$&R&%$+

Eid!!

I had a normal raya..except this year my baju raya is hideous.i hate it.it makes me looked like a pregnant women.waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...but i guess who cares rite?(except me)..anyway..my grandma rendang was totally delicious as usual and the best thing was..me and my cousins didn't have to do any works since grandma had hired a maid to help her..hehhe..i know it sounded bad of me but hey..i am too lazy to do anything..

my collection of duit raya is..better than last year..
even my bf give me his share of duit raya..yeyeyey..that's the way i like it..:P

class starts today but i already missed yamani's class this morning due to lack of sleep after watching 'mekanik' last nite.i loove that movieeeeee..

uh..new years coming..i better start thinking of my new resolution..even though i think resolutions are crappy..ermmm