Fucking moody

I am so fucking moody.


Because I don't have enough food, because I don't have enough shoes and because I have no supervisor for my thesis. And some other fuck up things that arise.


Kenapalah kau berenti Dr Murad oii?


After class ended, I have to wait for my transportation because the person who supposed to pick me up tertido. Yes, it's a small matter but when you are in a shitty condition, you will feel like blazing hot fire from your mouth.


So I had to wait at the tangga batu depan office and was imagining all sorts of thing that can reduce my kecipetan rasa when suddenly I feel like something menyondol-nyondol.


It was a cat. A white cat with a red eyes, an albino cat perhaps. The white fur was not so white and the tail was not so straight but her purr captured my heart. Under the florescent light, I could see that she had MJ looks, chubby paws and chubby face with cute nose. She keep shoving her face to my hand with her pur asking me to pet her.


And even after I did, she assured me it was not enough by rolling on the ground with another inviting gesture, for me to pet her.She keep doing that and slowly I feel less marah and 5 minutes before my transportation came, she walked away.


Leaving me alone again but with less anger.


While I am typing this, I am still moody.But if it wasn't for the cat, I might be moody and not talking a single word.


Trust me, you will hate me when that happens.