Bedtime rambling

I understood but I really don't want to
I told you the sky is blue
But inside the colour is not so gay
It is not even close to any blue it is grey

I want to run
As fast as I can
I want to hide
So no one can catch


Don't say it will be ok
It is my heart that will go astray
Don't tell me to sit still
It is my patience that feels the chill

I am tired
Of waiting
Of hoping
Of believing

But I am praying
That my faith will still stay
Will not go away
Will not fade away


I hope and I pray
Because I was told tomorrow will be a better day