Sleeping out

I am not sleeping at home tonight.

1. I left my spec at home and without it I feel miserable. My eyes can't tolerate contact lenses for too long.




2. Oh, it was in the make up bag on my dressing table. Which mean, I left my supply of make up too. Big big problem. Urgh.




3. I am supposed too diet but today I tambah nasi 2 pinggan and ate 3 pieces of donuts. Creamy, buttery, sugared donuts.




4. Now I feel sick for eating too much




5. So I force myself to make the food come out from my body. In fact that was what I had been doing for the past few weeks. I feel pretty and safe after that. And happy




6. Someone tell me I will become bulimic soon but he got to understand, I have to appear skinner than him.




7. I hate my double chin. Aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh more donut please.