leaving?

Saturday night. Supposed to be a partying night. Instead I am here, staring at the screen.


i am lonely


i'm losing all i have one by one.
everything seemed so wrong
i think I should get out from here
maybe I can find what i've been looking for
maybe I can change my name..again
and change everything about me.


but i love this place
even the local movies sucks
and there are only two seasons
but still..



here is where i grew up
here is where i kissed a boy
here is where someone get a taste of my bitch slap
and here is where my loved ones are


infact, here is where my heart is


but then.. my soul is not here anymore.