Had my japanese oral today..It was..o.k..can't answer one or two questions..i forgot the words in japanese but sensei just laughed.
Ermm..Not normal..Isn't he supposed to be tensed?
I though he was supposed to ask only 4 questions but it happened to be..tonnes of questions.Finally he asked me some personal questions.
he:did u learn japanese before?
me:ermm..yes.Why?*blink blink*
he:ur japanese is different from the others.Where did u learn japanese b4 this?
me:during my secondary.I was in blablabla..
he:Then i must be strict to u!
duhhh....what the hell is that supposed to mean?Is he going to give me low marks because i just flashed my most dazzled smile when i didn't know what the shit he was talking about?I hope he wasn't that cruel..
When i got home my housemate was using the internet,i wanted to make a phone call but now i can't..and azam called.Later i found out that he was in his way to KL.Probably he has already reach his destination right now.So then i went to have a nap with a hope i can use the phone but even when i woke up..the line is still bz.#@$%#^&..I want to download my notes for the exam..not that i didn't download them b4 but i couldn't find them anywhere.So,here i am in the lab.Writing and irritated.
Tonight, i will be alone.My housemate will be attending some gala dinner.They left me!!!Just because i was not home yesterday..huhuh..but no biggie..and yamyam will come a bit late.Fuck!I wasn't supposed to feel unsatisfied when he can't make it like the way i want to.I mean..i swear i won't be to dependent and i swear i won't give a shit to what he wants to do.I mean we are suppose to have separate life.So why must i have these feeling?Maybe i should see him less or spend less time with him.I hate when i have this kind of feeling..u know when u feel blue..the only thing that can cheer u up is thinking of him..when u are not suppose to do that..araghhh..GO AWAY...
i'm not supposed to fall in love..againn
+When i fall in love..+
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