Katz and Whiskers

when i woke up this morning,MJ was already waiting for me at the standing fan,licking herself.when i called her she mewed gayly and jumped to me.Aww..isn't that sweet.I wish Pete was here to do the same..so i can pat him and make him purr.I miss my Pete.Where are you?I'm not the only one who is missing him,MJ also seems so miserable.She mewed now and then to seek for her lost brother.Maybe she missed the way he licked her and goof around.I tried to look for pete or maybe some cat dead body but there's not even a clue.Atlest let me know what happen to him.It's disturbing to think of your missing cat in the middle of the night when u miss it..I really love cats.Not just cat,i am an animal lover.I would like to have dogs of my own but as a muslim it's sort of impossible.My mom is the secreatary of Feline Society Malaysia.It's not that i'm not that supportive but sometimes when i see all the darlings were kept on small cages for competition purpose i felt bad.I mean..don't do that to the animal that u love.I used to feel nothing about this ..untill i enrolled MJ and Pete.Seeing them mewed for mercy and they way their eyes looked so sad make me sad.After that,if mum force my darling to be enroll insuch competitions,i refuse to come.Can't bear to see them like that..

My love for cats also is the reasons why i hesistated in making new steps in my love life.I mean..if i won't be seeing azam anymore..that mean no more seeing Fluffy and Brownie.Please no..U see..when Fluffy stayed here not long ago,she will be by my side from the moment i fall asleep and till i open my eyes.She will purss like God know how.rubing her cute face to my hands..Hm..How am i supposed to forget that?Even though i have some allergic reactions to cats fur but still,i love my darlings to the max.Maybe in the future i'll be getting myself an exotic(pug look alike cat) and cornish rex..who knows i could be a breeder..chicsinred bla bla..my own dame..cool

speaking of love..as i read my fav local mag,Eh!,i came across an article by my favourite author,one of the sentences caught my eyes.

"Sometimes 'love' means to let go.Cinta,jika benar ia jujur maka ada masanya kita harus lepaskan dari pegangan dan biarkan ia pergi mencari langitnya sendiri.walaupun 1000 tahun berkawan tapi kalau tiada jodoh apa gunanya"

there're some truth in that sentence.Hmmm...maybe i should reread that article again..and why not?i always like they way she wrote all the articles in her column.then maybe i should rethink..

thinking of going back to hillpark today.Last night my housemate had some outrageous fun without me.:( and yes..that Herman guy is cute..drool..drool..

while studying in front of TV,switching to MTV,Blink 182(I love travis!!) appears..singing Adam's song..Or they should name it Chics' song.

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd've known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when i'm gone

I never conquered rarely came
Sixteen just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldnt wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remembre the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault



I never conquered rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide- the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone




+let me let go..darling+