Saturday, September 27, 2003

Bugger

rainy morning..brrr..best way to keep snuggling in bed.instead,I woke up and get connected..

yamyam call..again i was pissed off because he will be bz today..damnla..i shouldn't feel this way.i should feel..unmoved..tak payah marah2..or irritated or try to irritate him back.He should remain as the way i feel about him not as someone that keep flickering in my mind.

azam called..asked about do i have another guy..ironic..why ask the questin that u already know the answer..try my best to stay polite but still speak the truth..As the result..he was kinda sad..uh,oh..

he:what's the purpose of we taking the time off if u r seeing other guy?me:please dun care about me anymore(i know it's lame but that the only
phrase that i could think of)

but he made a point..maybe i should take my time off with yamyam too..hmm..but can i do that?

then he mention about Bad Datuk something2.That Bad saw me partying in some club in my disposed condition..ermmm..and he told azam

"we need to have a long chat.."yes..they are going to make me as the headline.Damnla these people..can they just stick their nose into their own life?

Bugger off!

when i said that to azam he said.."Bad is my old friend..of course he cares about me"..oh..fine..whatever..

i feel crappy..so crappy that i dun even want to study(excuses again..)
sheeeshhh..

study chics..studyy..got to aim high for robotic or else Yamani is going to laugh at my face..

+who will get the last laugh?+

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