Cry me A river

There's a white gold with diamond ring on my left finger that i kept wearing for the past 5 years. The ring itself have many story to tell.Someone very special gave it to me once,he said the ring symbolize his feeling towards me and as long as i have the same feeling to share with him,it shall be remain at the right place where it should be.I always cheerish my ring as i cheerish the person who gave it to me but yesterday i hurted him so bad.

He is a man who seldom cry but yesterday he cried his heart out when i told him the truth,the ugly truth that i've been hiding from him.I told him that i still love him,i still care for him but i also told him that i am no longer with him.He told me he understood but he also told me that no matter what happen,if he was lying on his death bed,i will always remain inside him.Hearing his word and seeing he took it like a man made me wept.Why didn't he just go ballistic and yell at me so that i can hate him?Why must he be a man out of him that make me feel like hugging him and tell him everything will be fine?I know that i'm cruel and it's so unfair to me.Pleeding him to stay in KL,but he said that is sort of impossible.

My man is on his highest level now.He is someone at his work,have a personality,good looks,strong character and good pay.He should be proud of himself coz he nearly achieve all his dream instead he told me he regret having what he got today because he has to sacrifice something he really treasure in his life.So i told him that's the price he got to pay.On his way to achieve what he wants,he slowly shoved me aside without realising it.But i'm happy because eventually he got what he had been dreaming on.If i ever have to leave him,i know that i leave him in a very good condition and i surely hope there will be another gurl who can take care of him they i did and see him as the way did.

i'm taking a time off for a month to see how things going.I hope i will miss him coz deep inside i still want him in my life.