To be beautiful

My feet hurt. Like really hurt. I shifted to a new office which is surrounded by shopping malls so how can I not get my retail therapy after work ait? And when I say work I mean, high heels. How can a woman go to work without high heels? Unless if you are pregnant..and I'm not. So with my heels I went climbing through the shopping malls, during lunch hour and also after working hours. And yesterday, went to the roof top to get that yummylicious tako tao. I like ok!Sangatla sedap. Nyesal aku beli satu, Tak cukup. While waiting for my chow to be prepared, I went for a walk walk [paige, I borrow your word ah] around that place. Now you know why my feet hurt.


Yes, I can wear flat heels. But do you know how awkward and guilty I would feel if I wear flats with my trousers instead of wearing a stilettos? The feeling would be terrible, if I did that, I might lose my mood to work, it's that serious ok. I mean woman choose their shoes based on their moods and what outfit they are wearing. And yes, it is an essential to buy a pair of shoes every month and perhaps two pairs will be good. So if you hear your girlfriend or your wife whine " Ala, nak pakai kasut apa ni, takde kasut dah.." even you know the shoe rack are full with her shoes until there's not even a tiny space left, well.. that's normal. So, even though a pair of shoes I wear sprained my ankle, I will still wear it coz it look goddam nice on my feet. Kalaulah aku pikir tak nak sakit, adela dalam 2 ke 3 kasut je yang betul-betul boleh bawak berjalan. Yang lain seme kene buang.


See, it's not easy to be beautiful. For example, my diet started yesterday [that explain why I bought only 1 tako tao instead of two]. At first I thought I would skip my dinner but I was starving so I drove to the nearest kedai mamak [grocery] in my neighbourhood. That kedai mamak is positioned next to a restaurant. As I was grabbing the hi-fibre-non-cholesterol bread I hear someone saying "Kak, nasik goreng ayam satu" and an aromatic smell rose up..Sedap gile ok.Tau-tau aku dah dekat depan kakak tu dah, nasib baik aku sedar dan meneruskan niat membeli roti sahaja even though my mouth was really dying for that nasi goreng ayam.So I only had baked beans[it's cholesterol free and low fat, I've checked it, so dun worry], an egg [low-fat and non cholesterol too] and err..4 slices of high fiber bread for dinner last night.Healthy tak? Healthy tak?? I feel so proud of myself ok.


My determination did not end there. My new officemate was telling me how Ziana Zain lost all her fats. Home hot-slimming-wrap.. The method sounded absurd but hey, it's worth trying. I mean I won't lose anything.Jangan Tanya aku camne.Malu aku nak bagitau.Hohohoh.But I tried it yesterday..My God it was tormenting. I had to sleep with burning feeling around my thigh and my ass. Plus, it is so uncomfortable to sleep when your body part were being wrapped on an extremely hot weather .Dahla tu, bile nyamuk gigit, sakit jiwa aku nak menggarunye.Leceh dan amatla menyeksakan.Tapi..nak kurusnyer pasal aku sanggup. Jangan kata nyamuk,apa atau siapa gigit pun aku sanggup.


You know why I did all those things? Coz I'm thinking to quit my gym. Honestly I don't have time for gym. Rather than wasting my money paying for the gym that I know I would hardly have a time to go to might as well I used it to buy lovely lovely shoes or get the vita c injection [ am going to do that, tgh tunggu seme toned up dulu]. But at the same point I feel guilty quitting my gym coz I want and like to look beautiful. As a replacement for my gym I would diet and try to tone up by.err..doing the slim wrap? Also I will try do my push up every night...


Yeah, give that smirking face to me ag. I know what you are thinking now. Mock me as you wish tapi lepas ni kalau i kurus and cun gile janganla marah ok..


Jom celen nak sape lagi fit?Nak?Nak??
Hihihi..Ok main- main je.



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