Kenduri

Next Saturday will be a year after the death of my late uncle. So, my grandma and my aunt will be holding kenduri arwah this following Saturday.Kenduri..Aaaaahhh..Another gathering for us.Another fake scene where I will try my best to smile to i-don't-know-who and cuba menjadi selemah lembut yang mungkin.And try to maintain my mouth from not saying something bad.And also it's time for baju kurung and tudung.Everybody will be glad seeing me with my tudung.Not that i hate it tapi kalau aku menjadi terlampau ayu,siapa yang susah?Kezen-kezen aku jugak yg susah.Takde siapa yang akan nampak mereka sebab semua orang akan sibuk memandang aku.Hohohohoh..Best gile perasan,ok.So, usually for kenduri everyone will try to be there despite any arguments and of course my rumah nenek akan menjadi sangat bising.


The thing is, this time for the very first time my granda who used to hate people so much ask me to bring along my boyfriend which is suprise-suprise coz she usually forbid any 'jantan' to go near her house but last week she was "Bawak budak jantan tu, nenek nak tengok".Never that my grandma know that the guy i'm dating now is far from the guy i used to date.My current boyfriend[hope will be the last one sbb aku dah penat] is having this some kind of 'commitment' desease.Jangan nak kata jumpa nenek aku, jumpa mak aku pon belum tentu lagi but i don't mind.I mean buat apa poyo-poyo nak tunjuk konon-konon mesra sangat and at last menjadi cibai?So better mcm ni kan?


The best part was, he asked me to go for his kenduri pindah rumah baru next month which nearly make me choked to death.Apa??Pegi kenduri rumah orang?Aku nak pegi kenduri rumah nenek aku pon liat, ade hatila konon nak pegi kenduri rumah orang.The thing is, his new house adela 2 menet je from rumah aku.So kalau aku tak pegi, nampak sangatla kan.Tapi macamana aku nak pegi?Muka macamana yang aku patut buat nanti?Apa yang aku nak buat?Hoh??Pemikiran-pemikiran sebegini sangatla menakutkan.Lepastu mesti boifren aku akan buat muka mcm sial.Dan berjumpa dengan mak ayah orang adalah perkara paling last yang aku nak buat dalam hidup ni.My last experience was so bad that I dun think I want to repeat it again.Ohh tidak..Please dun remind me of that anymore!


So,to me.. my grandma idea to invite him was such a brilliant idea. Last night when I brought up the subject he claimed that he felt suffocated.Sesak nafas.Hahahha..And God, how he blushed!So, it's only fair for me to come to his kenduri if only he come to my kenduri.I mean,I know the possibility for him to come to the kenduri is next to zero.He wouldn't do such things like that plus, main bola bersama budak-budak STAR adalah lagi best dari attend kenduri arwah orang yang mmg dah tentu-tentu takde lagi kan by kan?Hohohoho.


Think of it..mungkin aku tak payah pegi kenduri itu after all..ahhh..Life is sooo fair!!