Stronger

One of my favourite series is one three hill. But I blocked my mind from watching it since last year, somewhere around November. That series just reminded me of something. Something wounding.


Last two night after an exhausting day, I switched on the tv and stumbled upon this cerita melayu, Permintaan Terakhir. Oh fuck, aku hampir barah otak menengok cerita itu. Apakahhhhhhhh? Mengapa orang semua berlakon macam baca skrip ye? Mahu saja aku masuk ke dalam tv dan melempang semua orang-orang itu. Then I began to switch channel and it led me to one three hill. I mean, haih, I just couldn't refrained myself from drooling over lucas,one of the main characters. Hemmsemm ok. So I watched but you know what, despite the episode not being anything sad, I was all cried out with tears on my face when it ended. It brought the memory, the one that I wanted to erase so bad.


Funny, I couldn't find myself being that heartrending anymore nowadays but that series surprisingly brought me back to the past which was a totally fucking shit. So I was thinking, why?


Perhaps it's because I avoided it. I should have deal with it, just laze around the couch and enjoy every episode of one three hill. Get use to it until my body and my mind go immune, like "haha..it's not working anymore..bleeek". Then, the aching might be gone. So when they said "Don't run from your problem, face it" turns out to be true anyway. It teaches you to be brave and stronger [not that I am sangatlahkan. Hehe]


I guess what I'm trying to say is, no matter how shitty things are be brave and deal with it. It will be a lot easier.


So yeay, I'll be waiting to see lucas again next week. I soo loooove that series and err..simple life.


It's hot!