Desicion

huhu.what shall i write today? Oh ok. I have one.


Have you ever been in situation whether u can't seemed to make the right choice? I mean, you know u wanted something but at the same time you know u can't but actually u can. Confuse already? Aha tell me about it.


ok.ok. it's like this, here's an example. your dad give you his platinum card and tell you that u can buy anything you want but u have to use it wisely. You know your dad so well. He can afford anything but he would not splurge on your-so-called-important-things.So you went for a window shopping at KLCC and on passing shuz, u spotted a pair of amazing manolos,like totally calling your name. But it would cost a fortune.


now.you know you can buy that shoes, maybe you contribute some of your own money but to imagine your dad's face when his visa's bills arrive is one thing you can't cope with. Yeah, it's true, he gave you the permission to buy whatever you want but few K's for a pair of shoes? You can just walk away but how could you when that shoes already stole your heart and you probobly can't sleep at night thinking about it.Besides, you and shoes are totally inseparable.


ok fine maybe tak masuk akal, coz not everybody like shoes. Fine. I'll find another example.


You have a bestfriend of 5 years and you love her. She has a boyfriend but then after sometime her boyfriend started to show interest on you and the bad thing is you like him too. No,now..he confessed he wanted to be with you, you want to but how can..she is your best friend? and when you try to define a border between you and him, he accuse you for not truly loving him and when you treat him well, the guilt ate you. So how?


You see, if you don't buy that shoes..you would feel bad like really bad and if you do..you feel guilty. If you reject the guy your heart will break but if you accept him, you would lose your bestfriend.


One thing for sure, what ever decision you make, you will still be mocked. You will still remain as the selfish one.The ungrafetul one or maybe the one who taking advantages on other people kindness.


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