Alone

I missed my dad terribly today. I'm yearning for him to be here so I can give him a hug. I wish he is here to give me his warm smile. To tell me everything is going to be all right. After all he is the best man I ever know. Even at times he let me down by not caring enough but I know he sincerely loves me. All he did was sacrificing himself to make us happy without asking for any in return. But, as for being a first-class father, by becoming the finest exemplar, I will love him with all my heart. No conditions, no nothing. Just love.

kite rindu ayah :'(

Today is a quiet day and my mind is empty. I'm not quite a quiet type of person. I get pleasure from being surrounded by people that I can talk and laugh with. Clubbing places and big crowds at concert can really make me go hyper. And yeah, I love to talk but talking alone is no fun , you see.


But at times I rather be alone. Being single-handedly made you thinks clearly and gives you serenity sometimes. You can even have your own quality times. Because being with people sometimes can really wound you or it's either you who contribute the impair. What is the purpose being with someone when all you do is hurting each other or being for someone who you know can't be there for you when you need them? Or being with someone when he or she have doubts and questions your sincerity? Even worst is when, you are with someone, all you are to him or her is worry.


Maybe being alone is not a bad idea at all. Like someone said to me..


"We will die alone"


So today, I chose to be on my own.
Alone.