Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Jelly heart
So I said to those the girls who sat on my front row "You guys are going to visit me at the old folks home when we get old" while wiping out my tears, after laughing out loud.
"Shut up chics, dun say that.I hate it when you said that" Said the girl with long silky hair. She rolled her eyes so that she will looked so annoyed, actually she looked funny [don't tell her this, kay..promise?]with a fork in her hand, as if she's ready to poke my eyes [.
I just throw a small laugh. "Come on, it's true ok". Then the girl besides me spoke meekly."I think I want to book a bed beside you", half laughing.
I studied her face." Oh, then you will be on my right and Nad will be on my left. We shall be happy at the old folks home.Haha"
The girl with the hair dress who was seated next to miss silky hair just stared at us, disbelieve, still she continued eating. Ahah, she's thin allright, but she can eat a lot.
"No, you guys are not going to end up at old folks home, I'll built a small shelter for you guys somewhere near where I stay". The silky haired girl still doesn't want to quit.
"Can we have double decker bed?" Asked Nad, out of no where, eagerly.
Yes Nad, sure you can. As long as you remember to prepare muffin for her every morning,and Tina sweep the lawn and I my self have to carry out my most hated chores, folding clothes.. I think double decker bed shouldn't be any problem.
How times flies. The girl with the silky hair used to tell me almost, almost everyday that she will be the last woman standing but hey, gorgeous girls won't stay single for that long. I used to sleep with her and bored her with my stories until she fall asleep even before I manage to get to my point. Still, I love her all the same. You know the vision of crawling under her bed during prep hours are still vividly on my mind. The vision of us, doing prep with our ikan in the Hawaii room is still fresh, as fresh as the smell of that Hawaiian room itself. And now, there she was, glowing, heart full of flowers, beaming. I must say, I never saw her like this before. Truly, I am happy for her.
She was one of the three that night. Those who sat in front of me shall be soon belong to someone, very soon. Over the years, these are the people who shared my laugh and tears. These are the people who I don't mind getting my tits groped. I mean, I get to grope theirs in return. What I was trying to say is, with these girls. . I know that I can say anything, share anything. They won't judge they will stick with me no matter what happens.
"Do you think you will cry when it really happens?" The girl beside me asked not so long time ago. I stared at her, forcing a smile.
Obviously.
But hey, I rather cry seeing her in this way than see her cry every time she gets her heart broken.
I..love her. So much.
For.. she was always there for me when the world seemed to crumble, right in front of my eyes.
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