It's been a while since I talked to him, I think the last time was around June. So I decided to give him a call. Yeah, he's still the old guy I used to know. The same voice the same enthusiasm. We laughed, talked crap and update each other on what's going on in our life these days.
He is the only one who still acts normal towards me after I broke up with my ex, and there's another guy, Ciko. The rest, suddenly I was like an alien to them. Funny huh, before the ugly incident happened we used to hang out like every weekend, watched movie, played futsall, sleepovers but now it seemed like they never even knew me at all.
What's wrong with still keeping in touch with your exes friends? Well, at least not to me. Not that I want to shag them. What's wrong with just remaining friends?
I do know few guys who broke up with my girl friends or few girls who broke up with my guy friends but to me, they all the same. Still friends of mine. Unless if they messed up with me personally, they would still be in my circle of friends.
Actually, it didn't only happened to me but also to few other people I know. They were nice to you when you were still together, invite you to parties, have fun, smoke shit bla bla bla and for all you know when the relationship went out of hands, suddenly you become an outcast. When you cried for help, they just shun you off, not like last time when your exes cried wanting you back. That time, they called..tried to change your mind and talked their way out. You listen you respect them and their opinion but when it was your time, they treated you like a piece of shit.
Like.. I used to hang out with this couple which was a friend of my ex, they were engaged that time. After a while things went astray between me and my ex so we broke off. Then one day, I was lazing in one of my buddies home when I saw this bunga telur, in red which automatically caught my attention. Ho, I love red so sue me for being nosy and what surprised me was the name written on that gift. Two people that I know, a couple that I used to lepak with. Yeah, probably they want to avoid the awkwardness to invite me while inviting my ex at the same time but can they just be courteous? Like Ciko, he invited me but I know what I should and shouldn't do. I know that I'm not supposed to turn up since it's one of her close friends wedding. I don't want to stir things up at other people wedding. Hello, I know!
If I ever to get married [please don't cringe, I was saying..if], I would invite everyone I know including my ex. Yeah, I would invite him too if he still have some face to see my parentslah kan. But that's not the point, the point is even if I might seem like a hostile person but I know how to value people. Regardless how rich or how retard that person is.
It's funny to see how proudly you felt when you gained your diploma or degree or whatever it is but actually, you gain nothing when inside, you don't have faith towards people.
And then you tell me that I am the bad ones.
Amusing.
No. It's keji.
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The prime minister's wife,Datin Sri Endon Mahmood passed away around 7.55 today.
Damn, I was sort of devastated to hear this news.I thought she was recovering.
Al-fatihah.
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