Monday, September 20, 2004

Love and Hate

Happy Monday..Hah, Usually i'll be in a very bad mood when it come to monday but not today..Coz my boss went to Singapore!!Hohoh..Not to say that she really care about what i did in the office but still...

After 3 days dissapearing, my-on-and-off- bf finally rang me and let me party happily with the rest of my collegue. We were at the ampang branch, celebrating the ampang new office that time when he decided to call me. I was happy,ok but..ehe..mcm ade bengang jugakla.And as usual..he threw me with his lame excuses..Yang paling babi skali is..I kept forgiving him..Sheshhh..Tell me how to hate himla,people??

U know this is what I call love and hate relationship. It's like..At one time,I really hate him and wish that someone would kill him but then a few minutes later i can feel like my heart is melting. U know..I am a very difficult person to deal with.As a friend i might be very easy going but when i'm your girlfriend,i can be your worst nightmare. But with this guy, he knows how to handle me without making me feel like an idiot..He knows how to turn my hatred to love. Sheeshh..Am not suppose to say this things..Trust me..In few minutes time i'll be having feelings like..How i wish someone would burn down his house and all..Which is soo sick.

I know there will be lots of people who read this will feel like they want to kick me on my ass and says

"Kau ni buta ke bodoh chics??"

Tapi tu la..Aku memang sengal sket..
I just dunno what to do..

+I hate you
But I love You
I can't stop thinking of You+

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