Berhenti Berharap

Berhenti Berharap
Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati

Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampe nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat

Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan

Aku pulang....
Tanpa dendam....
Ku terima...
kekalahanku...
Aku pulang...
Tanpa dendam...
Kusalut kan ..
kemenanganmu...

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukkan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita..


Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat..

Lyn made me listen to this song.It's so..made it through my heart. She said she's been hearing this song since the day she got dumped.It's sad..yes i know but i told Lyn that she should chuck away this type of song. I told her to listen to gurl power type of song instead. I even made her to see the guy who has been wooing on her.

I choose to move on and try not to think of what had happen. When i told Lisa about my story, she said if she was in my shoes she would commit suicide. Well, if life is so easy..I think everybody would do that. Why would i commit suicide? I have my parents and my friends who really care about me so much. Yesterday i was so touch when Dila told me, that Yip who now is in UK told her to take a good care of me. And my mom..Even we fought like..almost of the time, but she did really give her best support..she even cried along with me when i told her that how much i missed him and how i wish he would be man.

I will stop hoping and move on. My life is not only about him. There is alot of beautiful things out there waiting to be unfold. I shall not wait for him and stop wishing that he would be a man but if he did..i will always be here for him.