Dreams last for so long..

I have reoccurring dreams which is normal right?But this one, scare the shit outta me.It happens in 3 sequels, like on the first night I will dream about the first part, second night, second part and so on...


Part 1
I befriended with a gurl. She's famous and pretty.She's also nice and everybody likes her and sort of worship her. We became best friend and start hanging out together. Everyone knows that we are like sooo best friend, unseparable.


Part 2
I don't know what happen but I remember tearing her flesh from her body into pieces. My hands are covered with her blood. She's dead and I killed her. Still remember how I rip off her body and slowly began to tear he flesh pices by pieces.I don't know what happen and why I killed her but I know it was me. Blood was everywhere, my clothes we soaked with her blood and my room began to stinks..and my cats just watch me and sometime they lick the blood.To clear the evidence, I tear all her flesh and her organs and throw them to the sea where fishes will ate her remaining flesh or they will rot later.


Part 3
The remaining evidence is still with me, her skeleton.What did I do with them?I buried them under my bed.Underneath the cement under my bed. When gone missing everybody started to look for her. My mom keep asking me questions and everywhere I walked all people do is keep talking about her. Saying that they sware that the will find the murder. Bloody hell.I was scared. The scary feeling is the as as when ur high on marijuana and your friends joke about calling the cops. That kind of scared. I keep telling myself that I'm dreaming.


Even when I woke up I still feel so scared and believe I had killed someone and stuff then under my bed.


The worst part is.. I keep dreaming about it for almost everyday.But that was 2 years ago.


I don't dream about it anymore but I keep thinking about it..means i keep thinking about that dream..What the hell is that supposed to mean?What is it that it wants me to know?


Or just put it this way, mimpi hanyalah mainan tidur..ait??