Yesterday something happen. I lost my temper..again. This time it's quite bad. Usually it was just my acid tongue who did the damage but this time it's more than that. I hit someone last night. I totally smack and punch that person, not just that, my handphone was one of the victim. I threw my handphone to that person. Poor fella [I really mean it]. It just that..that person really ask for it. You know, I may look small and petite but I can be very violent when it come to certain extand.
Usually, I will manage to control my anger but I don't know what happen to me last night. Maybe I had reached my limit and just can't take it anymore.I don't like what happen. I really don't. Usually I'm quite calm even though I was known to have a temper. Lately things had been bad. I just don't know how could that happened. Maybe there's too many hatred was kept inside of me. Maybe I should just let it go and be like some people, pretending nothing happen in their life and never take any precautions. Maybe.. I dunno..
But I do know that I need help.
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