Lost

It's only a week to Raya but I dun feel like celebrating it. I dun even gone shopping yet!!Just imagine.Not even a single dress!!How bad is that?I mean compared to last year or last last year or year before that I would sure get my wardrobe full with new clothes or I shall busy dragging my partner or ex-partner[whatever] shopping..But look at me..I'm so boring that I am just stuck in front of this computer.Huk..Huk..

And you know what..I commit a sin yesterday[to me la]. I went out to see live band in the middle of bulan puasa. I can't simply deny the offer form a friend and went along. Tapi aku tak menari ok..Duduk je..goyang2 badan..Demm..Oh no..U can't blame me 100%.I was so damn lonely on the saturday evening.There's absolutely no soul in the house and I was feeling crappy.Before that I went out for amovie with another friend but he's busy with his own plan.Ok fine..I'm guilty 100%.

And today..Sunday..It's already 3.22 and I have wasted all the time that i have by lying in bed and staring at the ceiling thinking of i dunno what.My ex-ex called and ajak me to hang out with him at his apartment. I was tempted but I dun think I should go. Not that I dun want to see him but I dun want to let one thing to lead to another.

Tomorrow is already Monday..and I have to go to work..Arghh..I feel so lost..

To whoever you are...please found meeee..hurry!!