Here i am sitting at the reception, becoming the receptionist. You know being a receptionist means you can do anything you want coz there's not much to do which make my mind begin to think about lot's of things including this confession.
I am a bad girlfriend. I am so bad that sometime I wish I could kill my partner. I mean I know that he got lots of thing to do but I want him to give his full attention to me when we are together. And I will sulk if he didn't say things that I want to hear. Sulk and give him silence treatment. I know that having a partner means that we have to listen to their nags and stories but somehow i can't. Sometime when we fight I unleash the spite side of me and my mouth will went out of control.I speak my mind but when he did sometime i cried.
I tried to be a good one instead of a bad one. I tried to help him when he needs any help, try to laugh at his silly jokes, try to calm him down when he's mad, try to listen to every thing he told me to do but i can't seem to do it right.
I am a mengada-ngada gurl who is so self centered, who wants everything to be my way, who have an acid tongue, high maintanance and a psychopath.
No wonder he treats me like shit..How can him and my exes cope up with me.
Man.. i'm such a pain in the ass.
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