It's payday and i'm already broke..haha.
Seriouslyla, I need to get a new job and maybe a new haircut. I hate my hair now. Or maybe I hate my life.
Let see, I have lots of friends but still.. I feel like I'm alone in this world. Not that they dun call me and ask me out but I'm the one who is feeling lazy coz I dun feel like going out. And if I did, I will feel rotten and spoil the mood. So I will chose to sit and home and layan perasaan. Jiwang sial, gua.
There are also some guys who are waiting on the line but somehow I will manage to highlights things that will drive me away from them. Bad eating style, bad teeth, posers..Urgh.. I mean I know I'm not perfect but..I dunnola. They are nice and all it's just that I can't focus on their nice'ness' instead I can only see things that will make me not want to be with them. Anyway, I dun think they are sincere either. Some are but some aren't. How I know? I knowlahh..Ok fine, I'm choosy..I can take that..
Do you think i am getting crankier? Coz I think I am..and I think I'm starting to become a boring person. And maybe more paranoid than usual. And you know what?I think I have two personalities..Like right now..my normal side is talking..having some argument with my miserable side. I'm so confused coz i dunno which side should I listen to.. hehehe..paham tak ni?[meminjam kata-kata ciko]
So tell me..How do I reach the nirvana..the tranquility in life?
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