Dyke

This shouldn't be happening. I was telling myself not to fall for yamyam's trick but again and again my heart melt when he held my hands and smile affectionately. Shite..Somebody please knock me on my head.

Saw nani's and yani's wedding pic.Well, ramainye kawan-kawan aku kawen. Everybody is getting married.It's weird u know..before this I would cringed hearing the word 'marriage' but now..when i heard of people getting married, i can feel like my heart are being stabbed.I, probobly would ended up as a spinster coz I keep waiting for a thing that I surely know not going to happen.Talking about drama queen..Sheesh..

Maybe I should reconsider becoming a dyke. Uh..Did i told you about my date with my best mate Nicky a.k.a Nick? Last saturday we had a date..Actually both of us were dateless so we just date each other..hehe..I was thinking of buying another sluar cerut-cerut so I dragged her to Uptown.Since she was starving, she had her dinner at the hawkers first. I thought of dieting so I didn't ordered any food but then the glass noodle was so..tempting so we shared it together. She was SMSing Nikkit [Nikkit,sedap gile tang hoon tu..rugi kau takde..muehehe] who was in Australia.Since her hands was holding her cell phone so I decided to suapkan dierla..and when somebody called me she suapkan I baliklakan which is so common but then I can perasaan people started to threw some 'weird' looks to us.Issit weird to see two girls getting comfortable with each other. I don't think so..Ke aku yg salah?

Nicky:Chics, do u think orang pandang serong kat kite?
Me:Uh?Well, probobly.To hell with them.
Nicky:Yeah..Like I care..
Me:Anyway, I'm halfly dyke.
Nicky:Ohh..Issit?
Me:I thought U know..
Nicky:Ok..Whatever..Coz I prefer dicks.
Me:Oh..In that sense, me too.

It's more like appreciating women actually. I like to see curves and the way women walk gracefully. I used to stare at my ex-roomate when she was sleeping or even when I go shopping with yamyam I would stare at beautiful girls who passed by..hehe..It's actually a good thing coz I won't marah my bf when he keep gazing at other girls coz I value exactly how he is feeling at the moment. My ex housemates used to be scared of me coz during clubbing night when everyone was intoxicated I would just grab them rather than grabbing guys..hahahahah..

Anyway, someone told me that..it's a major turn on for him when he discover this..Hehehe..

I so want to eat U