Tata 2003

Today..31st Dec is my brother's b'day.
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to aie..
happy birthday to uuu!!muackks(he will smack me if this really happens to him)

Finally 2003 had come to it's end.Tomorrow 2004 awaits perhaps with new hope and new joy?
I wish..

So many things happen during 2003..Friends come and go but the biggest thing is..losing a guy who i've been attached with for 6 years..When i look back i didn't know how i finally lost my grip and let go.6 years are quite long period..but i never regret..never..because he and the relationship it self tought me lots of things in life..how to love,to share,to tolerate..and how to face the world.Even though we couldn't make all our dreams together come true but i still wish him all the best..may he find the right gurl for him..may he be happy and all the best things that could happen in this world.
Ehe,i promise my beau not to write about this anymore but hunny,kasik canla..this is the end of the year..after this there will be no more heart aching story..should open a new book.

and 2003 also had see me beaing back to my old self again..i started partying and get whatever-a-party-girl-shoul-do after abandoning it for quite long time..and i must say..i still enjoy it..but huhu..that's not a positive side..i should not be doing that..and yes, perhaps i might forget about my party life next year..

2003..Iraq was under attack..millions of people died..innocent people..Saddam hussien was captured..truly sad..Many might be happy on hearing it but i and other minority side wept..Perhaps..during 2004,civilized people will fully and truly understand the meaning of civilization and not just saying they did.

Malaysia gain new PM..Tun Dr.Mahathir eventually let go of his tittle..quite sad for me also.I do admire him(i know some don't).He had done good job for this country.I hope the new PM will do the same.And i without doubt feel that he will :)

2004..i'll be graduating next year..what will happen to me..will i manage to find a job?will i manage to keep my guy?(just kidding hunny,hehe)..will still be a bimbo in people eyes?ahh..to complicated to think..all i can say is..

let see..shall we?

+goodbye my friend
it's not the end+