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I went to the faculty but didn't manage to go to class.Why?Coz i was too lazy to go to DK2..i want to do it in Audi as usual..:(..ok..i know i shouldn't have this kind of attitude but..hmm..dunnolah..Tetibe terase menyesal..takpe..takpe..
start from next week kene pegi kelas..KENE!!

i had some kind of bad feeling about my relationship.We've been fighting for almost everyday..Somehow we will settle things but there are something that i dun think i can compromise.

i am very very materialistic so being normal wouldn't help much.And i hate it when the other person took this as my bad trait.Hey,i splurge money but i never splurge his money on buying things that indulge me.It's my own money(okay,it's dad's money). So it really pissed me off when he say "This is because of your environment"
What the Fuck?I was like this since only god know when..It's nuthing to do with my environment(actually he wanted to blame my housemate and party friends).I love to shop..even when i'm still in school..long..long time ago before i met him.And saying that "I dun think i'll be somebody" does not helping either.If u know u would ended marrying nobody,would u marry him in the first place?i dun think so..

As everybody know, i was a control freak and i was vain..i will make sure i look presentable when i go outside to socialize.Call me a freak or whatever u want but that's me.That explain why i always fall for well-dress-men.Men who dress well and smell extremely nice never fail to get my attention.But thay said,love conquer all..issit?I want my love one to dress well because i think,what we try to potray will effect what people think about us.I mean people impression.He might be snickering and smirking if he read this..sorry.. I'm just saying what i am feeling here.

Eventually saying things that can hurt my feelings doesn't help at all!

Somehow i know that..i was the one who created some problems..ehe..i should be more focus on that..


I always wondering about my own feelings..Do i really have the feelings or do i not?The answer still remain fuzzy.Somehow on our way back home last night..i heard an old song by Don Henley which the lyrics sort of touched me

"But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough "


ahhrhghghghghg..

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