Big talk..Big Head

I was supposed to join Farah's b'day party last night at Nuovo but somehow i didn't have the heart to go.Hearing that lots of people will turn up sort of kill my mood.Lots of people who i didn't know and probably pretencious people talking about their wealth,their trips to europe will give me headache.Ehe..not that i'm not used to mix with the rich and famous i do but hey,the people who i be friended with who i know are probably more wealthy from the 'unknown' people are far far more cool or 'tak menggelabah' ..even europe probably are their second home.Still they dun brag about cars,home or whatever it is..all we have r just having fun together.If i want i too can brag and tell them blabla..what so ever things i have or whoever person i had go out with..but hmm..no thanks..

and the bad thing is..i think Farah is sort of mad at me..ermm..i know i shouldn.t missed her birthday party but i just can't help it.Spending my time with my boyfriend eating at Kampung Baru and watching movie were better than feeling like stranging my self..and the worst thing is,someone i know will then transform to someone who is not herself..arghh..Sorry,babe..I didn't mean to missed ur birthday party.

Now that i saw how my bf was hurt,i try to promise my self not to loose any temper in front of him.I shall be more tolerate..before raging,i should put myself in his shoe..and..i have to remember not to call him names in the public even they doesn't mean anything to me or to him..coz that's just not right. He is a man and i should respect him as a man.

Going back to Shah Alam today..I must study a lil bit since next week is the mid sem week and i can't afford not to score any paper.I have to...Dah last sem dah ni..

Doc asked me to join them for futsal session but hmm..i dun think my bf would like that so i have to pass and besides futsal with my ex-schoolmate is more important.And..i dun want to play with fire..probably after futsal doc and his gang will go for makan-makan and ehe,of probably i'll be wooed by that-sweet-talker-joe..thus making my bf life a hell.and i'm the one will get the firing..from the green eyes monster..