The bermuda triangle

Many people say if one go into the bermuda triangle they'll never made it back only one person who succeed is david copperfield..hehe..but that's not my point.My point is i'm nearly drowned my self in the triangle though i'm not in bermuda now.
i tried to get a grip but it keep loosen up everyday.I thought i can still hold on by not thinking that i'm drowning inch by inch everyday untill this afternoon during my lunch time with a close friend of mine.

she:tak baikla kau ni.
me:ala,tu la pasal aku pon tatau camne nak buat.
she:baik kau decide cecepat.
me:ye,aku tgh dalam proses nak decidela ni.tapi aku kerajaan, decide makan bulan2.pastu mesti ade staff cuti sakit,cuti bersalin seme.
she:*choke*
me:hehehehe..
she:u are being unfair.jangan sampai nanti kau kene balik sudah.
me:something secret....bla..bla
she:memangla..initial stage mmg camtu..anyway lelaki mmg perangai seme same..seres..seme celf centered..
me:hmm...ntahlah.
she:takut aku pikir mase depan camne..tgk kau camne..ade ke lagi org dlm dunia ni yg boleh dipercayai?
me:erkk??

so that was it..i gat bashed..hehehe..but it was my fault anyway,i knew it was..i am still thinking but everytime i want to make my desicion i hesistate..i wish i am more like christina aguilera..fighter..but i'm not!!!

helpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.....the trinagle is pulling me inside..