been busy the whole week..occupied with something that i should describe as maybe.."infatuation'?.what ever it is..it sure keep me alive..only there's a small problem..i'm not sure when will it last...

semester break..means no internet for 1 week.not that i can't excess it from home but i'm too lazy to get online manually..

the actual thing is ..i'm in the brink of breaking down..and losing grip..help!!