Love love

I received an sms from a friend saying that she was in a shattered position after having a huge row with her fiancee. I replied her sms and asked what happened but she said she needed to be alone and will only get back to me when her condition gets better.


This is not right. Love is not supposed to treat her that way.


Love is supposed to feel with perasaan terbang melayang dan bunga-bungaan yang kembang mekar.


So someone asked me whether I still believe in love when she try to match me with a girl yang oh sangat kacak. Stylo dan menawan. I told her I do still believe in love but am not sure how the love should be felt.


So one night, after watching a love movie, I started to think. Haih, what does love really means to me? Now?


To me, love is

1. Only about you and him. Like Rashidi Ishak said in cinta "If you know and she knows, might as well the whole world know". I beg to differ. The world is never kind. When you love someone and tell the whole world about it, the fucking judgmental people begin to think either you deserve better or your partner deserve better or maybe it will be you making the fool out of yourself telling how much you love that person padahal orang tu tak sayang kau or orang lain malas nak layan kau. Baik simpan shaja seorang and when u think about that person, you can smile alone and it will taste even sweeter.Well atleast untul the time come.If you know what I mean, if you don't know, apo ko bonak bona ekau ni?



2. Love is when you lie on his arms and he looked at you and ask "are you comfortable?". Kalau lelaki tu nak romen, kau comfortable ke tak ke, mampusla kau.aku dah letih nak tido. Eh tapi yang ni aku tak sure sebab ramai je pengote cakap camni.



3. When you told him you got cacing in your tummy or you akan kentut dengan busuk sebab baru makan telur, he will not get annoyed or buat muka keji.
   



4. He protects you but does not protect you poyoly and will still let you stand on your own. Like takdela menggelabah nak campur tangan kalau kau begaduh dengan kawan kau ke apa.
   



5. When you think of him at night and all the things that might happen, you can't sleep because you can't wait to be with him because he means excitement to you.




6. When he prove every single thing he said. Itu sexy.
   

So. That's love to me although the maybe the word he itu boleh ditukar ke something else.


Btw aku sedih sebab afiq tu kene keluar af 5 sebab I love his bontot yang kelihatan pejal but kalau dafi kluar akan berlaku protes ok. Kiut gile dafi .ohhhhhhhh


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