Saturday, August 28, 2004

Spill..ed

Okay.So i finally did spilled what i've been holding inside to mom. About what i felt and also about what he felt. About our situation and about the pressure that we are bearing. I thought it would be good to let her know how we feel.Instead it feel even worst.

She sound frusfurated and i feel bad. Really bad.
"Fine, i won't be mentioning about that thing after this.I will just keep my mouth shut"

I really yearn to hear her say those words actually, but when she finally did..I wish i never mentioned anything to her. I wish i would just keep it to myself and let it hurt me instead of hurting her.

I feel like crying at this moment. And it become worst when he didn't understand how am i feeling..When i know he won't do anything about this.

Mak, i'm so sorry.I promise that thing will happen..soon.

Please dun cry anymore.

+Its never between her and you.It's always her+


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