I knew him since I was still in my sweet 17 years. We just clicked hardly any hours meeting. Few months later we were officially an item. I spent almost 6 years with him. He taught me lots of things. Things that had sculptured me to be who I am today. We totally be au fait with each other. He was my shopping partner, gossip partner and even my sparing partner. He was my soulmate..My everything. I loved him so much, unconditionally that I gave up almost everything for him-my night life and even my friends. I though he was my first and definitely my last but I was wide of the mark. Something came up and we broke off. For me, things are not that gruelling for I managed to found a new hero straight away who truly loves me with all his heart but on his side it was vice versa. It was kind of heartbreaking to see someone you care, living a miserable life.No more warm smiles, no more infectious laughter..Just grief and sorrowness. Not that he couldn't grab any girl's attention but he always shunned them off. He said they're not his taste.He was looking for someone who is bubbly, with attitude and..he was looking for someone like..me.
At the same time, I know this girl, a friend of mine, also a suffering the same problem. She is lonely, practically spending all her days thinking and crying for his ex who went for another gurl. To me she is nice and come with a good look.Hence she is lonely..and single..So..why not?
Maybe it's hard to match someone that you used to love..with another gurl who is also your friend..but I'm willing to put my feeling aside.All I wanted is for him to be happy again..For him to laugh again..And for him to love again..I would do anything for his happiness..just like I used to be..
To my ex..Even though we live a separate life now but I wish you all the happiness in the world. Trust me..you too will be happy.Cheers to u.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
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